Soundrod Romance And Mechpreg Set With Soundwave Looking Like Tfp Soundwave

Soundrod romance and mechpreg set with Soundwave looking like Tfp soundwave

Its an au where Soundwave is an older mech in his late thirties while Rodimus is in his early twenties. Rodimus interns to work at Soundwaves company during his pre heat where his hips are wider, his tanks are puffy and his chassis feels tight and heavy.

Soundwave notices all of this and he wants Rodimus. He wants the mech the moment he saw the picture on his application and read his name.

He knows this mech is beautiful and he wants him all for himself.

He lets Rodimus start in two days, much much faster than any job Rodimus has ever seen but the upped pay is incredible and so he starts in two days getting the paperwork for Soundwave and working up close with him.

Soundwave makes close contact a norm between the two that Rodimus always blushes at and its about a month into working together that Soundwave brushes his finger tips up Rodimus’s thigh plating making him quiver does Soundwave offer him a deal.

“Rodimus: work in a more private setting for Soundwave. Benefits: exceeding current status.”

And Rodimus…he takes it.

Meets Soundwave at his home, wearing simple but beautiful jewels that entice Soundwave and now the two are in Soundwave’s bedroom tangled between the sheets where they accidentally trigger each other’s rut and heat leading to a long week of fragging.

When they finally come back down Rodimus wants space and Soundwavw reluctantly gives it but respects Rodimus’s boundaries.

Rodimus is stuck between wanting to run from all the love Soundwave was pouring into vs wanting to stay and accept every ounce of love the mech so freely gave both in his touch, optics and whispers.

Rodimus getting sick at work pushes the conversation when they find out he’s sparked.

A spin of 50 shades of grey basically lol

He sighed forcing himself to get up. It was his first day of work as a secretary for the Decepticons. After his last job closed down he'd been searching for work all over. Wanting to find something before the summer ended and school started.

It wasn't easy with every job he applied for denying his application because they wanted him available all day every day. Which wouldn't allow him to go to school. Other jobs simply threw his application away because he was an Omega. It was annoying and when he first came across the application for this job, he'd been doubtful that he'd get the job.

Even though it was a secretary job it somehow felt like he needed a degree and at least ten years of experience.

When he'd gotten an interview he'd been surprised and even more surprised when he got the job. Especially because they wanted him to work as soon as possible.

The best part about the job. That he'd been pleasantly surprised to hear was how much he'd be making. The application said he'd be making little more than minimum wage, but his updated wages were a lot more and he couldn't complain.

After work today he was going to buy the fancy ice cream to celebrate and work on some of his art.

Getting to the large building he tried not to feel intimidated. Walking inside he looked around shifting in discomfort because everyone was dressed in nice suits and dresses. Making him feel underdressed. Vaguely he wondered if there was a dress code as he walked to the elevator. Which would take him to the floor he'd be working on.

He looked down at the nicest pants he owned cringing when he saw a few paint splatters. His shirt looked okay and it was the nicest one he owned in a color people said looked good on him.

He glanced at the elevator doors watching as he slowly rose. Glancing at his hands he picked at the paint he'd gotten on them and hadn't managed to wash off yet. It seemed like he always had paint on his hands and he wondered if that was going to be a problem.

This was the same clothes he'd worn to his job interview and they didn't say anything, so he guessed it was fine.

Although the person he'd be working for seemed to be high in the chain of command and he had no idea how his boss would feel about his clothes.

The door opened and he stepped out. Looking around he realized there was only one office on the entire floor, with one desk outside of it.

He became even more nervous because this was the top CEOs office. He had no idea he would be working for the person in charge of the entire company.

Looking at his clothes he cringed worried that he'd be fired on the first day.

"Hot Rod?"

He looked over surprised to see his recruiter coming out of the office, in a suit much nicer than when they first met. This one practically screamed money and was probably more expensive than everything he owned.

"My name is Soundwave."

They shook hands and for a moment it seemed like he was holding his hand far longer than necessary. Although he dismissed it. Because it was probably nothing and he was just overthinking because he was nervous.

"This is your desk."

Soundwave led him over with a hand on his lower back. He shivered because the scent of Alpha seemed to surround him.

"Make yourself comfortable. If you get any phone calls tell them to call me back later."

"Okay."

Was all he could say when he realized Soundwave was his boss.

The Alpha walked back into his office and he looked around getting himself comfortable. Even though Soundwave already left his scent seemed to linger and it made him shiver.

He got to work learning how to do his job since he'd never been a secretary before. Soundwave was always patient with him and helped him out.

He was also understanding and even interested in his art. He'd ask about his newest work and had even bought a few paintings.

