Roddy Typically Taking Care Of Others When Fragging. He Does The Same With Soundwave While Theyre On

Roddy typically taking care of others when fragging. He does the same with Soundwave while they’re on the lost light but he actually enjoys it.

They do this a few times with Roddy topping and doing all kinds of tricks for Soundwave.

Only one day Roddy can’t get himself to be what someone else needs and Soundwave shows him exactly what he really needed all this time

Soundwave had always known that Hot Rod was lying to himself. He always put on a front in order to please people ignoring how drained he'd be afterwards.

He watched as he walked away with someone going back to their room where he'd take care of them. Making sure they got to come. While he never did. It was obvious by the tension in his spoiler when he'd see him a few hours later going back to his room. The unsatisfied look on his face as he gave someone else what they needed and ignored his own pleasure.

He couldn't stand watching someone so beautiful and perfect hurt himself over and over again in order to please others.

He knew he needed to do something which is why he came up with a plan. He'd show Hot Rod what it was like to be taken care of and to stop rejecting himself.

He'd help him sink into subspace and take care of him the entire time. Helping him let go and showing him what a cute little sub he'll make. He'll show him how well he can please him without hurting himself. Tell him how perfect he was while his mind was in a happy fog letting him take control.

He started by hanging out with him more. He'd ask if he wanted to get energon and he'd listen as he talked.

He wanted this to be more than a fling. He wanted Hot Rod to be his and the only way to do that is to show that he wants him for more than just interfacing.

He loved bringing Roddy on dates and taking care of him. He'd watch as his optics got a little hazy and he became so sweet for him. He didn't know how anyone could mistake him for a dom.

He knew Rodimus wanted to ask him to interface. He seemed nervous and tense in a way he hasn't been since they first started hanging out.

He asked him what was wrong pretending he didn't know and Rodimus hesitated for a second giving him an embarrassed look before finally asking.

He looked so cute with a faint blush dusting his cheeks and he agreed unable to resist. Rodimus seemed to stumble over himself as he led him back to his room.

Immediately he tried to bully him in berth his movements clumsy as he tried to fight himself. He wrapped his arms around his waist and pulled him closer.

Rodimus looked up at him in surprise not used to people manhandling him which was such a shame.

"Let me take care of you. I know you will be so good for me."

Rodimus shivered and leaned against him. His optics going foggy. He scooped him up and carried him to his bed where he laid him down.

He then proceeded to take care of him showing Rodimus what he'd been missing. By the time they were done he'd come more times than they could remember.

He was deep in sub space and cuddling against him as he took care of him, making sure he drank energon and cleaning him off.

He was nice and relaxed letting him move him around without complaint. He was so perfect and he loved taking care of him.

"That was amazing."

Rodimus finally spoke and he kissed him.

"I'm glad you enjoyed it."

He tucked him into bed and climbed in as well.

"You did such a good job for me."

He praised and Roddy shivered cuddling again him. He wrapped his arms around him and stroked his spoiler watching as Rodimus fell asleep in his arms.

He kissed his forehead and fell asleep holding Rodimus close.

Roddy trying to tell Soundwave he’s sparked in a cute way but he fails each time.

Soundwave finds out on his own when he comes home to see Roddy asleep in berth with the sheets raised from the swell of his tanks.

Roddy wakes up all sleepy to soundwave kissing his tanks

"How was your day?"

Soundwave kissed his forehead and he talked about going shopping with Bee.

"I found this cute little toy. What do you think?"

He showed Soundwave the cute elephant plushie he'd gotten because he knows how much he likes elephants.

"I think it would be a cute toy for our sparkling."

Soundwave nodded looking the elephant plushie over.

"I'm sure any future sparklings of ours would love it."

He watched his Conjunx sit down at the kitchen table and finish some of his paperwork before dinner completely oblivious.

He sighed assuming Soundwave was tired from work and decided to bring it up later but he still didn't get it.

