My Period Is Almost A Week Late. We All Know What That Means.

My period is almost a week late. We all know what that means.

My elementary nightmares came true: Premarital hand holding and hugs got me pregnant

My mom just got TikTok.

Shit.

I've got a fucking sailor's mouth on the internet. She doesn't know that.

I'm also not out to my parents yet (in the sense that I haven't told them. I have a hoodie, a pin, and a flag, tho)

She follows my sister. I won't give her my user, but she might find me through my sister.

Shit.

I'mma start getting ready to leave now, Just in case I get into a shit ton of trouble.

(and I gotta tell my sisters to not give her my TT)

Edit: Twin has my back. She's not a narc. Still gotta tell my older sister now

You know what's really fun?

Being AroAce with Abandonment Issues

You know what's even better?

Having my family (supportive or unsupportive) casually dissing/invalidating my lack of feelings towards other people

And people wonder why I'm so apathetic all the time.

It's called a defense mechanism, sweetheart

My trauma Is different from yours, but it is no less debilitating

I keep forgetting that we (aroaces) took over a country

Wanna know one of the only good things I have going for me right now?

I'm obsessed with my stories.

(Not all of them, but that's okay. I don't have to be hyper focused on every little thing I do.)

Does this mean I've written them? Kinda. Does this mean I've posted them? Also kinda.

It's a whole process, but we're getting there.

I'm obsessed with the ideas I have down. The hard part Is stringing them together coherently.

I don't think my friends think I'm serious when I tell them I'll make them a pie if they bring me the stuff. I've also said that I'd make cookies or cake for them, they just had to give me the flavor they wanted and show up.

I thought they would've learned I was serious from all of the challenges I went through with in high school.

Smh