So I Struggled To Learn To Paint From Scratch For The Longest Time And It Was A Super Frustrating Experience

So I struggled to learn to paint from scratch for the longest time and it was a super frustrating experience since despite learning all the theory and having the idea in my head I could never translate forms well into reality.  Pretty sure the first was before I had ever tried meds and the 3rd image I think was an update whilst on SSRIs but the point where it gets way more detailed is after I started Vyvanse. Sort of oddly changed my brain and made a few gears start turning and I got rapidly better and improved more at art in a month than I did in the past idk few years.  

Dm&Glm

Update on this 2016 post, it was undiagnosed ADHD lmao

I don’t quite understand how I manage to simultaneously get no work done, no photography, no games/movies or other leisure activities along with zero social interaction on a weekly basis. I don’t even know where my time goes.

Been in my drafts since like 2017-18 from when I was learning to sculpt digitally, I have like 600 or so rough sculpts I just never did anything with but this was a timelapse idea after I realised I could make easy timelapses if it’s just one object and I just reverse through the history.

Couple of years ago now, I'm actually debating selling my Gimbal now lowkey. This was some work I was doing for an initiative after the 2019-2020 Australian bushfires for the wildlife restoration with nest boxes for the birds and youth education around biodiversity.

I spent the entire day filming in the rain so I was soaked and tired. The drive home was a couple of hours and I literally got into an accident in the last two minutes towards home. I had insurance but the excess was not a pretty cheap price. 😥