He tried again a few more times by showing him a sparkling blanket. Only for Soundwave to mistake it for a new towel.

He then tried again by showing him an energon bun in the oven which he still didn't get it.

He found himself getting frustrated because for someone so smart Soundwave could be oblivious sometimes.

He continued trying a few more times wanting to tell him the news in a cute way when he eventually gave up and decided to just tell him.

He waited for Soundwave to return home except he took longer than expected and he ended up falling asleep.

When Soundwave came home he was exhausted and walked into their bedroom to find Roddy already asleep.

He sighed and went to climb into bed when he noticed a small bump where Hot Rods belly was. He carefully felt it wondering if the blankets had gotten bunched together. When his optics widened in shock when he realized he was sparked.

He then thought about Hot Rods strange behavior the last few days realizing he was trying to tell him that he was sparked.

"I'm such an idiot."

He whispered climbing into bed he cuddled against his belly looking at it in amazement and awe because they were going to have a sparkling.

Hot Rod shifted and gave him a sleepy look.

"Soundwave?"

"You're sparked."

Hot Rod seemed to be more awake as he looked down at his hand on his belly.

"I've been trying to tell you."

"I'm sorry. I've been out of it the last few days and didn't even realize."

He kissed Hot Rod giving him an excited look.

"I can't wait to meet our little one."

Hot Rod cuddled against him and he rubbed his belly. Both of them were tired and quickly fell asleep but they had a lot to talk about the next day.

can we get a part 2 to hidden frame au, when drift and ratchet accidentally find out about rodimus being sparked? will perceptor and rodimus really leave the lost light? will the couple chase after him? i'm on the edge of my seat!!

He quickly packed whatever he could while Rodimus lay unconscious.

He knows if Rodimus was awake he'd be protesting the idea of leaving. The Lost Light was his home but it won't be for long.

Hearing pounding on the door he froze his spark pounding in his chest as he was reminded of a time long ago. He couldn't protect Rodimus then but he could protect him now.

He wasn't going to let them hurt his bitty. He finished packing and grabbed an old invention he'd made.

After losing Hot Rod he worked tirelessly to create something that would protect those like him, in case anyone found out their secret. He would never let another carrier suffer the way he had. Not if he could help it.

He could hear Drift and Ratchet outside the door demanding to be let in and talk. He felt rage bubble up inside of him because they couldn't leave Rodimus alone. He told them to stop and they didn't listen and now he was in danger because of them.

He blocked both of them refusing to answer their calls. They could get fragged for all he cared. It was because of them that his bitty was losing his home. It was because of their actions that Rodimus and their sparkling were in danger. No wonder he didn't trust them enough to tell them his secret.

When he got a call from Brainstorm. He immediately answered it having a feeling it was important and he felt his spark drop when Brainstorm told him the bad news. The people on monitor duty had seen the whole thing.

They knew Rodimus was sparked and were telling everyone. A crowd was already forming in order to capture them. Ultra Magnus and Megatron were trying their best to hold everyone back but they didn't have a lot of time.

Outside he could hear Drift pull out his swords but they wouldn't work. He'd built those doors to keep Overlord and the entire DJD out. He was not going to bust inside and hurt his bitty more than he already has.

"I have to go. People are trying to get into the lab because they think you're here. Don't worry I'll make them pay for trying to hurt you. Also someone has already been sent to help you two escape. I'll try to meet you at the hanger, but if I can't... I want you to know that I've always loved you and I always will no matter what and that you two better stay safe out there."

He felt tears in his optics and he nodded even though Brainstorm couldn't see him.

"I love you too."

"Now go protect your bitty."

Brainstorm hung up and he grabbed Rodimus while, Drift and Ratchet continued demanding to be let in wanting to talk.

"Get fragged!"

He shouted in anger wishing he could punch them again because once clearly wasn't enough. Neither of them liked that answer and he could hear Ratchet trying to use medical override codes which also weren't going to work.

