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Margot Robbie as Harley Quinn in “Birds of Prey” (2020); dir. Cathy Yan

ANNIE JANUARY & BILLY BUTCHER // SHIPPING AESTHETIC :

Something's got a hold of me lately. No, I don't know myself anymore, feels like the walls are all closing in, and the devil's knocking at my door, whoa. Outta my mind, how many times did I tell you I'm no good at being alone? Yeah it's taking a toll on me, trying my best to keep from tearing the skin off my bones. Don't you know I lose control when you're not next to me? I'm falling apart right in front of you can't you see I lose control, when you're not next to me? Yeah, you're breaking my heart, baby You make a mess of me. Problematic, problem is I want your body like a fiend, like a bad habit. Bad habit's hard to break when I'm with you, yeah I know, I could do it on my own, but I want. That real full moon black magic and it takes two. Problematic, problem is when I'm with you I'm an addict. And I need some relief, my skin in your teeth. Can't see the forest through the trees. Got me down on my knees, darling please, oh. I lose control When you're not next to me. I'm falling apart right in front of you, can't you see. / lose control by teddy swims

ft. @vghtsupes

working on a new verse idea for my oc naomi with @thcrealheroes which i may make her main verse as it makes her a little more accessible for other muses, but i am very excited.

Photo by Max Lakutin

If I'm gonna make a difference, I just feel more comfortable doing it on a smaller scale. I'm a motherfucker with a heart. ↳ THE BOYS (2019 – present)

@thcrealheroes ; homelander : ☆ ; sender snuggles receiver under a blanket for warmth. fall / autumn / halloween prompts ; accepting.

     𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐞  𝐝𝐢𝐝𝐧'𝐭  𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝  𝐭𝐡𝐞  𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐝  𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫,     she  liked  autumn  and  winter,  the  change  in  the  seasons,  the  exciting  holidays  of  halloween  and  christmas,  the  potential  for  snow.     she  had  known  what  to  expect  when  she  was  home  in  iowa  and  she  had  been  figuring  out  what  to  expect  from  new  york's  weather.     she  didn't  know  what  to  expect  now  that  they  were  living  in  the  uk,  all  she  knew  was  about  the  rain  which  she  could  handle,  she  wouldn't  even  mind  the  cold  and  snow.     what  annie  hadn't  expected  was  the  sudden  change  in  temperature,  like  how  it  went  from  feeling  like  summer  one  week  and  then  the  next,  it  was  cold  and  she  felt  like  she  couldn't  stay  warm.     she  was  wandering  around  their  home  in  a  large  hoodie,  hoping  it  would  keep  her  warm  and  she  still  felt  like  she  was  shivering.     how  was  john  just  okay  with  this?     he  barely  seemed  to     𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐞     that  the  temperature  had  dropped.     maybe  all  those  years  flying  just  built  a  tolerance  up  that  she  just  did  not  have.     considering  that  things  were  definitely  not  as  tense  between  them  anymore,  annie  also  knew  that  he  liked  the  idea  of  acting  like  the  perfect  husband,  which  she  knew  he  wouldn't  be  likely  to  deny  her  request.

     𝐠𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠  𝐮𝐩  𝐭𝐡𝐞  𝐥𝐚𝐫𝐠𝐞  𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐤𝐞𝐭  𝐬𝐡𝐞  𝐡𝐚𝐝  𝐢𝐧  𝐡𝐞𝐫  𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐦,     moving  towards  the  living  room  where  he  was,  teeth  pulling  on  her  bottom  lip  for  a  moment  because  he  could  say  no.     she  just  had  to  hope  that  he  would  not  think  this  whole  thing  is  ridiculous  and  he  would  see  that  she  needed  just  a  little     𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐭     and  warmth  right  now.     she  would  love  to  not  feel  cold  for  a  short  while.     giving  him  a  smile  as  she  stood  in  front  of  him,     "     hey,  i  know  the  cold  doesn't  seem  to  be  bothering  you  too  much,  but  i'm  really  feeling  it     .     .     .     would  you  be  okay  with  just  laying  under  the  blanket  with  me,  so  i  can  finally  not  feel  cold  for  a  little  bit,     "     annie  asked,  shifting  on  her  feet  slightly  as  she  waited  for  his  answer,  her  heart  beating  hard  in  her  chest  as  she  looked  at  him.     she  half  expected  him  to  just  say  no,  to  completely  dismiss  her  attempt  to  get  a  little  closer  to  him,  but  instead  he  surprises  her  with  actually  agreeing  to  her  request  causing  her  to  smile  at  him  widely.     annie  moves  quickly,  as  if  john  might  change  his  mind  if  she  didn't  move  quickly.     she  moves  onto  the  couch  with  him,  laying  beside  him  as  best  she  could,  pulling  the  blanket  over  the  both  of  them  and  she  got  as  close  to  him  as  she  could  manage, her  head  resting  on  his  shoulder,  one  of  her  arms  drapped  over  his  stomach  as  she  resisted  the  urge  to  put  one  of  her  legs  over  his.     this  was  still  far  more     𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐚𝐭𝐞     than  anything  they  had  done  since  they  had  ran  away  from  vought  together.

     𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐦𝐭𝐡  𝐟𝐥𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐞𝐝  𝐡𝐞𝐫  𝐛𝐨𝐝𝐲  𝐚𝐬  𝐬𝐡𝐞  𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐭  𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟  𝐫𝐞𝐥𝐚𝐱  𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭  𝐡𝐢𝐦,     extremely  grateful  that  he  said  yes  and  she  couldn't  deny  how  good  this  felt.     to  be  pressed  up  against  him,  under  the  blanket  and  feeling  warmer  than  she  had  in  what  felt  like  ages.     this  sudden  cold  weather  had  sent  a  chill  through  her  that  she  could  finally  feel  like  it  was  thawing.     plus  despite  her  best  efforts  to  ignore  it,  annie  knew  she  was  also  just  looking  for  an  excuse  to  be  close  to  john.     this  was  definitely  the  most  unexpected  thing.     realising  she  was  starting  to  get  feelings  for  homelander,  no,  for  john.     it  had  started  small,  just  little  things  that  made  her  feel  less  alone,  then  it  was  more  curiosity,  than  daydreams,  wanting  to  know  more  about  him  and  helping  him  navigate  all  this  unfamiliar  things  of  a     𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐧     life  that  he  had  never  experienced.     even  the  physical  contact  felt  normal  now,  just  small  touches  here  and  there  when  it  was  just  the  two  of  them.     of  course,  the  acting  like  a  husband  and  wife  when  out  and  about  in  public  was  just  part  of  it,  it  almost  felt  like  whenever  vought  had  sent  them  to  do  things  and  they  were  just  following  talking  points.     it  was  all  the  moments  when  it  was  just  the  two  of  them  and  no  one  could  see  them  that  made  her  heart  race  and  yearn  for  more  moments  with  him.

     𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠  𝐡𝐞𝐫  𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝  𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦  𝐡𝐢𝐬  𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐫  𝐚𝐬  𝐬𝐡𝐞  𝐬𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐞𝐝  𝐮𝐩  𝐚𝐭  𝐡𝐢𝐦,     her  hand  moving  to  rest  on  his  chest  just  above  his  heart.     she  had  started  noticing  how  beautiful  john  was  a lot  more  recently.     yes,  she  had  always  known  he  was  attractive,  like  she  wasn't  blind  or  stupid.     john  was  attractive  and  he  always  had  been.     but  it  was  more  the  little  details,  the  way  his  hair  fell  into  his  face  now  it  was  slightly  longer,  the  way  the  light  caught  those  blue  eyes  of  his,  the  curve  of  his  lips  and  the  way  he  smiled  at  her  when  he  thought  she  couldn't  see  it.     yep,  she  was  definitely  falling  in  love  with  him  and  she  didn't  think  there  was  any  way  of  stopping  it.     annie  also  had  no  idea  if  he  even  felt  the  same,  or  whether  this  was  just  all  part  of  playing  the  role  to  him,  she  doubted  she  would  ever  be  able  to  get  an  answer     𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭     exposing  herself  in  an  emotionally  vulnerable  way  that  she  didn't  know  if  she  could  do  yet,     "     thanks  for  agreeing  to  this.     i'm  usually  pretty  good  with  the  cold,  the  winters  could  be  pretty  bad  back  home.     i  just  wasn't  exactly  prepared  for  it  to  suddenly  change,     "     she  admits,  though  she  was  sure  it  just  sounded  like  excuses  and  she  could  feel  herself  getting  pink  in  the  face,     "     wanna  watch a  movie  or  something?     since  i  don't  think  we're  gonna  be  moving  for  a  while,     "

Jaz Sinclair as Marie Moreau Gen V (2023-)

     𝐯𝐢𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐚  𝐝𝐢𝐝  𝐡𝐞𝐫  𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭  𝐭𝐨  𝐤𝐞𝐞𝐩  𝐡𝐞𝐫  𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞  𝐟𝐨𝐫  𝐧𝐨𝐰.     she  hoped  that  it  looked  more  like  a  divide  and  conquer  scenario  with  the  press,  rather  than  her  not  wanting  to  be  anywhere  near  him  right  now.     it  gave  her  time  to  think  of  a  new  strategy  when  it  came  to  homelander,  threats  had  only  gotten  the  one  person  she  loves  put  at  risk  and  she  would  do  anything  to  make  zoe  was  always  safe.     she  needed  to  figure  out  another  way  to  work  him,  to  give  him  what  he  wanted  and  find  a  way  to  keep  him  in  line  without  putting  people  she  loves  at  risk.     victoria  answered  questions  about  a  wedding  she  had     𝐳𝐞𝐫𝐨  𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭     in  planning,  but  she  gave  the  press  exactly  what  they  wanted  and  she  knew  that  she  could  at  least  stay  in  control  this  way.     homelander  was  a  different  issue  and  she  just  to  figure  out  exactly  what  it  was  he  wanted  more  than  power.