One of which was hanging in his office currently and always made him blush with pride whenever he saw it.

After the first day he'd come to him asking about his clothing. He'd given him an embarrassed look admitting that it was the nicest thing he owned and promising to get something better after his first paycheck.

Soundwave had clicked his tongue telling him that it won't do. He'd given him a nervous look worried he was going to be fired when he pulled out a company card for him to use.

He gave him a surprised look and promised to be careful.

"I trust you."

He blushed and felt a tingle up his spine as he took the card buying a few business outfits.

A week after working there Soundwave invited him to a company dinner with investors. He'd given him a confused look until he told him that it had been in the job description when he applied.

He'd nodded even though he didn't remember it saying that. Although then again he only partially read it, because he didn't think he'd get the job.

"We will go shopping later. Both of us need a new outfit and I want it to match."

He nodded not wanting to argue with his boss who knew what he was doing.

Later the two of them went to a fancy store with the most expensive clothing he'd ever seen. Looking at the price tags he gave Soundwave a worried look.

"I can't afford this."

"Don't worry the company will be paying for this."

He nodded feeling uncertain as Soundwave talked to the sales associate who was also a seamstress.

They measured him to get his exact size and Soundwave told them exactly what they wanted. They promised to deliver by the next day their eyes twinkling with excitement when they looked at him.

Afterwards Soundwave took him to lunch and he was again brought somewhere very expensive. It was so expensive they didn't even show the price tag.

The entire time he was clumsy and embarrassed feeling as though he didn't belong amongst the rest.

Soundwave had noticed his discomfort and asked what was wrong. He lied saying that he was thinking about the art homework he had to do before school started.

Soundwave had immediately begun asking about art school in the hopes of distracting him and it mostly worked which he was grateful for.

The next day they went to pick up the clothes they'd be wearing to the dinner. The seamstress had them try it on and he had to admit he looked good. They did a really good job and when Soundwave saw him he looked speechless. Which made him giggle slightly.

"You have outdone yourself as usual."

Soundwave complimented unable to take his eyes off him and the seamstress waved him away.

"It was nothing. You are the one who brought me a beautiful model."

He blushed and Soundwave bought their clothes. He carefully took it off not wanting it to get ruined before the dinner.

Later that day Soundwave picked him up in a fancy limousine that his neighbors were gawking at. He felt embarrassed as he rushed to the car.

He could see Soundwave staring at the apartment building he'd just come out of, which looked like it should be condemned. He winced knowing his neighborhood was far from the life Soundwave lived.

Luckily his boss didn't say anything and instead coached him on what to do at the dinner.

When they arrived people came to greet Soundwave who introduced him as his date. He blushed feeling strangely happy when he said that.

They talked to a few people and he was surprised when Soundwave introduced him to potential buyers. Who ended up buying some of his work much to his excitement.

Since working for Soundwave it seemed like his art had taken off. Which was a big deal for him and Soundwave would always give him a gift to celebrate his accomplishments.

He was an amazing boss and he loved working for him. Sometimes he'd have problems with his Alpha coworkers. Who'd try and flirt with him when he was doing his job and Soundwave would always step in and deal with them. Making sure he didn't have to deal with a hostile work environment. Which was something none of his bosses in the past would have done.

They'd probably tell him to enjoy the attention and to stop being so stuck up and go out with them.

Soundwave would always make sure he was okay afterwards. Worried they tried to do something to him. It was so sweet and he found himself falling for the Alpha, which felt so cliche and he knew Soundwave would never feel the same way.

He was his boss and maybe even a friend but that was it. He could have anyone he wanted and he doubted Soundwave would want someone like him. Who was nothing more than his secretary and a sad excuse for an Omega.

Especially compared to all the Omegas who would come to his office to flirt. Always giving him dirty looks as they leaned against Soundwave trying to get his attention.

Every time he saw Soundwave with someone else he'd always feel a spike of jealousy. Even though he didn't have a claim on him and never would.

He knew it was only a matter of time before Soundwave chose one of those pretty, wealthy, prefect Omegas and made them his Conjunx.

Just the thought was unbearable and he tried to focus on his work. He needed to forget about Soundwave otherwise he was going to end up heart broken.

After the company had a successful month Soundwave took him out to celebrate. The two went to his favorite restaurant which wasn't anything fancy, but the food was good and Soundwave didn't seem to mind.

After the first time they went to a fancy restaurant. Soundwave had toned it down a lot. Even letting him pick places he liked. Which he'd been embarrassed about at first. Constantly apologizing if it wasn't up to his standard but the Alpha never complained. Instead he seemed happy to hangout with him and the two of them talked about all sorts of things.