He held his invention in hand as he slowly walked towards the door ready to use it on them when he heard a loud clang and then Cyclonus voice.

"Are you two okay?"

Brainstorm told us what happened and we're here to help."

He sighed in relief and opened the door to see Ratchet and Drift unconscious. Whirl looked unapologetic as he stood over them having been the one to knock them unconscious.

Tailgate gave Rodimus a worried look.

"Is he okay?"

"Physically yes but emotionally he's a mess. I had to knock him out because he was overtaxing his systems. This isn't easy for him and I know Rodimus is going to be struggling for a while."

All four of them gave Drift and Ratchet an angry look for ruining his life. The only thing holding Whirl back from killing them is that Tailgate would be upset.

They could hear shouting down the hallway and Tailgate grabbed his hand. Whirl protected them from the front and Cyclonus from the back as they quickly made it through the hallways.

Every time they passed a camera Whirl would destroy it since the people on monitor duty had been the one to tell everyone.

If they ran into someone in the hall Whirl or Cyclonus would quickly deal with them. Whirl was a lot less gentle and wanted them to suffer for a while.

"Hurry! They're gaining on us!"

They took a few more turns and made it to the hanger which was locked.

He gave it a panicked look when Tailgate reassured him.

"Megatron input an override code locking it for everyone except us."

He nodded pulling Rodimus closer as Cyclonus opened the door.

"Over there."

He pointed at a shuttle and Tailgate opened the door. He climbed inside looking at them for what might be the last time.

"Thank you for this. You have no idea how much it means to us."

"Of course."

Whirl nodded giving him the wrecker salute which he returned.

Going into the ship he wasted no time getting it started. He heard the hanger door explode as some of the crew rushed inside to stop them from leaving including Ratchet and Drift.

Which made him sick feel sick. Even though those people were planning on killing their sparkling and doing things he couldn't imagine to Rodimus they were choosing to help them.

They tried to stop him from taking off but it was too late. He took off leaving the Lost Light behind as they entered hyperspace.

Once they were finally safe he sighed in relief and went to check on Rodimus who should be waking up by now.

He walked into the bedroom where he'd quickly deposited him before going to the controls. When he got there he was just in time to see Rodimus wake up.

He looked around the familiar room. Still disoriented from the drugs when he realized they were no longer on the Lost Light. Tears entered his optics and he rushed to his side giving him a sad look.

"I'm so sorry Rodimus. They found out and they were after us."

His bitty sobbed and he held him for a long time.

"Brainstorm, Whirl, Tailgate, Cyclonus, Megatron and Ultra Magnus helped us escape. We couldn't have done it without them."

Rodimus nodded still looking sad. Especially when he noticed Drift and Ratchet weren't on the list. He thought about telling him that Drift and Ratchet were helping the people who wanted to hurt him and his bitty, but decided against it at least for now.

He deserved to know what kind of monsters they were. Nut he knew it would break his spark and he'd already gone through enough for one day.

"I thought maybe they were different... Maybe we could be different but I was wrong."

He wrapped his arms around his belly as more tears fell and he felt his spark break. He wished things could have been different. He never wanted Rodimus to live in fear. All he wanted was for his sparkling to be happy. He never wanted him to go through the same fate he did and yet here they were.

"I'm sorry Rodimus. I wish there was more that I could do."

Rodimus nodded asking if he could be alone for a while. He was reluctant to leave him when he was obviously still upset, but he knew Rodimus needed time to process everything.

His whole world had just come crumbling around him and now he had to pick up the pieces. He forced himself to leave and go to the bridge. Sitting down heavily he stared out the window wishing things could be different.

Barbarian AU where Hot Rod is being courted/chased after by multiple mechs like Thunderclash and others. He refuses to consider any of them as he has his heart set on Soundwave, who is away on a long hunting/gathering mission with other mechs. He's been gone for weeks at this point and Hot Rod is being pressured to select a mate but he's holding out for Soundwave, hoping he comes back and claims him.

