Literally Just A Rant About Having To Tell Ppl About Our Alter Count & Being Scared About Being Fakeclaimed

Literally just a rant about having to tell ppl about our alter count & being scared about being fakeclaimed

Ngl we hate having to tell our friends about our updated alter count, cause they always gape or ask "what happened?" And we don't know or we just don't want to answer

We understand their confusion and surprise but sometimes it feels weird? Idk. It might just be us being scared of them fakeclaiming us BC we have "too many" alters. They often bring up how high our alter count is but like, we're not sure if it's even that high, we literally only have 118 (maybe more-?) Alters

Though we are a P-DID system which adds onto the stress cause like we're pretty sure P-DID systems have low alter counts usually but we can't fucking tell BC there's hardly any research and we're scared someone's gonna fakeclaim us 😭

-zim

LISTEN TO THIS !!!

LISTEN UP AGAIN KIDS STOP REBLOGGING THIS FUCKING GARBAGE POST. IT IS 100% FUCKING BULLSHIT AND CAN AND MOST DEFINITELY WILL LITERALLY KILL. DO YOU NOT SEE WARNING LABELS THAT SAY “DO NOT INDUCE VOMITING”? THEY AREN’T FUCKING AROUND. YOU CAN FUCKING BURN THEIR ESOPHAGUS BY CAUSING VOMITING, CAUSE CHOKING, DROWNING, OR MAKE IT WORSE! AGAIN DO NOT FORCE ANYTHING DOWN ANYONE’S THROAT. THEY. CAN. DROWN. IF SOMEONE IS LOSING CONCIOUSNESS ALL THE CHIT CHAT IN THE WORLD WILL NOT PREVENT IT AT THAT POINT THEY ARE IN SERIOUS DANGER. “Buuut i don’t wanna take them to the hospital!!!” WELL SUNSHINE GLAD YOU’D RATHER HAVE A DEAD FRIEND THAN A LIVING ONE BUT YOU’RE IN LUCK CALL FUCKING POISON CONTROL. THEY ARE NOT THE COPS. THEY WILL HELP YOU. AND IF THEY SAY GO TO THE FUCKING HOSPITAL YOU GO TO THE FUCKING HOSPITAL. NO EXCUSES. 0. NONE. I have seen this shit cross my dash SO MANY TIMES so PLEASE fucking reblog this and prevent some well meaning idiot from accidentally killing someone they love!

That awkward system moment when you discover a Hidden part of headspace and find who knows how many new alters that you weren't aware of and now you have to spend hours figuring out who they are and making them profiles on simply plural 😭😭😭

-invader zim

Honestly, on the topic of slurs I think we have mixed opinions, we don't mind if someone uses slurs to describe themselves or their friends playfully, but when it comes to describing complete strangers (even if playfully) we feel a bit uncomfortable with it. Like personally we'd rather not be called a slur, because we just don't like it, but we understand others don't really mind, so we like to keep a sort of "ask first" type opinion on it, you know?

-zim

Discovering a new subsystem is like:

"woah, who tf are you?"

"HI, WE DONT KNOW, OKAY WELL HERE'S ANOTHER 5 OF US"

"Oh- :')"

Like love you guys but where the fuck did you come from??

Sorry this probably makes no sense, we found a subsystem recently and just needed to say something to someone, in this case, Tumblr

Ahhg

It annoys us so much when someone asks "oh, can we talk to [insert alter name]"

Or when they like complain!

LIKE

"I miss [insert alter name] so much!! I haven't seen [insert pronoun] in so long!!"

Like FUCKING CRY ABOUT IT

We don't care. Stop begging us to talk to the more social alters just because you find them easier to be friends with, like fuck sake. We're people too, we have feelings

(not directed to anyone we're just angry)

- blurry - like seriously what the fuck is happening rn??