He was talking about his lasted artwork which Soundwave had been the inspiration behind. Not that he'd tell him that. When he felt a hand on his upper thigh.

He shivered blushing a little as Soundwave leaned closer. His scent making his tank tighten with need. While his spark pounded rapidly in his chest.

The more they worked together the more familiar they'd become. Until Soundwave touching him like this felt normal.

"I have a proposition for you."

He gave him a curious look wondering what he was going to ask.

"I... Need assistance at home and since you've done such a good job helping me professionally. I was wondering if you wanted to help me with my home as well. I promise the reward will be more than what you receive now."

"Can I think about it."

Soundwave nodded pulling away slightly and he found himself shivering already missing his warmth.

That night he went home and thought it over. He knew if he took the opportunity he'd have to cut back on his art. Something he didn't want to do. Especially when he was starting to become successful.

He thought about dropping out of art school but he was so close to getting his degree and after all the work he's done he didn't want to give it up now.

He decided to take online classes instead of in person. Which wasn't ideal but it was the best he could do.

Soundwave's offer was a lot of money and he still has a lot of student debt that needed to be paid off. His landlord was also jacking up the price. Because the fire department came out and told him a bunch of things were fire hazards and that he had to get them fixed. Which in his landlords eyes meant the property had more value and he could charge more.

Before going to Soundwave's house he decided to get a new outfit and treat himself, wanting to look good for his new job. Even if he was still working for Soundwave just in a different way.

He wore some simple but beautiful jewelry he'd inherited, that Soundwave had complimented him on before. Along with the fancy perfume Soundwave got him, as a gift. After he'd made a big sale.

Getting to his house he looked around in awe because it was massive and nothing he could ever dream of affording.

Although his house didn't smell as much as his office. There was still a noticeable scent of Alpha. Which made him shiver with desire.

The house was large and beautiful but it was also lonely. Especially when it was just the two of them. His house should be filled with laughter and little kids running around. He could almost imagine it and was only brought out of his thoughts by Soundwave giving him a curious look.

"Do you like it?"

He nodded unable to lie to him as he looked around his home. Soundwave continued showing him around. One of his arms was wrapped around his waist and he felt his head get foggy, as he was overwhelmed with his scent.

He'd slowly gotten used to it but now it seemed stronger somehow. Looking around Soundwave's home he realized that the Alpha had invited him into his den. With that realization he felt his instincts go crazy.

He suddenly felt hot and much to his embarrassment he felt slick between his legs. Soundwave gave him a worried look asking if he needed to sit down.

He looked up at the Alpha and found himself leaning up to steal a kiss.

It was only for a moment and then he pulled away looking embarrassed and ashamed.

"I am so sorry I don't know what came over me."

He violently blushed as he stuttered over his words and Soundwave wrapped his arms around his waist and pulled him closer.

"I don't mind."

The two of them stared at each other for a long moment and then they were kissing. Their hands roamed their body as they made out.

He moaned when Soundwave stuck his tongue into his mouth and tasted him.

"I can smell your slick."

Soundwave buried his face against his neck right where his mating gland was. He lightly bit around it and he shivered with need.

"Soundwave."

His legs shook and Soundwave easily picked him up.

"I've got you."

The Alpha carried him to his bedroom where the two of them made love. It was so amazing and when he came around Soundwave's knot his heat started.

He remembered Soundwave going stiff above him as he breathed in his scent causing him to go into rut. The next few days were a haze of pleasure and warmth.

Soundwave had focused on filling him with come in order to distract himself from biting his mating gland and making Hot Rod his.

He couldn't do that to the Omega even when he begged so sweetly for him.

If he was going to become his mate he wanted them both to have a clear head.

When their heat and rut cycle ended they'd both spent the day reluctant to leave each other. Tangled in the sheets they made out and cuddled together. Neither of them talked about it not wanting to ruin the moment.

Eventually though what they'd done caught up to them and they were forced to leave their little bubble behind.

Hot Rod was stuck in disbelief and felt uncertain. He didn't want to call their time together a mistake but he knew it had changed their dynamic.

He felt conflicted and needed time to think. He'd been working so hard on forgetting Soundwave and now it seemed like he couldn't do anything except think about him.

Soundwave had been worried when he asked for time off. He told him that he merely needed a break to think things over. His boss had given him a guilty look as he left.

He spent the first few days agonizing over what happened. It had felt so good and he couldn't stop thinking about it.

He felt exhausted and had been having a hard time sleeping having gotten used to Soundwave's scent and presence. When he did managed to sleep he'd wake up in the morning and end up throwing up.

