What Their Drunk Confessions Are Like (Pt4)

What their drunk confessions are like (Pt4)

A/N: Pt 4! I am in love with XXC. Its just a fact. So I hope I did him justice! Enjoy!(Also its pretty long sorry)

Xiao XingChen:

This one is very different from the others

We all know Xiao XingChen is an angel so he probably thought he could drink a lot without getting drunk

But he was wrong

So now he’s drunk

And Xiao XingChen is 100% a giggly drunk

You were travelling with him and Song Lan

Song Lan had (Unwisely) left the two of you alone at the inn you were staying at, while he went to buy something

And XingChen wanted to have a drink with you

Now you were also a travelling cultivator who’d once belonged to a sect but had left

You shared the same ideals as the two men so they’d invited you to doing their expeditions

And you had

So you were now very close to both of them

But you and XingChen were slightly closer

Because he was in love with you

And (Surprise!) you were in love with him too

But you’d never said anything because he was so sweet and you didn't wanna ruin it

And now he was drunk and Song Lan would probably blame you

You had tried to stop him!

But he’d been able to convince you that he could take it

And now he was drunk as was practically laying on top of you

He wouldn't stop giggling and acting like a child

“Ah-Y/N!” He said between giggles

“Your hair is so prettyyyyyy”

Que more boyish giggles

“Look! Your face is all red! Are you drunk Ah-Y/N?”

His face was now so close to yours and you were getting stares from the other people in the inn

You decided to get your drunk friend out of there

“Come Ah-Chen, lets go to our rooms”

He didn't protest, but he clung to you as you dragged him up all the while giggling and poking at your hair and cheeks, uttering words between giggles

When you finally got the the rooms, you sat him on his bed and gave him some water

After drinking it he sat quietly for a but before getting up awkwardly to go sit next to you on your bed

Once comfortably seated, he leaned towards you and

“Ah-Y/N... D-do you like Zichen?”

You were slightly bewildered, but you didn't do anything about it, choosing to answer his question simply

“Of course. Both you and Zichen are my greatest friends.”

His boyish grin was back as he giggled again

“I’m more than just your friend Ah-Y/NNNNNNN! I love youuuuuuu! Do you love me too Ah-Y/N?”

Even in such a drunk state, he was so cute

And for the life of you you couldn’t tell if he was being serious

“O-of c-course Ah-Chen...”

The look on his face was priceless

“Really?” He practically yelled before crushing you in a hug, burying his face in your hair and muttering sweet things to you

You just lay there, trying to process what had just happened

Had all that been real or was it just a side effect of the drinks?

Just then, Song Lan returned from his shopping

The look on his face said it all as he stared at you

“What happened?” He muttered putting down what he’d bought

Xiao XingChen was off you in a heartbeat, a huge smile on his face and rosy cheeks as he told Song Lan what had happened

“Ah-Y/N said she is in love with me!”

Song Lan looked at you surprisedly before grinning at you

It wasn't often that you could see Song Lan grin

You felt really embarrassed

“I love her and she loves me too! Isn't that great Zichen?”

Song Lan nodded gently at the drunk man before gently ushering him into bed, you trying to calm your beating heart the entire time

Until

“Ah-Y/N! Come sleep with meeee!”

Seeing the look on your face, Song Lan couldn't stop laughing

Thank you for reading!

How To Name Your Chinese Characters: 

1) LAST NAMES: 

I’ve pasted the Top 100 common last names in alphabetical order, and bolded the ones that appear in CQL:   