"Hot Rod I need you to skin this wild cyberbeast I've managed to catch."

He turned around to find someone showing off their catch wanting him to accept their courtship.

"Put it with the rest."

He pointed at a pile ignoring the dissapointed look on their face as he focused on the soup he was making.

"Hot Rod."

He sighed having been interrupted multiple times that day, as someone tried showing off in the hopes he'd accept their courtship.

"Yes."

"I have a gift for you."

He glanced over to see a cyberbird in their hands. He didn't even say anything and just pointed at the pile as he turned back to his work.

He placed some of the soup into a large bowl planning on taking it to the medbay where Ratchets patients were resting. Inside was important medicine that would help them recover. If only he could get there without being interrupted.

As soon as he thought that he was blocked by Thunderclash who tried talking to him. He mostly ignored him hoping he'd take the hint that he wasn't interested. However like usual he didn't and continued trying to impress him with his hunt.

When he pointed at the growing pile by the fire he didn't give him a rejected look like the others. Instead he took that as a challenge and started showing off more. It was annoying and he wished he'd leave him alone and take the hint.

Around him people were fawning over him and glaring at him for daring to have his attention. It was probably the reason Thunderclash didn't leave like the others. He had an entire crowd of people who'd follow him around and sing his praises.

With mating season just starting he was constantly being bothered by people who wanted to court him. It was exhausted especially when he's made it clear he wasn't interested. He had a feeling his sire had put some of them up to this, in his attempt to control his life.

Turning away from Thunderclash and his adoring fans. He went to the medbay and gave Ratchet the soup.

"What took you so long."

Ratchet grouched.

"People keep trying to impress me."

"You know they'd leave you alone if you picked someone already."

"I have but no one seems to listen."

"You know your sire doesn't want you leaving our tribe."

"It's my life not his."

"Hot Rod."

He left not wanting to hear it. He already had to hear it enough from his sire. Who insisted on finding him a match in their tribe. Even though he was in love with Soundwave and only wanted him.

He thought that was the end of it only to step out and be bothered some more.

It was so annoying and he practically had to chase them away. His sire must have seen because he was called to meet with him. Where he was lectured on his behavior. He tried to defend himself but his sire ignored him.

He basically talked over him the entire time demanding he mate with someone soon. He stormed out of there when he couldn't take his sire's criticism any more.

Going to his favorite spot he sighed relaxing now that he was away from the tribe. It was starting to get dark and he looked at the stars that were beginning to show.

He missed Soundwave and wished he was there. He'd been sent on a hunting mission and had been gone for a while now.

He didn't know when he'd return but he hoped it was soon. He didn't know how long he could hold out with his sire getting more irritated by the day.

He was worried his sire would Conjunx him to someone without his permission claiming that it was for his own good.

He sighed looking at the moon and wondering if Soundwave was also looking at the moon.

He'd promised to bond with him as soon as he got back and he'd promised to wait for him but it was the hardest thing he'd ever done. He missed him so much and he wished he was there.

They were always stronger as a team and he needed him now more than ever. He continued looking at the moon until he had no choice but to go back home unless he wanted his sire to send people to come find him.

"Please come home soon."

He whispered while walking back to his tribe.

Rodimus going through serious spark break as he recalls the last time he carried. It ended in him losing the sparkling and he dealt with that alone.

Now he’s sparked again.

He spends his days wondering how he’ll tell drift and ratchet. If he even should tell them.

He couldn’t keep the last sparkling so why assume he can carry this one?

FW

He ran to the bathroom being as quiet as possible so he didn't wake Drift and Ratchet. Who were exhausted and needed their rest after working yesterday.

Throwing up what little he had in his tanks from the night before. He rubbed his belly and froze in horror.