He felt more emotional than usual even when he was coming down from a heat. It felt like everything was making him sick. From certain smells to food he could barely keep anything down.

He thought something was wrong with him and that he was coming down from some kind of virus.

When his symptoms weren't going away he forced himself to go to the doctors.

After listening to his symptoms they made him take a pregnancy test. He'd given them a surprised look not wanting to believe it. Remembering his time with Soundwave he knew there was a large possibility that he was pregnant.

With shaking hands he took the test and nervously waited for the results. Where it was confirmed that he was pregnant. He looked at the test in shock as the doctor told him his options.

He ended up going home needing time to think about everything and process what he'd just learned.

He ended up crying because he didn't know what to do. He was still in school, pregnant with his bosses child. Someone who would never want to mate with him. Not when he could have anyone he wanted.

He was nothing to Soundwave and he already knew the Alpha wouldn't want their little one. It hurt but he should have known better than to sleep with his boss. He should have seen the warning signs that he was about to go into heat and kept his distance from the Alpha.

He had no one to blame but himself. Now he needed to figure out how he was going to raise his little one on his own.

can we get a part 2 to hidden frame au, when drift and ratchet accidentally find out about rodimus being sparked? will perceptor and rodimus really leave the lost light? will the couple chase after him? i'm on the edge of my seat!!

He quickly packed whatever he could while Rodimus lay unconscious.

He knows if Rodimus was awake he'd be protesting the idea of leaving. The Lost Light was his home but it won't be for long.

Hearing pounding on the door he froze his spark pounding in his chest as he was reminded of a time long ago. He couldn't protect Rodimus then but he could protect him now.

He wasn't going to let them hurt his bitty. He finished packing and grabbed an old invention he'd made.

After losing Hot Rod he worked tirelessly to create something that would protect those like him, in case anyone found out their secret. He would never let another carrier suffer the way he had. Not if he could help it.

He could hear Drift and Ratchet outside the door demanding to be let in and talk. He felt rage bubble up inside of him because they couldn't leave Rodimus alone. He told them to stop and they didn't listen and now he was in danger because of them.

He blocked both of them refusing to answer their calls. They could get fragged for all he cared. It was because of them that his bitty was losing his home. It was because of their actions that Rodimus and their sparkling were in danger. No wonder he didn't trust them enough to tell them his secret.

When he got a call from Brainstorm. He immediately answered it having a feeling it was important and he felt his spark drop when Brainstorm told him the bad news. The people on monitor duty had seen the whole thing.

They knew Rodimus was sparked and were telling everyone. A crowd was already forming in order to capture them. Ultra Magnus and Megatron were trying their best to hold everyone back but they didn't have a lot of time.

Outside he could hear Drift pull out his swords but they wouldn't work. He'd built those doors to keep Overlord and the entire DJD out. He was not going to bust inside and hurt his bitty more than he already has.

"I have to go. People are trying to get into the lab because they think you're here. Don't worry I'll make them pay for trying to hurt you. Also someone has already been sent to help you two escape. I'll try to meet you at the hanger, but if I can't... I want you to know that I've always loved you and I always will no matter what and that you two better stay safe out there."

He felt tears in his optics and he nodded even though Brainstorm couldn't see him.

"I love you too."

"Now go protect your bitty."

Brainstorm hung up and he grabbed Rodimus while, Drift and Ratchet continued demanding to be let in wanting to talk.

"Get fragged!"

He shouted in anger wishing he could punch them again because once clearly wasn't enough. Neither of them liked that answer and he could hear Ratchet trying to use medical override codes which also weren't going to work.

He held his invention in hand as he slowly walked towards the door ready to use it on them when he heard a loud clang and then Cyclonus voice.

"Are you two okay?"

Brainstorm told us what happened and we're here to help."

He sighed in relief and opened the door to see Ratchet and Drift unconscious. Whirl looked unapologetic as he stood over them having been the one to knock them unconscious.

Tailgate gave Rodimus a worried look.

"Is he okay?"

"Physically yes but emotionally he's a mess. I had to knock him out because he was overtaxing his systems. This isn't easy for him and I know Rodimus is going to be struggling for a while."

All four of them gave Drift and Ratchet an angry look for ruining his life. The only thing holding Whirl back from killing them is that Tailgate would be upset.

They could hear shouting down the hallway and Tailgate grabbed his hand. Whirl protected them from the front and Cyclonus from the back as they quickly made it through the hallways.

Every time they passed a camera Whirl would destroy it since the people on monitor duty had been the one to tell everyone.

If they ran into someone in the hall Whirl or Cyclonus would quickly deal with them. Whirl was a lot less gentle and wanted them to suffer for a while.

