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Quiet

quiet

you’re quiet.

i’ve been told that my whole life.

but i’m not, not really.

i just learned young that no one was listening

be quiet.

don’t take up space, don’t be too much

no one actually cares what i have to say

no one’s listening when i speak, unless it’s what they want to hear

i don’t want to be quiet

i want someone to care about what i care about

to hear me and want to hear more

to listen to what i have to say

i spend my days quiet

i’m a watcher, a listener

i smile and nod and wish it were me instead

i want to be listened to, the way i listen

i want to be seen, the way i see

cared about the way i care

be quiet

listen to me.

i have things to say, things i care about

things i wish people cared enough to hear

things i wish people would listen to.

it’s quiet

with no one to talk to.

when it seems like the world is deaf

no one seems to care what i have to say

i wish desperately that they did, but i know they don’t

there’s nothing i can do about it.

i’ll be quiet

every time i speak someone ends up annoyed

it’s easier to just not bother

keep the words inside so no one gets fed up with me

won’t open my mouth to say things no one wants to hear

won’t rock the boat

won’t make a splash

won’t make a sound

i’ll stay quiet

why speak if no one is listening?

or when they are the words are wrong.

you said that already.

we already know.

you shouldn’t say that.

don’t speak.

no one’s listening anyway.

they don’t tell me to be quiet

it’s subtler than that

it’s no questions, no curiosity

it’s when i bring up a topic and no one’s heard of it

the blank looks while they wait for me to stop

no one tries to learn. wants to listen

it’s in the way they speak and expect me to listen.

when is it my turn to be loud?

when is it my turn to be heard?

when is it my turn to be listened to and have someone care what i say?

when can i stop being quiet?

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