He stood up in a daze and found himself wandering his ship until he made it back to his room. He left so abruptly he didn't even tell Ratchet or Drift where he was going.

Digging through his bottom drawer he reached into the back where he kept an emergency case of sparked tests, just in case. With shaking hands he pulled it out. Having never expected himself to be in this position since he'd always been so careful. Terrified after the last time he'd been sparked.

Waiting for the results felt like the longest few minutes of his life. He paced back and forth trying not to freak out.

"It's going to be okay. You'll be fine. You probably ate something bad. There's no way you could be sparked.

He glanced at the test and collapsed in horror. He found himself wailing as he hugged his middle rocking back and forth sobbing. He couldn't do it again. Not after he lost his first one. He shook his head in denial.

"I can't. I can't."

He sobbed, remembering the pain he'd felt after losing his sparkling. It had been shortly after Nyons destruction when he'd been a shell of himself.

The stress and pain of losing his city caused him to miscarry. It was one of the worst experiences of his life and for a long time he never thought he'd recover.

When he first found out he was sparked he'd been scared. It had been an accident and he didn't know how Soundwave would react.

His Conjunx had been supportive and amazing the entire time. Although it was unexpected they were both happy and would love their little one no matter what. Soundwave was always taking care of him even when he was busy fighting in the arena he always checked in with him.

He knew he was busy both with fighting in the arena and helping Megatron with the Decepticons. But if he ever needed him Soundwave was always there. He loved him so much and he couldn't wait to spend his life with him and the little family they were creating.

Both of them were determined to change Cybertron for the better. Even though Soundwave worried. He continued his work as a Nyonian rebel wanting his sparkling to grow up in a city free of Functionalist rule. Both of them were so hopeful of the future and the life they were creating. Their own little sanctuary amongst the chaos of their world.

Then his home was destroyed and everything fell apart. He remembered the shock and horror as he stared at the firey remains of his beautiful city.

Soundwave had immediately rushed to his side and was the only thing stopping him from running into his city and joining his people.

Stricken with grief he'd collapsed into his arms and sobbed. Soundwave took care of him the entire time as he grieved his home wishing he'd died with them.

He took care of him when he couldn't get out of bed making sure he took care of himself. He held him when he cried and supported him any way he needed. He listened when he told stories of his home wanting to keep his people alive. He supported and encouraged his ideas for a memorial and helped him come up with a plan.

He promised him vengeance swearing that he'd kill the person who destroyed his home. He promised to help him any way he could and stayed by his side the entire time.

He was so amazing and he didn't know how he'd survive without him. For a while things were starting to get better they were no where near perfect but at least he had his little one.

He promised to raise him in Nyonian culture. He wanted his little one to have strong ties to Nyon so that his home wasn't forgotten.

Then one day he'd woken up with blood between his legs and this time he fell into a depression that almost killed him. He didn't think he'd ever recover and sometimes he still struggled to get by.

He remembered screaming in agony as he held the bloody sheets in his hands. Sobbing uncontrollably as he begged his sparkling to come back.

He knew Soundwave was grieving during that time as well. But he'd been selfish and made it all about himself. Soundwave had to take care of him when he refused determined to kill himself.

All he could think about was his loss. First his home and now his sparkling. For him it was too much to take and sent him over the edge. All he wanted was to die and join his little one in the all spark.

He knew he was hurting Soundwave when he refused to speak or even acknowledge his existence.

He spent his days laying in bed staring at a wall. It had been the hardest time in his life and then as if he couldn't get any more selfish he up and left one day without a word. After everything Soundwave did for him he couldn't even leave him a message saying goodbye because he was too much of a coward.

He couldn't do it anymore. He was hurting the love of his life. Who was having to take care of him while grieving their little one. He was too selfish for someone as amazing as Soundwave and he could only hope he found someone better after he was gone.

