Made A Thing For Myself

made a thing for myself

(tw??)

“Maintaining is better than gaining!” I say as I bash my head repeatedly into a wall

Binged for days in a row. Days. I can’t keep doing this. I’m gonna die fat and ugly.

Sometimes I feel like a poser.

I made myself a meal plan averaging 300-400 calories a day. That’s not starving. Thats not ana. That’s not going to make me skinny.

But these plans help me. I feel fake. I feel like I’m pretending.

Wanna Binge? Okay, but first…

(my version catered to my hobbies and my life haha)

Play 2 weeks in the Sims 4

Play 3 days of 7 Days to Die

Watch 3 Food Theory Videos

Watch 1 Episode of My 600 LB Life

Make a Janitor.AI bot

Write a Wattpad Chapter

Write a chapter for ANOTHER book

Do a 5 minute Pilates workout

Do a 5 minute normal workout

Do 3 Just Dance songs

Binge a 12 Episode anime

Clean bathroom

Make bed

Clean desk

Vacuum

Get rid of old stuff and declutter

Download sims 4 cc for 1 hour

Play Roblox Restaurant Tycoon for 30 minutes

Watch 5 €D vlogs on YT

Browse th1nsp0 for 25 minutes

Do dishes

Take a 30 minute bath

Complete an entire school unit

Make a list of safe foods

Make a list of fear foods

Do a 5 minute yoga

Research art colleges for 30 mins minimum

Draw 3 colored art pieces with backgrounds

Still wanna binge? Fine. You deserve it.

Having an €D and being an average weight is lame.