B: 白 Bai C: 蔡 Cai ; 曹 Cao ;  常 Chang ; 曾 Ceng ;  陈 Chen ;  程 Cheng ;  崔 Cui ; D: 戴 Dai ; 邓 Deng ; 丁 Ding ; 董 Dong ; 杜 Du ; F: 范 Fan ; 方 Fang ; 冯 Feng ; 付 Fu ; G: 高 Gao ;  葛 Ge  ; 龚 Gong ; 顾 Gu ; 郭 Guo ; H: 韩 Han ; 何 He ; 贺 He 洪 Hong ; 侯 Hou ; 黄 Hua ; 胡 Hu ; J: 贾 Jia ; 蒋 Jiang ; 姜 Jiang ; 江 Jiang ; 金 Jin ; K: 康 Kang ; L:  赖 Lai ; 李 Li ;  黎 Li ; 廖 Liao ; 梁 Liang ; 林 Lin ; 刘 Liu ; 陆 Lu ; 卢 Lu ; 路 Lu ; 吕 Lü ; 罗 Luo ; M: 马 Ma ; 麦 Mai ; 毛 Mao ; 孟 Meng ; N:  倪 Ni  ;  牛 Niu ; P: 潘 Pan ; 彭 Peng ; Q: 钱 Qian ; 秦 Qin ; 邱 Qiu ; R:任 Ren ; S: 邵 Shao ; 沈 Sheng ; 史 Shi ; 石 Shi ; 施 Shi ; 宋 Song ; 苏 Su ; 孙 Sun ; T: 陶 Tao ; 谭 Tan ; 唐 Tang ; 田 Tian ; W: 万 Wan ; 王 Wang ;  汪 Wang ; 魏 Wei ; 吴 Wu ; X: 邢 Xing ; 夏 Xia ;  蕭 Xiao ; 谢 Xie ; 徐 Xu ; 许 Xu ; 薛 Xue ; Y: 阎 Yan ; 严 Yan ; 杨 Yang ; 姚 Yao ; 叶 Ye ;  余 Yu ; 于 Yu ; 袁 Yuan ; Z: 张 Zhang ;  赵 Zhao ; 郑 Zheng ; 钟 Zhong ; 周 Zhou ;  朱 Zhu ;  庄 Zhuang ;  邹 Zou ;

Above are all single character last names, but there are some double character Chinese last names, seen below (list not exhaustive): 

独孤 Du’Gu ;  公孙 Gong’Sun ; 南宫 Nan’Gong    欧阳 Ouyang ;  司马 Sima ; 上官 Shangguan ; 宇文 Yu’Wen ; 长孙 Zhangsun ; 诸葛 Zhu’GE ; 

2) GIVEN NAMES/COURTESY NAMES

《Elements》: 

Light*： 光 (guāng) - light，  亮 liàng - bright / shine， 明 (míng) - bright， 曦 (xī) - early dawn， 昀 (yún) - daylight， 昭 (zhāo) - light, clear，照 (zhào) - to shine upon，

Fire: 焰 (yàn) - flames， 烟 (yān) - smoke，炎 (yán) - heat/burn， 烨 (yè) - dazzling light，  

Water: also see “weather” OR “bodies of water” under nature; note the words below while are related to water have meanings that mean some kind of virtue: 清 (qīng) - clarity / purity， 澄 (chéng) - clarity/quiet， 澈 (chè) - clear/penetrating， 涟 (lián) - ripple， 漪 (yī) - ripple， 泓 (hóng) - vast water， 湛 (zhàn) - clear/crystal， 露 (lù) - dew， 泠 (líng) - cool, cold, 涛 (tāo) - big wave，泽 (zé)，浩 hào - grand/vast (water)，涵 (han) - deep submergence / tolerance / educated

Weather: 雨 (yǔ) - rain， 霖 (lín) - downpouring rain， 冰 (bīng) - ice， 雪 (xuě) - snow，  霜 (shuāng) - frost 

Wind: 风 (fēng) - wind

* some “Light” words overlap in meaning with words that mean “sun/day”

《Nature》:

Season: 春 (chūn) - spring， 夏 (xià) - summer， 秋 (qíu) - aumtum， 冬 (dōng) - winter

Time of Day: 朝 (zhāo) - early morning / toward， 晨 (chén) - morning / dawn， 晓 (xiǎo) - morning， 旭 (xù) - dawn/rising sun，昼 (zhòu) - day，皖 (wǎn) - late evening，夜 (yè) - night 

Star/Sky/Space: 云 (yún) - cloud，天 (tiān) - sky/ heaven，霞 (xiá) - afterglow of a rising or setting sun，月 (yuè) - moon，日 (ri) - day / sun，阳 (yáng) - sun，宇 (yǔ) - space，星 (xīng) - star

