Just Remembered A Book Series I Read As A Child (charlie Bone, And I Actually Only Read The First One

just remembered a book series i read as a child (charlie bone, and i actually only read the first one ^^") and now i got the very strong urge to reread it

please reblog for bigger sample size. have a nice day/night ^^

(if you don't like/read it, just ignore this)

aaaahhhhh i wanna talk my fic ideas through with someone but my friends either haven't watched gf, aren't as invested in it as i am and/or would maybe judge me for my obsession with ford

alssooo, even if there was someone... i am not entirely sure if i am comfortable to talk about this with them sooooo... yeah

It was lonely. Empty and cold; ever so cold with no source for the freezing feeling that seeped deep into your bones.

But the worst part was, it didn't have to be. He could see you. You knew it.

This wasn't like the times when you were screaming and crying and pleading for him - for anyone - to hear you.

He. could. see. you.

And you knew it.

jealous!ford x reader headcanons

pre relationship:

depending on his current mood and state of mind, his reaction to someone showing romantic interest in you ranges from:

1) heartache,

feels like he doesn't deserve you, that he isn't good enough for you, he's not your type and also he is too old for you

self-esteem on the floor, feels like a kicked puppy seeing you flirt with someone else

over 2) mild annoyance; 'what's so interesting about them?'

what could they possible give you? why are you even talking to them, you already said you aren't interested in them

to 3) almost hostile towards the other person

all in all just one big mess of feelings

he's not good with them okay

confused and frustrated by his emotions; spends a lot of time overthinking them, in order to rationalise and understand them

too insecure and doubtful to tell you about his feelings, but too easily agitated to not be jealous when someone comes up to ask for your number

tells himself he has no right to feel that way, and yet...

in relationship:

protective and maybe a little possessive. maybe a bit more than a little. okay, a lot

definitely a lot more than he shows

(related to the first points pre-rls) very rare reaction: amused. god complex activated. who do they think they are? do they really think you would be interested in them? tch, please.

when he sees a guy flirting with you, he will come up behind you, put his arm around your waist and stare the guy down

the scene where he intimidates the bus driver, just to any shady guy who won't leave you alone.

insecurities, so soo many of them

'You could have anyone you want. Why would you wanna be with me?' *

that man was bullied his entire youth, never had a proper relationship and holds so much trauma and shame - it's the glue that holds him together at this point

ford is deeply afraid to loose you

through something supernatural or otherwise dangerous yes, but also trough some stupid mistake on his side and interpersonal problems

he is afraid he will mess up one day. then you will start seeing him as someone not worthy of your love and find someone better

it is one constant battle between his low self-worth and his god complex/admittedly somewhat inflated ego

-------------------------------------------------- thank you for reading <3 reblogs are appreciated

a/n: longer piece with this trope will follow soon(ish), stay tuned :P poor ford, doesn't know how to feel his feelings appropriately (same dude, same) * 'jealous' by eyedress

working on something... 👀

ford falling for younger!reader and writing page after page full of notes about you

after bill (and 30 years of multiverse travel - depending where you want this scenario to be set) he is soo paranoid and sceptical about someone liking him and genuinely being kind towards him

he doesn't even have to know you're interested in him, just you being nice and warm and all smiles and considerate is enough

(hopelessly in love ford would call you "prince/ss unattainabelle", because he thinks he can't ever have you) yes I already wrote that in my other post sue me

ford calling you a siren and a succubus/incubus in his journals and saying you bewitched him and that he has to figure out how to break your spell

but he actually maybe doesn't want to do that because you actually make him feel good and loved and like he's not the worst and can be forgiven for everything he did

and you don't seem to have any kind of greater plan and stan and the kids like you and you're so nice to them too

and oh no, maybe he really just is falling for you