He went back to his home city planning on killing himself, uncaring of Soundwave's feelings. He'd just lost his sparkling and now he was going to lose him.

He never deserved him. Soundwave was too good for him. He was a horrible Conjunx and an even worse carrier.

Instead of dying like he planned he chose to betray him and join the Autobots. He fought against him ignoring his attempts to reach out and talk. He severed all ties with him because he couldn't take the pain. Every time he looked at Soundwave he was reminded of what he lost.

Soundwave should have hated him. He should have resented him for all the pain he caused and yet he never stopped trying to help him. Even after everything he did Soundwave still loved him.

He never wanted to have another sparkling. He never wanted to go through that pain again and now he was going to experience it all over again.

He sobbed clawing at his tanks. He was a failure his body couldn't carry to term and he couldn't take losing another sparkling.

He shut himself in his room refusing to come out. Even when people tried talking to him he ignored them, demanding they leave. Ratchet and Drift tried speaking with him only to be yelled at.

Eventually everyone left him alone. He stepped down from co captain no longer able to lead his crew. Not that it mattered when he'd be dead soon.

It hurt but he knew he deserved it after all the pain he's caused. The only thing he can do is kill. Even his own body kills the life growing inside of him.

He paced the floor touching his growing belly and knowing it wouldn't be long now. As his sparkling grew. The worst he felt knowing he was going to lose his little one and trying desperately not to get attached even though it was so hard.

He broke things off with Ratchet and Drift ignoring their requests to talk with him. He lied saying that he wasn't ready and that he didn't feel anything for them.

He knew it was for the best. They didn't deserve having to deal with the mess that was him. He didn't want them to know about the sparkling and go through the pain of losing their little one. It was better if they never knew about the beautiful life growing inside of him.

Both of them had been angry and hurt when he'd broken things off. Especially Ratchet who yelled at him for leading them on and refusing to talk like an adult. Both of them were hurt and said things that haunted him and made him wonder if they ever truly loved him or if they were just putting up with him. He felt ashamed and broke down sobbing trashing his entire apartment after they left. Neither of them came back after that, their relationship completely destroyed.

He sobbed memories of his loss flashing before his mind. He knew he'd abandon them eventually, when he lost his sparkling and it was better to break things off now and save them the grief he caused Soundwave.

He didn't deserve them. They were too good for him and deserved so much better than a failure like him.

He thought about taking his life many times. It kept him up at night as he lay awake rubbing his growing belly. Everyone would be so much happier once he was gone.

Ratchet and Drift could forget about him and Soundwave could finally move on.

Before he left with the Lost Light. He met up with Soundwave because he deserved to know that he was leaving. The two of them talked about everything. Both of them cried together as they finally grieved their loss and it felt like a weight had been lifted off his shoulders.

He told him that he was in love with Drift and Ratchet and that he was going to tell them.

Soundwave was dissapointed but understood. Promising to always love him and that if he ever changed his mind he'd be there for him. If he didn't that was okay as well. Because he'd still be there for him and that he wished him the best in life.

He was amazing and deserved to find someone special who could give him a family something he'd always wanted, but could never have with him and his broken body.

Even though he loved Drift and Ratchet part of him would always love Soundwave and the love they shared. He would forever hold a piece of his spark.

Before he left the two of them decided to spend one last night together and that's what it made it worse. He didn't know if the sparkling was Ratchet and Drifts or Soundwave's.

It didn't matter now. None of them would ever know. Just like Drift and Ratchet he couldn't tell Soundwave. He'd already grieved one sparkling he didn't need to grieve another one. He couldn't put him through that pain again,

The only thing stopping him from ending it all was the life inside of him. He wouldn't kill himself until after his sparkling died. So all he did was lay in bed all alone waiting for the inevitable.

It was better this way. He couldn't hurt anyone else if he died like he was supposed to all those years ago. Once he was gone they would all be free and able to move on with their lives while he got to join the all spark with his sparklings.