Birds: 燕 (yàn) - sparrow， 雁 (yàn) - loon， 莺 (yīng) - oriole， 鸢 (yuān) - kite bird (family Accipitridae)，羽 (yǔ) - feather

Creatures: 龙 (lóng) - dragon/imperial

Plants/Flowers:* 兰 (lán) - orchids，  竹 (zhú) - bamboo， 筠 (yún) - tough exterior of bamboos， 萱 (xuān) - day-lily， 松 (sōng) - pine， 叶 (yè) - leaf， 枫 (fēng) - maple， 柏 bó/bǎi - cedar/cypress， 梅 (méi) - plum， 丹 (dān) - peony

Mountains: 山 (shān)， 峰 (fēng) - summit， 峥 (zhēng)，

Bodies of water: 江 (jiāng) - large river/straits， 河 (hé) - river， 湖 (hú) - lake， 海 (hǎi) - sea， 溪 (xī) - stream， 池 (chí) - pond， 潭 (tán) - larger pond， 洋 (yáng) - ocean

* I didn’t include a lot of flower names because it’s very easy to name a character with flowers that heavily implies she’s a prostitute. 

《Virtues》: 

Astuteness: 睿 ruì - astute / foresight， 智 (zhi)， 慧 (hui)， 哲 (zhé) - wise/philosophy, 

Educated:  博 (bó) - extensively educated， 墨 (mo) - ink， 诗 (shi) - poetry / literature， 文 (wén) - language / gentle / literary， 学 (xue) - study， 彦 (yàn) - accomplished / knowledgeable, 知 (zhi) - to know， 斌 (bīn) - refined， 赋 (fù) - to be endowed with knowledge

Loyalty: 忠 (zhōng) - loyal， 真 (zhēn) - true 

Bravery: 勇 (yǒng) - brave， 杰 (jié) - outstanding, hero

Determination/Perseverance: 毅 (yì) - resolute / brave， 恒 (héng) - everlasting， 衡 (héng) - across, to judge/evaluate，成 (chéng) - to succeed， 志 (zhì) - aspiration / the will

Goodness/Kindness: 嘉 (jiā) - excellent / auspicious，磊 (lěi) - rock / open & honest， 正 (zhèng) - straight / upright / principle，

Elegance: 雅 (yǎ) - elegant， 庄 (zhuāng) - respectful/formal/solemn， 彬 (bīn) - refined / polite， 

Handsome: 俊 jùn - handsome/talented 

Peace: 宁 (níng) - quietness/to pacify, 安 （ān) - peace, safety

Grandness/Excellence：宏 (hóng) - grand，豪 (háo) - grand, heroic，昊 (hào) - limitless / the vast sky，华 (huá) - magnificent， 赫 (hè) - red/famous/great， 隆 (lóng) - magnificent， 伟 (wěi) - greatness / large，轩 (xuān) - pavilion with a view/high，卓 (zhuó) - outstanding

Female Descriptor/Virtues/Beauty: 婉 (wǎn)，惠 (huì)， 妮 (nī)， 娇 (jiāo)， 娥 (é)， 婵 (chán) (I didn’t include specific translations for these because they’re all adjectives for women meaning beauty or virtue) 

《Descriptors》:

Adverbs: 如 (rú) - as，若 (ruò) - as, alike，宛 (wǎn) - like / as though，

Verbs: 飞 (fēi) - to fly，  顾 （gù) - to think/consider， 怀 (huái) - to miss, to possess， 落(luò) - to fall, to leave behind，梦 (mèng) - to dream， 思 (sī) - to consider / to miss (someone)，忆 (yì) - memory， 希 (xī) - yearn / admire

Colours: 红 (hóng) - red， 赤 (chì) - crimson， 黄 (huàng) - yellow， 碧 (bì) - green，青(qīng) - azure，蓝 (lán) - blue， 紫 (zǐ) - violet ，玄 (xuán) - black， 白 (baí) - white

