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Trigger Warning: Homophobic Insult ('lesbo' used as an insult) / Virginity-shaming / Transcript / AN under the cut

Record player plays Donna Summer's Try Me, I Know We Can Make It - On The Radio: Greatest Hits Volumes I & II /

AN: I made a personal edit of this Playboy magazine stack for the magazine used in this scene.

Transcript:

[Just like that, Vanessa had become the brightest star in my universe]

[She was warm, vibrant and intense, like the sun.]

[and I was a withered sunflower]

[like a sunflower, I craved the feel of her heat on my skin]

[I’d turn to face her in any direction]

[ and I bloomed when she looked at me]

[If only her gaze was mine alone to keep]

[jovial chatter]

[Vanessa squeals]

Nina: Gee, save some boys for the rest of us, right Nance?

Dina: Where did you get nudie mags from, VV?!

Vanessa: Hush! Don’t get us caught, dumb-dumb. I have my ways. Look, check this out.

Nina: [whistles] Meeoow. Where’s the beef.

Vanessa: Yeah, where is the beef? Kinda small...

Dina: That’s small? What are you, a fucking cavern? He’s packing!

Vanessa: [cackling] Ha! No way! This is big? I knew Don was a shrimp boy!

Dina: You did NOT just say that! Don is not a shrimp boy! Stop laughing!

Nina: Sometimes the bush makes it look smaller, right VV?

Vanessa: Nancy, get over here! What do you think? Packin‘ or lackin’?

Nancy: O-oh..um...I don’t know. I’ve never really seen one before.

Dina: Oh, brother. We got a cherry girl over here.

Nina: [snorts] No wonder she’s so stiff. Anyway, next page, VV.

Vanessa: Hmm. Nah. Think I’ll keep them all to myself. Come on, Nancy.

Dina: [scoffs] There she goes, picking her side again. She’s not a baby, VV! We were just joking!

[Still, at the end of the day, she chose me over all of them]

Record player plays Donna Summer's On The Radio: Greatest Hits Volumes I & II

I just wanna feel your body close to mine I just wanna share your loving, baby All the time, ooh Oh try me, try me, try me, try me just one time

Nina: God forbid I want to actually study tonight.

Vanessa: Go study in Nancy’s room!

Nina: What the fuck! This is my room too!

Vanessa: And I’m hanging out with Nancy before lights out.

Nina: You don’t own this school! I can be in my own damn room. Tell Nancy to leave!

Vanessa: I do, actually and I don’t want her to leave.

Nancy: I-I’ll just go-

Vanessa: No, Nina can go to her sister’s room if she wants peace and quiet. I’m sure she’s not in there. We all know she sneaks over to Don’s to blow his little shrimp.

Nina: Oh, whatever! You two can be gross lesbos all you want.

Vanessa: Yeah, the only lesbo in here is you!

[door slam]

Nancy: ...I feel like Dina and Nina hates me.

Vanessa: Screw them. They’re just jealous.The only reason they can afford to go here is because my father gave their father a job. Come on, I want to do your makeup.

Vanessa: Why do let them talk shit to you? I feel like if you really wanted to, you could put them in their place.

Nancy: I just want to do my time so I can get out of here. I don’t want trouble.

Vanessa: [hums] You make this place sound like a prison.

Nancy: No, not just here. I mean...from everything. From my parents. From my life. I guess I’m just scared if I go too far...I’d end up like my brother.

Vanessa: Hey. You’re going to go far and you’re going to be great. And if you still want to be my friend when we’re old, then we can laugh at all the miserable losers who wanted to see us fail from our million dollar yacht.

Nancy: I’ll always want to be your friend, Vanessa.

Vanessa: [squeals] You’re sooo stinkin’ cute, Nance!

Nancy: [giggles]

[soft snoring]

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Transcript under the cut

Vanessa: Do you think I could pull off being a blonde?

Nancy: Why would you want to be a blonde? Everyone’s a blonde. I don’t see that many fiery redheads.

Vanessa: I’ve been Molly Ringwald my whole life. I want to be a Heather Locklear or a Brooke Shields, you know?

Nancy: What’s wrong with Molly Ringwald? She’s gorgeous.

Vanessa: Hmph! I should have said Annie then...

Nancy: Annie is cute too with her ginger curls!

Vanessa: I’m starting to think you have a thing for redheads, Blondie.

Nancy: Maybe I do...

Vanessa: Oooh, Nancy! And here I thought you were too shy for that stuff. So you like ‘em red, do you?

Nancy: [laughing] Stop! It tickles!!

Vanessa: Tell me! What little redhead hearthrob has your cheeks red, Nance? Is it Blake? Shane? [gasps] It’s Marcus, isn’t it!

Nancy: [laughing] Who said I liked anyone here?

Vanessa: Spill it!

Nancy: NO!

Vanessa:-oof

Vanessa: Ow! My ass!

Nancy: Sorry!! I’m sorry!

Vanessa: Now I have to get you back!

Nancy: Uncle! Uncle!!

Vanessa: My ass is bruised now because of you!

Nancy: Have mercy!

Vanessa: Tell me who he is right now!

Nancy: Never!!

Nancy Narrates: [I couldn’t stop shaking. If it weren’t for the soft press of her fingertips against my cheek, I would have fell completely apart right there...and then-]

[alarm beeps]

Vanessa: I um, I have to go? It’s almost time for the room check. Sister Agnes is going to give my side the ‘white glove service’ and all. So, yeah.

Nancy: ...Are you coming back?

Vanessa: I think...maybe I’ll just go to bed early tonight, ok?

Nancy: [weakly] Ok...

Cassie: Oh! Hey, VV- oh. Ok, bye, VV. Nancy, are you alright? Why are you laid out on the floor?

Cassie: Nancy?

Nancy Narrates: [What the hell is wrong with me]

You are entirely made of love. You are entirely made with love. Every single cell of your body is filled with a desire to keep on living and to keep on loving you. Your soul is made from the pure breath that makes the world go round, the wind that makes the waves break. Everything in you is made with love and care. There is nothing you can do about it, you are Loved by Love Itself. There is no way you could look that would make you be loved more or less, there is no way you could sound to make you be loved even more or less. I love you. I love you.

Started making this lil frog plush accessory a few days ago and just kind of abandoned it... Maybe I should get back to finishing the textures and post it...