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B1nging in the morning is the most shameful kind wtf is wrong with me

(578 calories already. It’s 9 AM.)

Someone pls convince me that binging at a sleepover is okay

(I’ve starved for 2 weeks with little to no slip ups)

Genuine question.

If I had French vanilla coffee (w French vanilla creamer), 2 slices of pineapple and a sugar free redbull, will this be maintain or lose worthy??

Idk bc coffee is filling so I feel like I could gain from it when I add creamer😭😭

Man. Binged like 1000 calories yesterday after averaging about 400 or less cals a day for a week. Bloating is wild

I have prom tomorrow I’m gonna look so FAT INHATE IT HERE

Food Diary 05.30.2024

Breakfast:

Vanilla Honey Chamomile Tea: 0 calories

Lunch:

1 Kiwi: 44 calories

Dinner:

Fat Free Vanilla Yogurt + 1 strawberry: 90 calories

Total: 133 calories

Just (successfully) pvrged for the first time?? Hello no one told me it was that easy? I only puked up like… one of the food items I binged on BUT that’s one less food item in my tummy😍

someone pls make a discord server for us disordered folk and let me in it talking to no one on here is getting lonely

I fucking binged. I’m rlly gonna do it this time😭

HELP ME I KEEP GETTING PICTURES OF TITS ON MY HOME PAGE!?? I HAVENT LIKED ANY PISTS OR FOLLOWED ANY TAGS THAT WOULD IMPLY I WANT THAT?? THEY WONT STOP?😭

Tips on how to skip lunch at school? My friends whine about it if I do, but once I have a tray in front of me my fat ass has to DEVOUR it so the only way to not eat like a piggy is to not get a lunch.

Ate 851 cals apparently but I don’t trust it, I logged everything as accurately as i could but I feel like I ate sm more than that???😭

I feel like I’m gonna shit myself in class rn?? Idk if I’m sick or this is a side effect of st@rving but it sucks

being s3xualized online just bc ur 4n4rexic rlly sucks :(

The cycle:

Starve for a month

“Recover” for like a month

Starve again

“Recover” again

Like huh.

You can eat that when you’re skinny.

Just binged like 700 cals ugh

Every time your stomach growls that’s actually just the skinny in you ripping its way through the fat. Don’t stunt the process

I didn’t binge! Liquid fasting today, staying under 300 cal🥰

Never wanted to binge so bad in my life, but don’t want anyone to think I’m trying to recover just bc I’m eating..

Never wanted to binge so bad in my life, but don’t want anyone to think I’m trying to recover just bc I’m eating..

Went for a 30 min walk today, burned like 100 cals, haven’t eaten anything, feeling so so good🫶

Only gotta lose .8 lbs to hit my first gw…🙏

so sick of being me. Sick of feeling fat, my favorite foods becoming my biggest fears, being scolded for not eating, never being small enough, feeling ugly and disgusting all the time. And yet I don’t wanna recover.

Imagine being so small that even xs is baggy on you…