Number：一 (yī), 二 (er) - two, 三 (san) - three,  四 (si) - four,  五 (wu) - five, 六 (liu) - six, 七(qi) - seven, 八 (ba) - eight,  九 (jiu) - nine, 十 (shi) - ten

Direction: 东 (dōng) - east， 西 (xi) - west， 南 (nan) - south， 北 (bei) - north，

Other: 子 (zǐ) - child, 然 (rán) - correct / thusly

《Jade》: *there are SO MANY words that generally mean some kind of jade, bc when ppl put jade in their children’s name they don’t literally mean the rock, it’s used to symbolize purity, goodness, kindness, beauty, virtue etc*  琛 (chen), 瑶 (yao),  玥 (yue),  琪 (qi),  琳 (lin)

《Spirituality》

凡 (fan) - mortality 

色 (se) - colour, beauty. In buddhism, “se” symbolizes everything secular

了 (liao) - finished, done, letting go 

尘 (chen) - dust, I’m not… versed in buddhism enough to explain “chen”, it’s similar to “se”

悟 (wu) - knowing? Cognition? To understand a higher meaning

无 (wu) - nothing, the void, also part of like “letting go” 

戒 (jie) - to “quit”, but not in a bad way. In buddhism, monks are supposed to “quit” their earthly desires.

极 (ji) - greatness, also related to the state of nirvana (? I think?) 

How about jiang Cheng and lan xichen with a lover who lost her memory in a night hunt accident and she forgets who they are but she eventually remembers everything ???

A/N: Oooooo I love this ideaaa! I hope I did it justice! Enjoy!

Jiang Cheng:

Jiang Cheng had met you during the could recesses lectures

You were from the Y/C and although you weren't their top disciple, you were still greatly skilled

You first drew his attention when you spoke up in front of Wen Chao

You’d been the only one

After that, you and Jiang Yanli were almost inseparable

Which meant you spent most of your time with them

And he fell in love with you

Fast forward to after Sun Shot

Due to your great friendship, you joined Jiang Yanli when she married into the Jin clan, by becoming a Jin disciple

When she passed however, you and Jiang Cheng were left as Jin Ling’s guardians

And so for the sake of simplicity, you joined the Jiang Clan

After that, you and Jiang Cheng spent loads of time together

And his old feelings rekindled

Then one night, Jiang Cheng (Awkwardly) confessed his love for you and the two of you (secretly) started courting

Although he was very busy, he still made time for you and he even found himself being kind and less angry thanks to your guidance

As a Jiang disciple it was your job to go on nighthunts, but Jiang Cheng (not so subtly) always made sure he was there when you did

But one day the aid of the Jiang sect had been requested to aid with some water ghosts close to Yunmeng

Jin Ling requested that he be allowed to go for practice and you and Jiang Chen had agreed

Once you got there however you quickly noticed that the threat was much worse than you had previous assumed

You all fought valiantly but quickly started to be overpowered  by the demons

Jiang Cheng was so focused on protecting himself and Jin Ling that he didn't notice when you got dragged under

Luckily, the Lan clan who had been visiting came to help and the issue was quickly resolved

You were rescued by the Lan disciples and although you were unconscious, you where still breathing

Relief coursed through Jiang Cheng until he noticed something much worse

Almost 25 years ago

Every tender memory shared with him was gone

Every moment, stolen kiss, passionate love making session, everything

He was heartbroken

And he blamed Jin Ling

After all, if Jin Ling hadn’t been there, he would have been able to protect you

You on the hand were trying to understand why your good friend wast speaking to you

Also why was this fifteen year old boy calling you his aunt?

Wasn’t he Jin Clan? Maybe Zixuan’s brother of something?

And where was Yanli?

“Lady Y/N! Are you alright! Do you remember anything?” asked one of the Jiang disciples

“Are we still in Gusu?”

The worry on everyone's face was evident

“Get the sect leader...” one of the disciples closest to you whispered

Then it dawned on you

“What year are we in?”

