TW: Suicide And Death Mentioned Lightheartedly, But Completely Seriously
TW: Suicide and Death mentioned lightheartedly, but completely seriously
.Y'know, I do want to die. Unfortunately, I'm too much of a coward to do anything about it.
I also have to outlive my friends and family. I love them too much to let any of them have a funeral that no one they're close to can't show up to.
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Wanna know one of the only good things I have going for me right now?
I'm obsessed with my stories.
(Not all of them, but that's okay. I don't have to be hyper focused on every little thing I do.)
Does this mean I've written them? Kinda. Does this mean I've posted them? Also kinda.
It's a whole process, but we're getting there.
I'm obsessed with the ideas I have down. The hard part Is stringing them together coherently.
You know what's really fun?
Being AroAce with Abandonment Issues
You know what's even better?
Having my family (supportive or unsupportive) casually dissing/invalidating my lack of feelings towards other people
And people wonder why I'm so apathetic all the time.
It's called a defense mechanism, sweetheart
My trauma Is different from yours, but it is no less debilitating