"Hurry! They're gaining on us!"

They took a few more turns and made it to the hanger which was locked.

He gave it a panicked look when Tailgate reassured him.

"Megatron input an override code locking it for everyone except us."

He nodded pulling Rodimus closer as Cyclonus opened the door.

"Over there."

He pointed at a shuttle and Tailgate opened the door. He climbed inside looking at them for what might be the last time.

"Thank you for this. You have no idea how much it means to us."

"Of course."

Whirl nodded giving him the wrecker salute which he returned.

Going into the ship he wasted no time getting it started. He heard the hanger door explode as some of the crew rushed inside to stop them from leaving including Ratchet and Drift.

Which made him sick feel sick. Even though those people were planning on killing their sparkling and doing things he couldn't imagine to Rodimus they were choosing to help them.

They tried to stop him from taking off but it was too late. He took off leaving the Lost Light behind as they entered hyperspace.

Once they were finally safe he sighed in relief and went to check on Rodimus who should be waking up by now.

He walked into the bedroom where he'd quickly deposited him before going to the controls. When he got there he was just in time to see Rodimus wake up.

He looked around the familiar room. Still disoriented from the drugs when he realized they were no longer on the Lost Light. Tears entered his optics and he rushed to his side giving him a sad look.

"I'm so sorry Rodimus. They found out and they were after us."

His bitty sobbed and he held him for a long time.

"Brainstorm, Whirl, Tailgate, Cyclonus, Megatron and Ultra Magnus helped us escape. We couldn't have done it without them."

Rodimus nodded still looking sad. Especially when he noticed Drift and Ratchet weren't on the list. He thought about telling him that Drift and Ratchet were helping the people who wanted to hurt him and his bitty, but decided against it at least for now.

He deserved to know what kind of monsters they were. Nut he knew it would break his spark and he'd already gone through enough for one day.

"I thought maybe they were different... Maybe we could be different but I was wrong."

He wrapped his arms around his belly as more tears fell and he felt his spark break. He wished things could have been different. He never wanted Rodimus to live in fear. All he wanted was for his sparkling to be happy. He never wanted him to go through the same fate he did and yet here they were.

"I'm sorry Rodimus. I wish there was more that I could do."

Rodimus nodded asking if he could be alone for a while. He was reluctant to leave him when he was obviously still upset, but he knew Rodimus needed time to process everything.

His whole world had just come crumbling around him and now he had to pick up the pieces. He forced himself to leave and go to the bridge. Sitting down heavily he stared out the window wishing things could be different.

Catformers AU but with a twist! Hot Rod is a shy kitty who ends up liking human!Soundwave.

His tail flicked back and forth as he watched Soundwave. He was so amazing always taking care of him and giving him food.

He watched the human sit down and he climbed into his lap purring happily when he pet his head.

He cuddled against his warm lap and nuzzled his hand feeling warm and cozy. His lap was so comfortable and he enjoyed hanging out with his favorite human breathing in his familiar scent.

He found himself falling asleep when his carrier climbed onto the couch and grabbed him by the scruff.

He wiggled in his hold trying to get free and meowing in protest. As he took him away from the warmth that was Soundwave's lap.

"What are you doing? Let me go!"

"No. I know what you're doing and you can't. Soundwave will never like you like that."

"You don't know what you're saying."

"Yes I do. He's a human and you're a cat. If you continue doing this you'll only hurt yourself."

"I was just letting him pet me."

He tried to act innocent and Perceptor gave him a look as he tugged on his ear.

"Forget about him. Soundwave will never love you."

He pushed away from his carrier upset and hurt by his claim.

"You don't know what you're talking about!"

He stormed away going somewhere to hide where his carrier couldn't find him.

He stayed hidden the next few days avoiding his carrier because he refused to accept that he was right. Soundwave loved him... He had to. Why else would he take care of him if he didn't?"

The only person he listened to was Soundwave. Whenever he called him over for dinner he'd eat with him. Imagining they were having a dinner date.

He'd let Soundwave pet him and he'd snuggle against him. Sometimes Soundwave would pick him up and carry him to his bedroom where he'd lay down next to him as they cuddled together. It was amazing and he'd always give him a kiss before bed.

His carrier didn't like the attention he was giving Soundwave or that he was happy. In retaliation he started doing things to mess with Soundwave. He'd always glare at him, but refuse to listen when Perceptor tried talking to him. He didn't want to hear what he had to say

One day he'd been curled up in Soundwave's lap like usual letting the human pet him. When Perceptor knocked over a bottle of pills on the counter causing them to spill down the drain.