The answer was enough to confirm you suspicions

Then the disciple returned, followed by Jiang Cheng

It was obvious now

He was taller than you remembered and much more intimidating, not to mention a lot angrier

He slowly made his way to you and glared at everyone around you until they gave you space

Then, softly, he spoke

“Ah-Y/N... Are-Do you remember me?”

You could feel that you were missing a big part of the story but you nodded anyways

He let out a small breath

“What do you remember?”

“Not much... My last memory is of the Lan lectures”

His eyes widened in horror

“T-thats all!”

You nodded again

He quickly got up, an implacable emotion in his eyes, and started to leave

“Wait!”

He paused

“Where’s Yanli?”

The question struck him like a ton of bricks

How could he tell you? You’d been so close, almost sisters

You'd meant the world to her and vice versa

“Gone”

With that single word, twenty five years plus of memories flooded your mind in less than two seconds

The marriage between Yanli and Zixuan, Jin Ling’s birth, Yanli’s death, and all those years spent in Yunmeng by Jiang Cheng’s side

Where you belonged

You couldn’t help the tears that rolled down your cheeks

“I'm sorry” he muttered

And he moved to leave again

“Ah-cheng...”

You got up and hugged him from behind, doing your best to put all your love for him into that hug

Surprised, he turned around to face you and you saw the single tear streaking down his cheeks

“I love you...” you whispered gently, pressing your lips to his

As soon as he heard your words it was as if a switch had been turned on in him

He kissed you back wildly

Putting all his unspoken love into it

He may have lost his father, mother, brother and sister, but you would make sure he never lost you

Lan Xichen:

It was a bit different with Xichen

Although you were an arranged marriage, you’d quickly fallen in love with his wit, kindness and gentle smiles

He’d fallen in love with your charm

You made the perfect couple

Everyone knew that the valiant sect leader of Lan would be nothing without his angel of love

Which he made sure to remind you of at all times

As often as he could, he would remind you of your meaning in his heart by giving you of a small gift or sharing a private moment together

And you would do the same, always giving him your time and love, making sure you were everything he needed

So you can understand how heart broken when you forgot of his existence

You had offered to help the Juniors with a nighthunt, to take the burden off his shoulders and allow him to do other things for a while

He was very grateful, and although you were his wife, he never doubted your cultivation skills for a minute

And he was right to of course, it wasn't your cultivation skills (or lack thereof) that got you in trouble

The Lan clan had been night hunting close to Yunmeng when you heard screams from a nearby lake

The Junior and you went to check what was happening and arrived to a scene of pure chaos

Jiang disciples where getting dragged under by some sort of huge water spirit, full of resentful energy

You immediately sprung into action, and with the aid of the juniors that you’d been accompanying, you all solved the problem

But in the process of saving everyone, the spirit hit you and sent you flying into one of the trees that surrounded the lake

When you awoke, you were back in Gusu, a very worried male by your side

He was tall looking and he seemed extremely worried about something

Although he seemed familiar, you couldn’t place where you’d seen this man before

“Ah-Y/N! You're awake! How are you feeling? Would you like something to eat? Or perhaps to drink?”

You shook your head as you moved into a sitting position

He and you were the only ones in the room

“I-Where am I?” You asked, trying to make sense of everything

The fear and concern that flashed across his handsome features was obvious

“Ah-Y/N... You you remember who I am?”

You shook your head

The heartache in his eyes was evident

He didn't know what to say

Neither did you

He simply handed you a ribbon and got up to leave

“The Juniors fished it out of the water. I-I will come back later...”

“Wait!...”

What had you wanted to say?

The hope on his face made you feel terrible

“Umm... Whats your name?”

His face fell immediately

“Lan Xichen.”

Then it hit you

“You remind me of my old friend Lan Huan...”

Hearing you words he rushed to your side, returning to his spot beside you

“Yes! I am Lan Huan! What do you remember?”

“I... You are Lan Huan? You've grown...”