     𝐬𝐡𝐞  𝐡𝐚𝐝  𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐭  𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐤  𝐨𝐟  𝐭𝐢𝐦𝐞  𝐚𝐧𝐝  𝐬𝐡𝐞  𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐨𝐰𝐞𝐝  𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟  𝐭𝐨  𝐠𝐞𝐭  𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐞𝐝  𝐛𝐲  𝐚𝐥𝐥  𝐭𝐡𝐞  𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤,     glad  that  the  wedding  talk  had  stopped  and  she  could  talk  about  politics  in  a  way  that  made  her  feel  a  little  more  in  control  again.     she  no  longer  felt  rattled  and  she  no  longer  felt  like  she  was  losing  something  she  couldn't  afford  to  lose.     yet  she  has  to  try  not  to  stiffen  when  she  feels  him  touch  her  arm,  forcing  a  smile  on  her  face  as  she  looked  up  at  him  and  there  it  was.     he  kept  focusing  on  her  daughter,  on  her     𝐟𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐲     and  she  knew  exactly  what  he  needed.     love  and  attention.     she  may  have  just  figured  out  how  exactly  to  get  an  upper  hand  on  him,  she  had  to  start  small  and  make  it  seem  like  she  was  just  doing  as  she  was  told.     nodding  her  head,  she  looks  at  him,     "     of  course,  it's  time  we  make  our  move  home,     "     after  saying  a  few  goodbyes  to  people  that  mattered,  seeing  her  security  detail  following  them  towards  her  car  to  take  her  home,  finding  herself  almost     𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞     with  him  knowing  her  secuity  wouldn't  dare  approach  homelander.     stopping  for  a  moment,  her  hand  moving  to  touch  his  arm  to  get  him  to  look  at  her,     "     i  wanted  to  apologise  for  earlier.     i  was  out  of  line  and  it  won't  happen  again,     "     victoria  was  almost  surprised  by  how  sincere  she  sounded  as  she  looked  up  at  him,     "     i'm  sorry.     if  this  is  going  to  work,  we  need  to  try  and  get  along,  right?     we  can't  be  fighting  and  then  acting  like  everything  is  okay  in  front  of  people,  i'm  not  gonna  be  able  to  do  that,     "     she  wasn't  an  actor,  she  wasn't  used  to  being  told  what  she  should  say,  talking  points  was  one  thing,  being  scripted  was  another.    but  she  refused  to  let  herself  feel  that  scared  again,  she  couldn't  do  it  and  she  had  to  hope  that  this  new  way  of  handling  him  actually  worked,     "     how  about  you  come  over  for  dinner  tomorrow  evening?     i'm  pretty  good  cook  and  we  can  discuss  how  this  going  to  work  moving  forward,     "

The rest of the event goes smoothly without Victoria trying to corner him again, he keeps an eyes on her just in case she wants to go rebel again or say something she'll regret later though he knows that she knows it's to her benefit if she keeps her mouth shut, after all he did threaten her little daughter, why no one can do things he just tell them to?! Is it too hard to follow a simple order? John feels like a kid that being deprived of a toy and now that they give him the same toy, he doesn’t want to play with it anymore, hard to keep him interested for a long time, he loses interest in Victoria the second the reporters bring up the wedding plan again. He forces a wide smile, eyebrows shooting up, fauxing surprised "it's all up to our dear bride, but yeah, probably spring!" All this social interactions bored him and he feels exhausted already, maybe it isn't too bad reading from a script? 

It's still close to ten when he decides he had enough and wants out. Politely excusing himself in middle of a political talk with some thinks-he's-big-name and goes to find his future wife, Victoria. Touching her arm gently and he thinks with himself that he has to get her a ring soon if he wants others to buy their story better, maybe he'll regret it in future, who knows. "Dear, we have to go now, Zoe is alone at home.." He whispers to her but loud enough that few people standing too close can hear him, there are 'aww' s spreading between the crowd, they think what a kind and caring husband he is, and a nice father to little Zoe, too. He hopes she gets the signal and just follow him outside, he's tired of standing around and looking useless and he doesn't care if she's having an important conversation now.

