A Quick Vent Cause I Need To Get This Out.

A quick vent cause I need to get this out.

I’m so angry all the time, I hate it and I’m so angry that someone talking to me(any way) can set me off.

Today I just told someone to move things that they took out away from my bed and dresser and instead they shoved it in my Knick nack space, knocking over some things. They’ve been doing this for so long and recently I’ve had enough.

And I’m always in pain, there isn’t a moment I’m awake that I feel relief unless I take 3 extra strong pain pills. I sprain my ankle a lot and two years ago I twisted my right ankle. I didn’t go to the hospital or a doctor and it hasn’t healed right. I can’t not walk as I have to get to school but it’s getting to be too much.

I slipped down the stairs two days ago and hurt my left hand. Which wouldn’t matter if when I got angry I didn’t hit things or myself to keep me calm(or at least to stop me from doing something I’ll regret). I could barely move my finger yesterday and it was swollen to the point I thought I had hotdogs for fingers. I was able to straighten and bend it a little today but the person that pissed me off earlier in the story decided to not listen to me.

They’ve been stealing my stuff and I just found my SPECIAL markers-case- that I barely use(so they stay nice and usable) in their stuff with only four left in them. The four that were left were the “ugly” and empty colours. They also been stealing my makeup products, my clothes, my underwear and anything I get that they want( and I’m black so the underwear part is disgusting ).

Usually I wouldn’t get as mad but because of a recent change in schedule I didn’t have anytime to cry or breakdown this weekend. So I got angry and hit my left hand on my bed post. I fell to the floor but they didn’t care and as I was silently crying they just asked “what I was going to do with that thing” the thing that they took out.

I threw it on the floor at their feet and went to my computer. The only thing that was stopping me from crying(which was my playlist) and I had to turn it off once the light was off. I turned it up a bit to get the last little serotonin left and l was told(very rudely) to turn it off. I slammed it closed and climbed up to my bed. I heard the person say how no one did anything wrong to me and how I’m angry for no reason.

I deserve to be angry for what they did and I’m crying as I write this. I can’t even do anything about it cause I’ll probably get in trouble. During this whole writing session I’ve been trying to move my finger to type and it’s so hard. I think I’ve done something to it but I’m already so tired. I just need to get all my anger out another way.

Their slowly ruining what I love and I care about them so much. They are hurting me with their comments and they know it. They steal what I like and leave what I don’t I’m done helping them.

Thanks Reader, you’ve been a great help.

Do you ever read a fic, enjoy it greatly and once finished, you press the kudos button, only to find out that you have already left them before but you have no memory of ever reading the fic before?

Erica: Stiles if you could have inter course with anyone-

Stiles: Derek

Erica: OTHER THAN DEREK

Stiles:..... Jackson

Jackson:......

Lydia:......

Stiles: He was my gay awakening.

Erica: I KNEW YOU HAD A THING FOR ASSHOLES

Stiles: also we hooked up once

The rest of the pack(minus Jackson):

*confused, surprised*

Isaac: that would be hot.

Things i say but adding why

▪"Let me put my tits on" im feeling femme and is putting on a normal bra.

▪"Do i look good." If im slightly flattening my chest than im feelling masc

▪*puts on green bikini* im feelig femme and i want my boobs to look good

▪"I just want LOVVVEEE" fictional love, the shit thats in books yknos

▪"I like women." Say nothing about me being pansexual i want them to think im a masc lesbian so any guys in my neighborhood will NEVER flirt with me

▪"Hey can we take a break, my ankles hurt." Theyve been hurtin since i startsd walking and the onky reason why im saying this is cause it hurts like hell

▪"OOOOOOOOO WIPEOUT" some one or some animal fell, and i will say it louder if my dads family is near. Yknow remind them im my mothers kid

▪"Im not learning spanish" my dad is Colombian and i am spiting him by kearning Latin. And american

▪"Im so tired" I havent slept for two-eight days and im finally tired. LET ME REST

▪"im texting my friend whos a boy" hes sorta my friend, but hes also 10 and AroAce soooooo, no.

▪*gets louder in an argument* My mom is near and i know you cant fuck her up

▪"oh your a fire sign" i already hae two fire signs that i hsve to see everyday, aslong as your not like them we good

▪"AmErIcA" im saying random things cause imm bored im not making fun of Tourettes

▪*twitches violently* again not mzking fun og tourretes i just twitch violently when im cold, it sucks and hurts

▪"K********" my sisters full name. She probalby took my thungs and used thsm and didnt gjve them back.

▪"I like supernatural" im only on season 5 but ik what happens in some of the other seasons

I'm going to participate in this on my A03 Korr_Earth <3

STACKSON WEEK 2022

Aug 7th - 13th

Another year, another Stackson Week, celebrating everything Stiles/Jackson!

Stackson Week is for creating romantic/sexual/queerplatonic Stackson content and also supporting their creators. We welcome any and all types of contributions, whether they be fics, art, gifs, playlists, edits, or whatever else you can come up with. The goal is to celebrate Stiles and Jackson, no matter which form it takes.

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The optional themes for 2022:

» DAY 1: Rivals, Enemies, Frenemies, Kismesis || Hating each other passionately has its benefits

» DAY 2: College AU and/or Shenanigans || Whether roommates, tutoring, frat parties, etc, they’re ruining it all

» DAY 3: Fake Dating, Project Partners, Teaming up || They have to work together to succeed

» DAY 4: Soulmates and/or Pining || They are meant to be, but that doesn’t always mean they like it

» DAY 5: Magical Mishap and/or Hanahaki || The only thing worse than death is admitting they like each other

» DAY 6: Friends-to-Lovers and/or Established Relationship || Okay, fine, they like each other and they’re going to make it the other’s problem

» DAY 7: Dealer’s Choice || Choose a theme, any theme, now make it Stackson

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These themes are merely suggestions. The more Stackson, the better! You may post multiple works per day or just one or two across the entire week.

Please tag your contributions with #stacksonweek2022 so we can reblog everyone’s work! You can also tag @stacksonweek if you want to make sure we don’t miss a thing.

Reblog to spread the word, and feel free to contact us if you have any further questions!

Erica: Stiles can I ask you something

Stiles: Yes

*5 hours later*

*noises of growling and snarling*

Derek: What happened?

Jackson: Erica suggested Stikes take up monogamy and well *points to backyard*

Derek:*Sees Stiles and Erica growling at eachother*

Derek:*also sees Liam sitting and eating raw pasta*