Soundwave carefully set him down and then rushed over to the sink. He scooped his hand in trying to get his pills back but came up empty handed.

He scolded an unapologetic Perceptor and he yelled at his carrier because those pills were obviously important to their human and he could put his health at risk.

Perceptor looked slightly guilty when he realized what he did. While their human frantically called someone who didn't answer.

He then grabbed his coat and rushed to go somewhere, leaving the two of them alone. His carrier tried to defend his actions but he ignored him. Upset that he'd upset Soundwave and put his life at risk.

When the human came back he meowed and touched his hand. Looking up at him he wondered if he got his medicine only to sag when he didn't see it.

That night his human paced around his apartment looking aggravated. He tried to help but nothing seemed to be working.

Eventually he shut himself in his room and refused to come out. He waited by the door and almost fell asleep when he heard a strange noise coming from inside.

He meowed worriedly and scratched on the door in concern wondering what was happening. Then the door opened a little and he carefully walked inside looking for his human.

He jumped hissing in surprise when he saw a large cat emerge from the shadows. He looked around in a panic wondering if they did something to Soundwave when he smelled it.

He immediately stiffened looking at the large cat in surprise.

"Soundwave?"

"Hot Rod?"

The large cat came over and he stared up at him in shock.

"You're a cat! How is this possible?"

"I'm a werecat. I take medicine to stop me from transforming when the moon is out."

He looked at him in surprise and then he got an idea. He walked forward and rubbed himself against Soundwave showing his interest.

"While you're stuck like this I know something we can do."

Soundwave looked conflicted unsure if it's a good idea to frag Hot Rod, but instincts took over and Hot Rod smelled so good as he rubbed himself against him.

Unable to resist he mounted the other cat and Hot Rod moans as he fragged him having the best night of his life.

When morning came Soundwave was transformed back. He turned around and sat up in surprise when he saw a naked man in his bed.

He freaked out until he smelled a familiar scent that belonged to Hot Rod. He stared at him in confusion watching as he woke up. Hot Rod gave him a confused look until he noticed he was human and screamed.

Hot Rod panicked and he wrapped his arms around him trying to soothe him and figure out how this happened.

Soundrod

Soundwave goes looking for Rodimus after a one night stand. He finds him four months later with a belly thats pretty big and a noticeable waddle.

"What did you do?"

He stared at the text for a long time wondering what Ravage was talking about.

"What happened?"

"I can smell you on him. How could you forget protection!?"

"What?"

He sat up staring at the message in shock.

"What are you talking about?"

"Have you hooked up with anyone recently?"

He was about to respond with no he hasn't when he suddenly froze remembering a few weeks ago. The Lost Light had landed on Cybertron which meant Megatron was back.

He ended up getting really drunk and there was a pretty speedster who's valve felt so perfect around his spike as he clung to him moaning and begging for more.

He couldn't remember if they used protection or not. Both of them were drunk and eager to touch each other.

"Send me the coordinates to the Lost Light I'm coming there immediately."

"I'll see you soon. Although he's been trying to hide it I know it won't be long before others notice."

"It wasn't that long ago. How can he be showing already?"

"I think he's carrying twins."

He stood there in shock and then began packing his stuff.

"I'll see you soon. Watch over him until I get there."

"Of course."

He hung up and Ravage sent the coordinates and a way to track the Lost Light. He got his affairs in order before leaving as soon as possible.

If Rodimus was hiding his carrying there had to be a reason and that's what worried him the most. Although he didn't know him very well he wasn't going to let anything happen to him or their sparkling. They could figure everything else along the way.

When he finally reached the Lost Light they had landed on a planet to refuel and gather supplies. He observed Rodimus and noticed he was wearing something to hide his belly. Looking at the others it seemed they were unaware including his Amica.

On the way over he'd pulled up Rodimus file and learned everything he could about him, wanting to be prepared.

With Ravages help the two of them met up in secret away from prying optics. Rodimus was shocked and put a protective hand on his tanks without realizing it.

He'd suspected he was a tank carrier but this confirmed it. Rodimus must have realized what he did because he freaked out looking panicked.

He quickly reassured him because he just wanted to talk. Rodimus was weary and protective of their sparkling which made something inside of him happy.

"I want to join the Lost Light and be there for you and our sparkling."

Rodimus had looked conflicted reminding him that Megatron was there. Although he didn't want to deal with his former friend he accepted it wanting to be there for Rodimus. Who looked surprised that he'd stay with him even if he had to deal with Megatron someone he despised. It made his spark hurt as he wondered who hurt Rodimus and promised himself that he'd never be like them.

Finally he agreed and after filling out the necessary paperwork thanks to Ultra Magnus he was now part of the crew.

