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Can’t get the food up fml
12: 25 am thought:
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100 horas de jejum concluída com sucesso 🤭
Eu falhei!
Falhei novamente, toda vez que eu saio dos 57kg eu como igual uma porca, e todo aquele progresso se repete novamente.
Eu já estava com 55.2kg, e lá vai eu novamente lutar para chegar nos 55kg, DE NOVO.
Vomitar e abusar dos laxantes não é o suficiente, eu continuo me sentindo suja.
Toda vez que eu invento de fazer uma refeição de noite, fico ansiosa e só falta eu comer meu cachorro.
Eu estava indo tão bem, eu estava tendo ótimos resultados, mas lá vai eu estragar tudo de novo.
Compulsão maldita, começou por causa de uma mísera melancia.
Mas eu vou ficar em jejum até o próximo mês, só assim pra eu compensar.
Se eu não estiver com 54kg até dia 01/09, eu saio de vez do tumblr. (Mentira, não consigo largar vocês)
Sabiam que se eu chegar nos 52kg eu saio do imc normal para o abaixo do peso? Vantagens de ser "alta".
Me desculpem por ser fraca e falhar, Ana me perdoa, eu vou compensar.
i need to lose 14 pounds in 12 days and it’s absolute hell. but i keep going. because i believe in myself when it comes to this.
it’s such a surreal experience when people come to you with concerns about your ED when you’re not even skinny. i’m barely even an average weight, yet my mom was talking to me like i’m some emaciated clone of eugenia cooney. it would be funny if i didn’t feel so fat.
vacation is so painful when you have an ED. whenever i eat, i feel like i instantly look fatter. i’m so uncomfortable in my body that i don’t even want to go out. whenever i look in a mirror i want to vomit.
i’m very sad tonight. listening to “the cure.” but at least i lost weight today.
guys be careful
Be aware. Do not interaxt with this person. Do not.
is 108 lbs at 5’2 normal?
i wish wish WISH i could ⭐️ve in peace because if i miss one meal its always
1. my grandma yelling at me to eat
2. my parents making me eat
3. low iron + stomach problems
why was i cursed with slow metabolism health problems and family problems at the same time ://
i hate myself so much i wore a shirt today which was tight around the arms and my arms looked GIGANTIC what is wrong with me actually
i need good arm thigh and hourglass/stomach workouts which work in 1-2 weeks plz <3
✧* May 11th *̥˚
⚠️ TW ED CONTENT + FAKE BODY
today’s cw
some bodie chex
+ personal notes/motivation :3
DISCLAIMER:
I am and always will be pro-recovery
this post is for myself and to find like minded community which understands my struggle
e/ds are an extremely lonely thing to go through, so if you’re not in this community pls just block
this is my third blog so far, and I hate having to remake just to be reported again and again (it’s so much work on both our ends)
✧ weigh-in:
height - 5’3 (160 cm)
cw - 103.6 lbs (47.0 kgs)
bmi - 18.35
✧ b0die ch3x:
✧ misc:
note - I can feel the f4t growing back on my ribs and hips and it’s scaring the ever living shit out of me
reminder - I have to push myself harder, I have to remember not to eat/to refuse food/to portion control, I have to keep restricting until I reach my goal
p.s. - pls remember to take care of yourselves, even if you’re actively harming (whether it’s e/d or s/h), always practice damage control to minimize your long term suffering!
✧* May 12/13th *̥˚
⚠️ TW ED CONTENT + FAKE BODY
no cw today :(
some b0die ch3x
+ a few f4st1ng l0gs!
DISCLAIMER:
Pro-recovery, always
Please block, don’t report
Personal diary for my own journey with 4n0r3x1a
✧ b0die ch3x for May 12th:
✧ b0die ch3x for May 13th:
✧ f4st1ng l0gs from the last few days:
✧ notes:
didn’t have access to a scale today, which always makes me hella paranoid :((
also could’ve don’t better w f4st1ng these past few days…
BUT I gotta look on the bright side!
which is that I have a new THC-A vape AND enough nicotine to starve a small village :3
✧*My pride fit on Saturday *̥˚
Literally had so much fun dancing and being around my community!!! (♡ω♡*)
Only complaint is how much energy I expended and had to keep up…
I eventually had to eat and then lost a bit of control ughh Q_Q
Sorry for the poor pic quality!
✧*My specialty is taking the same pic in 20 slightly different angles and then only saving the ones that look identical*˚
⚠️ TW - ED CONTENT + FAKE B0DY
this morning’s bc
I’m sick + on my period pls excuse the crusty n dusty look
DISCLAIMER:
Pro-recovery, always
Please block, don’t report
Personal diary for my own journey with 4n0r3x1a
✧*Last update for a lil bit*˚
⚠️ TW - ED CONTENT + FAKE B0DIE
no cw update for now bc I won’t be home/have access to a sc4l3
some late night b0die ch3x
+ three songs that I want to be buried with ♡(‘∀’ )
DISCLAIMER:
Pro-recovery, always
Please block, don’t report
Personal diary for my own journey with 4n0r3x1a
✧ songs on my mind:
✧ b0die ch3x:
✧*I’m back!*˚
⚠️ TW: E/D CONTENT + FAKE BODIE + DRVG USE MENTIONS
my post-b1ng3 cw :/
some songs I’m listening to rn :P
a few morning b0di3 ch3x!!
more pics
+ notes (⚆ᗝ⚆)
DISCLAIMER:
Pro-recovery, always
Please block, don’t report
Personal diary for my own journey with 4n0r3x1a
✧ songs:
✧ w31gh-1n:
height - 5’3 (160 cm)
cw - 102.2 lbs (46.4 kg)
bm1 - 18.1
✧ b0die ch3x:
✧ + bonus style/fit checks!
✧ + notes:
I’ve become so addicted to nicotine it’s turned into cravings for rush
I just have a this sick, nagging feeling in the back of my head that I’m just naturally inclined to be an addict of something, at the end of the day (|||❛︵❛.)
aaanyways I’ve been doin good… besides the substance abuse, ofc (☍﹏⁰)
big thank you to whoever made it this far into the post lmaoo <3
(￣ε￣ʃƪ )