I Am Reminding Myself That It's Okay If I Haven't Posted In A While And That I Won't Post For A Bit Longer.

I am reminding myself that it's okay if i haven't posted in a while and that i won't post for a bit longer. Because i literally warned people about this part of me, and it has literally just been days. Not weeks, not months, days. And it seems i have to remind my brain that I'm human too. I have been working on a post to the point that i am nearing burnout much faster than i thought i would, which is quite upsetting to me. Anyways, I'll post as soon as I'm done drawing it, promise!

Just gotta have a break, first, lol

Look at this

LOOK AT THIS

THIS IS MY SIBLING RIGHT HERE?? WITH THEIR FUNKY ART??

BEAUTIFUL. GORGEOUS. CHECK THEM OUT!

THEY MAKE THE BEST RELATABLE POSTS, TOO

Hi friends!! ^-^

I haven't posted any art for a little while, and that simply won't do!

Just because I haven't made any new funky art, doesn't mean I can't show you some of my old funky art :]

So here is a little compilation of some doodles, art I've made and put on my wall, and the occasional sketchbook spread! ^-^

It's pretty obvious that I don't stick to any specific art style, huh?

It completely depends on whatever feels best in the moment lol :]

Doodles, corvids and fall-themed precious bois aside, I hope you have a wonderful rest of your day! 🧡

Yours truly, Stickbug 🪲

Been listening to this song since last night, and apparently, I'm having the best day ever?? I'm about to cry over how happy I'm feeling today. This is dope

Offer still stands

:looks at the turtle in question, who's entirely honed in on the cup of coffee in his hand:

.. after he has his coffee

I'M BEING THREATENED

Reblogging my siblings post, my messages may not be open, but theirs are <3

What's up, peeps?

So, I was once again playing Legend of Mushroom. After about a week of building up the courage to try and make conversation in the server chat (give or take a day or two), I finally did it! My heart was beating so hard that it actually moved my whole body with every beat, but I did it :]

I really thought everything was going well, I managed to kind of hold a conversation and even earned myself a friend request in the process, but then I made the mistake of mentioning that I'm queer.

Cue the transphobic jokes, slurs, people ganging up on me whenever I try to contribute to the conversation, telling me that I'm either a man or a woman, and telling me to "stop making everything about gender" when I had in fact only mentioned it a handful of times because people were asking me questions about it.

I quickly gave up on trying to make friends.

One very strong panic attack later, and I'm stuck wondering why people are so mean

I didn't say anything bad or mean, I was just trying to contribute to the conversation :[

One kind person sent me a private message asking if I was okay, this person is also the one who sent me the friend request :]

It really made me feel a lot better, I'm extremely grateful ^-^

I'm still shaking, and I will be for a while, but I would be crying right now if it weren't for them.

Moral of the story:

1. don't ever mention anything about being queer in an online game server chat, it is never a safe space, and it will discourage you from ever typing another chat message again.

2. Reach out to people when you think they might need it. It never, ever hurts to check in on someone just in case. Worst case scenario, they'll just brush it off and continue with their day. Best case scenario, you just saved someone's life. I really can't stress this enough, don't be afraid to spread kindness in a world where it's so incredibly needed.

PSA aside, I hope you have a wonderful rest of your day 🧡 this blog is a safe space for anyone who might need a friend, or just someone willing to lend an ear. My messages are open, don't hesitate to pay them a visit for whatever reason. I care about you, and you're not alone

Yours truly, Stickbug 🪲

CHECK OUT MY FRIEND! HE'S DOPE!

THEY WROTE THIS TO TORMENT ME ABOUT OUR SHARED AU (Semi-Feral Polaroids) AND IT JUST BROKE ME

(This specific text isn't canon to our shared au that he writes snippets about, but as an alternate possibility it sure was nice :,] )

Have nice day

Maybe he sees an older yokai back then. Fifteen, twenty years on him, maybe? Hard to tell these days, with the war making everyone old before their time. Still pretty, though. Still vivacious. But starting to show his age just a little. Maybe he wonders what this little yokai was like… before. Before time and war wore him down and dulled his feathers, muted his smile. Maybe he wonders what it would be like to see the pretty yokai dancing for himself, for the sheer joy of it, and not just trying to distract and entertain the little ones from the hell they live in, wearing a smile that never quite reaches his eyes. Years later, but also years before, maybe he sees a pretty, vivacious yokai dancing for the sheer joy of it near the fountain in the Hidden City. Dancing like nobody's watching. Dancing like he doesn't care if they are. Their eyes meet across the square, and Leonardo knows those eyes, even if they don't yet know him.

We all know I'm never going to actually write this fic, but the concept is living rent-free in my head now.