Both of them wanted to be close but they weren't ready to share a room yet. So he got the one next to Rodimus which used to be Drifts.

When they were finally alone in the privacy of Rodimus room he asked to see his bump. He looked nervous and he tried to reassure him knowing the horror's tank carriers faced on Cybertron.

Eventually he agreed and he gasped looking at his belly in awe.

"You're so beautiful."

Rodimus blushed and let him touch his belly. Which seemed to soothe the carrier and their sparkling having him so close.

He stroked his belly and talked to their little one. When he looked up at Rodimus he could see that he was equally as excited as he was.

There was an electrifying tension between the two of them as though they were too magnets coming together. The two of them began to make out and he helped lay Rodimus in his bed, while he worshipped his beautiful body.

If Rodimus wasn't already sparked he would have been from the amount of transfluid that had been pushed inside of him.

When the two of them were finally satisfied they cuddled together and fell asleep. Both of them excited for the future.

Rodimus going through serious spark break as he recalls the last time he carried. It ended in him losing the sparkling and he dealt with that alone.

Now he’s sparked again.

He spends his days wondering how he’ll tell drift and ratchet. If he even should tell them.

He couldn’t keep the last sparkling so why assume he can carry this one?

FW

He ran to the bathroom being as quiet as possible so he didn't wake Drift and Ratchet. Who were exhausted and needed their rest after working yesterday.

Throwing up what little he had in his tanks from the night before. He rubbed his belly and froze in horror.

He stood up in a daze and found himself wandering his ship until he made it back to his room. He left so abruptly he didn't even tell Ratchet or Drift where he was going.

Digging through his bottom drawer he reached into the back where he kept an emergency case of sparked tests, just in case. With shaking hands he pulled it out. Having never expected himself to be in this position since he'd always been so careful. Terrified after the last time he'd been sparked.

Waiting for the results felt like the longest few minutes of his life. He paced back and forth trying not to freak out.

"It's going to be okay. You'll be fine. You probably ate something bad. There's no way you could be sparked.

He glanced at the test and collapsed in horror. He found himself wailing as he hugged his middle rocking back and forth sobbing. He couldn't do it again. Not after he lost his first one. He shook his head in denial.

"I can't. I can't."

He sobbed, remembering the pain he'd felt after losing his sparkling. It had been shortly after Nyons destruction when he'd been a shell of himself.

The stress and pain of losing his city caused him to miscarry. It was one of the worst experiences of his life and for a long time he never thought he'd recover.

When he first found out he was sparked he'd been scared. It had been an accident and he didn't know how Soundwave would react.

His Conjunx had been supportive and amazing the entire time. Although it was unexpected they were both happy and would love their little one no matter what. Soundwave was always taking care of him even when he was busy fighting in the arena he always checked in with him.

He knew he was busy both with fighting in the arena and helping Megatron with the Decepticons. But if he ever needed him Soundwave was always there. He loved him so much and he couldn't wait to spend his life with him and the little family they were creating.

Both of them were determined to change Cybertron for the better. Even though Soundwave worried. He continued his work as a Nyonian rebel wanting his sparkling to grow up in a city free of Functionalist rule. Both of them were so hopeful of the future and the life they were creating. Their own little sanctuary amongst the chaos of their world.

Then his home was destroyed and everything fell apart. He remembered the shock and horror as he stared at the firey remains of his beautiful city.

Soundwave had immediately rushed to his side and was the only thing stopping him from running into his city and joining his people.

Stricken with grief he'd collapsed into his arms and sobbed. Soundwave took care of him the entire time as he grieved his home wishing he'd died with them.

He took care of him when he couldn't get out of bed making sure he took care of himself. He held him when he cried and supported him any way he needed. He listened when he told stories of his home wanting to keep his people alive. He supported and encouraged his ideas for a memorial and helped him come up with a plan.

He promised him vengeance swearing that he'd kill the person who destroyed his home. He promised to help him any way he could and stayed by his side the entire time.

He was so amazing and he didn't know how he'd survive without him. For a while things were starting to get better they were no where near perfect but at least he had his little one.

He promised to raise him in Nyonian culture. He wanted his little one to have strong ties to Nyon so that his home wasn't forgotten.

Then one day he'd woken up with blood between his legs and this time he fell into a depression that almost killed him. He didn't think he'd ever recover and sometimes he still struggled to get by.

He remembered screaming in agony as he held the bloody sheets in his hands. Sobbing uncontrollably as he begged his sparkling to come back.

He knew Soundwave was grieving during that time as well. But he'd been selfish and made it all about himself. Soundwave had to take care of him when he refused determined to kill himself.