His smile was blinding

At least you remembered a little bit

That was all that mattered

In his excitement, he didn't notice you leaning in to examine his face and accidentally bumped into you

With his lips

On your lips

That small gesture was enough to flood your mind with images of past memories

Memories of your first kiss, your wedding, your first time

You deepened the kiss, surprising him

But he quickly reciprocated, putting all his love into it

When you pulled apart it was obvious that you remembered who he was

And he was so thankful for it

It was then that he knew that he had to protect you at all costs, because he would never want to loose you again

Hi! Hope you’re well 😊 Would you be able to write drunk confessions for lan jingyi and/or jin ling? I really enjoyed the other ones you wrote!

A/N: I hope your doing well too! I love writing these, and I hope you like it! (Also imma do Jin Ling, but in a separate thing maybe later :))

What their drunk confessions are like (Pt 6)

Lan Jingyi:

So as we all know, although he’s not a very Lan-Lan, Jingyi is still, well, a Lan

Which means he has 0 alcohol tolerance

But he still agreed to a drinking competition vs Jin Ling during your stay in Yunmeng

The juniors were staying in Yunmeng while their seniors were at a cultivation conference

You were from the (C/N) clan, and you were really close to all the juniors

Jingyi in particular

The two of you were the troublemakers of the group

Whenever you were in Gusu, you helped him with whatever schemes he had planed, to the great annoyance of Sizhui

Sometimes you even get Zizhen in on it

After having known each other most of your lives, you’d (ofc) fallen in love with him

But you’d just stayed friends, and you’d decided that pining was the best course of action

Little did you know that you occupied Jingyi’s thoughts all the time

Especially now that he’s drunk

He was still sober enough to know that he’d lost the drinking competition to Jin Ling

Which was very embarrassing since you were sitting right there and had witnessed the whole thing

It wasn't much of a loss however since Jin Ling had gotten drunk as well

Sizhui and ZIzhen had gone to bed an hour ago, so the three of you were the only ones still in the dining hall

Until Jin Ling passed out

Then it was only the two of you

“Jingyi,” you whispered, “We should go to bed...”

His mind was so foggy that it took him a while to understand

He was much too focused on you, your face, your hair, your eyes, your lips...

Smirking he answered

“Together?”

You knew he knew what he was saying

And it made you so flustered

“N-no!” you managed to stutter

Which made Jingyi laugh

Which then made you laugh

The sound of your laugh made him so happy

After all he was the one who made you laugh

And he wanted to be the only one it make you laugh like that

Before he knew what was doing, he’d grabbed your hand

And clumsily pulled you closer to him

You lost your balance though and ended up on him

It felt so nice to have you so close to him

He would stay like this forever if he had the choice

But sadly as soon as you regained your bearing you quickly scrambled off him, muttering incoherent sorry’s

You failed to notice his disgruntled look

And the glimmer of determination in his eyes

He grabbed your hand again, except this time no one fell

Jingyi never thought twice about anything, and now was no exception

“Court me.”

He’d never been particularly good with words either

Even though he was drunk, something told you that he meant it

Your silence was killing him

He didn't think that this would be such a bad idea

He’d rather be in a room full of ghosts that wanted his soul than  have you say no

But you weren't speaking, so he pulled his hand away

His entire expression had changed

He was no longer determined or laughing

He felt sad and just wanted to sleep

But as he got up, he accidentally tripped and fell on top of you, leaving the two of you in a very promiscuous position

He just lay there above you, held up by his hands, and curtains or his hair falling into your face

“Jingyi...”

The sorrow you saw in your best friend’s eyes was enough to let you know how much he meant this

“You didn't wait for my answer...”

He just stayed on top of you, motionless, anxious

You giggled at his expression

He looked like such a lost puppy!

“Of course Ill court you!”

His smile was brighter than the sun

Then he feverishly pressed his lips to yours

His breath tasted of liquor and his scent surrounded you from all sides

To say the least it was intoxicating

You almost forgot where you were until,

“WHAT ARE YOU GUYS DOING?!?”

Jin Ling’s dishevel form stood barely visible in the doorway

You and Jingyi couldn't help but laugh

That is, until Lan Qiren returned

GIVE ME A CHARACTER;

and I’ll tell u :

How I feel about this character

All the people I ship romantically with this character

My non-romantic OTP for this character

My unpopular opinion about this character

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon

What their drunk confessions are like (Pt3)

A/N: I cant seem to write Huaisang with a good ending I don't know whyyyyy... But here you go!