@thcrealheroes ; eve : ✦ ; sender and receiver search for ghosts. fall / autumn / halloween prompts ; accepting.

     "     𝐭𝐞𝐥𝐥  𝐦𝐞  𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧  𝐰𝐡𝐲  𝐢  𝐥𝐞𝐭  𝐲𝐨𝐮  𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤  𝐦𝐞  𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨  𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬,     "     ava  said  in  a  loud  whisper  as  she  looked  over  at  her  sister,  trying  her  best  to  not  feel  so  scared  because  this  was  supposed  to  be  fun,  right?     rubbing  her  hands  together  as  she  looked  around  the  abandoned  hospital  that  eve  had  said  was  haunted  and  they  should  go  look  for  ghosts.     she  even  got  one  of  those  spirit  boxes  to  talk  with  the  ghosts.     but  ava  couldn't  deny  that  she  was  feeling  a  little     𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐝  𝐨𝐮𝐭     right  now.     logically  she  knows  there  is  no  real  threat,  they  were  supes  and  very  little  could  actually  hurt  them,  she  just  couldn't  shake  this  uneasy  feeling  that  was  creeping  up  her  body,     "     mom  and  dad  would  lose  it  if  they  knew  we  were  here  right  now.     this  place  is  so  unsafe,     "     she  knew  it  wouldn't  convince  eve  to  leave  right  now,  especially  if  she  had  her  mind  up  about  staying  in  this  place  and  exploring.     pulling  on  the  sleeves  of  her  jumper  as  she  looked  around,  trying  to  not  let  her  anxiety  about  what  might  be  hidding  in  the  dark.     she  was  stronger  than  any  ghost,  she  could  do  this,  it  may  even  be  fun.     maybe.     not  that  sneaking  around  an  abandoned  hospital  looking  for  ghosts  was  ava's  idea  of  fun,     "     what's  the  story  of  this  place  again?     how  did  you  even  hear  about  it?     "

Please find the links to all the individual starter calls, feel free to like as many as you want, mutuals only.

CANON : THE BOYS -

ANNIE JANUARY BLACK NOIR HOMELANDER HUGHIE CAMPBELL JESSICA BRADLEY MAGGIE SHAW REBECCA BUTCHER RYAN BUTCHER VICTORIA NEUMAN WILLIAM BUTCHER

CANON : GEN V -

EMMA MEYER JORDAN LI MARIE MOREAU

ALTERNATIVE UNIVERSE CHARACTERS -

BLOSSOM UTONIUM BUTCH JOJO BUTTERCUP UTONIUM HARLEEN QUINZEL HARLEY QUINN MAGGIE GREENE - SMITH

ORIGINAL CHARACTERS -

AVA JANUARY NAOMI GREENE TILLY GREENE - SMITH ZACHARIAH GREENE - SMITH

she was trouble, chaos really, but her smile, her smile dared me to fall in love with her - atticus

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HOUSE M.D. S03E11 ✣ 'Words and Deeds'

ANTONY STARR as HOMELANDER THE BOYS | SO2E06 “The Bloody Doors Off”

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Lost girls & Love Hotels, (2020)

Please find the links to all the individual starter calls, feel free to like as many as you want, mutuals only.

CANON : THE BOYS -

ANNIE JANUARY BLACK NOIR HOMELANDER HUGHIE CAMPBELL JESSICA BRADLEY MAGGIE SHAW REBECCA BUTCHER RYAN BUTCHER VICTORIA NEUMAN WILLIAM BUTCHER

CANON : GEN V -

EMMA MEYER JORDAN LI MARIE MOREAU

ALTERNATIVE UNIVERSE CHARACTERS -

BLOSSOM UTONIUM BUTCH JOJO BUTTERCUP UTONIUM HARLEEN QUINZEL HARLEY QUINN MAGGIE GREENE - SMITH

ORIGINAL CHARACTERS -

AVA JANUARY NAOMI GREENE TILLY GREENE - SMITH ZACHARIAH GREENE - SMITH

Harley Quinn || Birds of Prey (2020)

ALEXA DEMIE for Love2 U - JMSN

THE BOYS 1.05: “Good for the Soul”

The Boys | 2.08 What I Know

“are you okay?” well, no, but like where is the conversation going to go if i say that

Do you like Jordan? Do you want to hang out with them? Do you want to talk to them? Do you want to put your mouth on their mouth and other fucking body parts? I mean, come on. This isn't quantum physics. I just don't know what it means. It means that you like a person. Who gives a fuck what it means, Marie? Okay! I do.

THE BOYS 4x01 'Department of Dirty Tricks'