All he could think about was his loss. First his home and now his sparkling. For him it was too much to take and sent him over the edge. All he wanted was to die and join his little one in the all spark.

He knew he was hurting Soundwave when he refused to speak or even acknowledge his existence.

He spent his days laying in bed staring at a wall. It had been the hardest time in his life and then as if he couldn't get any more selfish he up and left one day without a word. After everything Soundwave did for him he couldn't even leave him a message saying goodbye because he was too much of a coward.

He couldn't do it anymore. He was hurting the love of his life. Who was having to take care of him while grieving their little one. He was too selfish for someone as amazing as Soundwave and he could only hope he found someone better after he was gone.

He went back to his home city planning on killing himself, uncaring of Soundwave's feelings. He'd just lost his sparkling and now he was going to lose him.

He never deserved him. Soundwave was too good for him. He was a horrible Conjunx and an even worse carrier.

Instead of dying like he planned he chose to betray him and join the Autobots. He fought against him ignoring his attempts to reach out and talk. He severed all ties with him because he couldn't take the pain. Every time he looked at Soundwave he was reminded of what he lost.

Soundwave should have hated him. He should have resented him for all the pain he caused and yet he never stopped trying to help him. Even after everything he did Soundwave still loved him.

He never wanted to have another sparkling. He never wanted to go through that pain again and now he was going to experience it all over again.

He sobbed clawing at his tanks. He was a failure his body couldn't carry to term and he couldn't take losing another sparkling.

He shut himself in his room refusing to come out. Even when people tried talking to him he ignored them, demanding they leave. Ratchet and Drift tried speaking with him only to be yelled at.

Eventually everyone left him alone. He stepped down from co captain no longer able to lead his crew. Not that it mattered when he'd be dead soon.

It hurt but he knew he deserved it after all the pain he's caused. The only thing he can do is kill. Even his own body kills the life growing inside of him.

He paced the floor touching his growing belly and knowing it wouldn't be long now. As his sparkling grew. The worst he felt knowing he was going to lose his little one and trying desperately not to get attached even though it was so hard.

He broke things off with Ratchet and Drift ignoring their requests to talk with him. He lied saying that he wasn't ready and that he didn't feel anything for them.

He knew it was for the best. They didn't deserve having to deal with the mess that was him. He didn't want them to know about the sparkling and go through the pain of losing their little one. It was better if they never knew about the beautiful life growing inside of him.

Both of them had been angry and hurt when he'd broken things off. Especially Ratchet who yelled at him for leading them on and refusing to talk like an adult. Both of them were hurt and said things that haunted him and made him wonder if they ever truly loved him or if they were just putting up with him. He felt ashamed and broke down sobbing trashing his entire apartment after they left. Neither of them came back after that, their relationship completely destroyed.

He sobbed memories of his loss flashing before his mind. He knew he'd abandon them eventually, when he lost his sparkling and it was better to break things off now and save them the grief he caused Soundwave.

He didn't deserve them. They were too good for him and deserved so much better than a failure like him.

He thought about taking his life many times. It kept him up at night as he lay awake rubbing his growing belly. Everyone would be so much happier once he was gone.

Ratchet and Drift could forget about him and Soundwave could finally move on.

Before he left with the Lost Light. He met up with Soundwave because he deserved to know that he was leaving. The two of them talked about everything. Both of them cried together as they finally grieved their loss and it felt like a weight had been lifted off his shoulders.

He told him that he was in love with Drift and Ratchet and that he was going to tell them.

Soundwave was dissapointed but understood. Promising to always love him and that if he ever changed his mind he'd be there for him. If he didn't that was okay as well. Because he'd still be there for him and that he wished him the best in life.

He was amazing and deserved to find someone special who could give him a family something he'd always wanted, but could never have with him and his broken body.

Even though he loved Drift and Ratchet part of him would always love Soundwave and the love they shared. He would forever hold a piece of his spark.

Before he left the two of them decided to spend one last night together and that's what it made it worse. He didn't know if the sparkling was Ratchet and Drifts or Soundwave's.

It didn't matter now. None of them would ever know. Just like Drift and Ratchet he couldn't tell Soundwave. He'd already grieved one sparkling he didn't need to grieve another one. He couldn't put him through that pain again,

The only thing stopping him from ending it all was the life inside of him. He wouldn't kill himself until after his sparkling died. So all he did was lay in bed all alone waiting for the inevitable.

It was better this way. He couldn't hurt anyone else if he died like he was supposed to all those years ago. Once he was gone they would all be free and able to move on with their lives while he got to join the all spark with his sparklings.