Nie Huaisang:

As we all know Huaisang is somewhat a complicated character

I think that he got drunk for fun

Without thinking about the repercussions that could have

He’d just gone out for drinks with his bff Wei Wuxian in Qinhe and got drunk

You were someone quite special to him, although no one else knew about you

You had been his maid since he was very young, maybe ten or eleven

You were only slightly older, almost the same age as him

You came into the service of the Nie clan a bit after the death of his parents, so it was a really had time for both him and his brother

You had also just lost your parents, but since you didn’t belong to any clans and had no one to take care of you, it was either this or the whorehouse

And there was no way you were going there

So you became a maid

You were really good at cleaning and cooking as well as a special skill in braiding

So the head maid put you in charge of the young master

The headshaker, the one and only Nie Huaisang

You were really nervous to be directly serving a Young Master, because that job was much more difficult than simply being a maid

You had to bring him his food, braid his hair every morning and take it out every night, and accompany him when he went certain places

And since you’d only really had contact with Nie Mingjue before, you were afraid of what the young masters temper would be like

So you were really surprised when you finally met him

He was gentle, kind and terribly shy

And so you became quick friends

You were his only friend what with his brother having to lead a sect and the others scorning him for his lack of talent on the battle field

But you’d always been there for him, by his side

You knew the real Huaisang, the one who liked painting fans and being artistic

The sweet kind little boy who was terrified of his brother

And that’s why he loved you

He never had to hide anything from you, since you knew almost everything about him (this would change rly soon but let’s not focus on that)

He’d gone down to the village for drinks without telling anyone, so when he returned, you were right there waiting for him, worried as hell, with Mingjue by your side

“Young Master!” You called as soon as he entered your view

You could feel his brother seething next to you

He always scared you, but protecting Huaisang was your job, especially since Meng Yao had been sent away

He walked up to the two of you and it was obvious that he was drunk out of his mind

“Y-Y/N, D-Dage. How are you d-doing tonight?” He slurred, barely able to pronounce words

“Where were you?!” Mingjue yelled, startling both you and Huaisang

“I went to drink with Wei W-wuxian. You should have come Ah- Y/N it was so fun. You too Dage. You need to have fun sometimes” He answered, gently slapping his brother’s chest and sending you a flirty look

Nie Mingje was seething

“Ah-Y/N. Take Huaisang to his room and send him to bed. I will deal with him tomorrow.” He said before angrily huffing away

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Now all that you had to do was carry your drunk master through several flights of stairs, without him helping you in the slightest

Every so often he would mutter something incoherent, but nothing you were able to understand

At the top of the fourth flight of stairs however, your arms felt like they were gonna fall off and you leaned him against a wall to take a break

But he got up immediately, and walked over to where you were panting to regain your breath

“Ah-Y/NNNNNNN,” he whined “Why did you let go of meeeee”

He then leaned against you and toppled the two of you onto the floor, where he lay on top of you

From under him you could hear him mumbling things again although you could hear them now

“You are so pretty Ah-Y/N. Do you know that? Your hair is so pretty and you smell so good and your eyes are so pretty and you are so soft…”

You were now very embarrassed, face very warm and pulse rushing

“Young master, you must get up…” You begged softly, although you never wanted this moment to end

You’d always thought that he was way out of your league because of his status, but hearing him say things like this…

You could almost see it

Almost

“Ah-Y/N, I wanna stay with you forever…”

But no

His brother would never allow it

So with all the remaining effort you had, you pushed him off and ignored his protests as you dragged him to his room

You quickly undid his braids and tucked him in bed

He fell asleep almost immediately

You knew he would have a hard time tomorrow, and you would do your best to save him from his brother

As you walked back to your room however, you couldn’t help but think of what he’d said

Had he meant it?

No… You couldn’t let yourself think like that

Even if he had, it didn’t matter

He was your master and you his maid

And It would always remain like that

Thank you for reading!