Wanna Know One Of The Only Good Things I Have Going For Me Right Now?

Wanna know one of the only good things I have going for me right now?

I'm obsessed with my stories.

(Not all of them, but that's okay. I don't have to be hyper focused on every little thing I do.)

Does this mean I've written them? Kinda. Does this mean I've posted them? Also kinda.

It's a whole process, but we're getting there.

I'm obsessed with the ideas I have down. The hard part Is stringing them together coherently.

I have two singing attitudes:

1. When I know people can hear me, I'm quiet. Not a lot of emotion or passion

2. When I'm sure I'm alone, I'm loud. So much raw emotion and passion

The second someone says anything about my singing, I get shy about it. Idky. Though, you'd think people would've learned not to say anything by now. I've been this way for 16/20 years

My top 3 (6) Hazbin Hotel characters

1. Alastor and Angel

2. Rosie and Lucifer

3. Nifty and Sir Pentious

Yes, in that order. No, I won't be explaining

Feeling a little bit like a Dazai-typical Suicide Mentions tag on Ao3

Despite being in this game since 2017, this is all I have to offer for now.

....I obviously need to step up my game

TW: Suicide and Death mentioned lightheartedly, but completely seriously

.Y'know, I do want to die. Unfortunately, I'm too much of a coward to do anything about it.

I also have to outlive my friends and family. I love them too much to let any of them have a funeral that no one they're close to can't show up to.