Srsly??? Really?? I Wasn't Able To Wathc Things Live Bc Im Back In School. I'm Catching Up Through Clips

srsly??? really?? I wasn't able to wathc things live bc im back in school. I'm catching up through clips on YouTube and Tumblr updates. I saw a clip on YT of Forever. it has the ticking and i knew immediately that things are going bad for him. (actually, i knew things wouldnt go well the moment i saw the 1st frame of the video clip: his new skin. his distressed, dirty, messy, eyebags, and all)

letting you guys know the insane detail that is the fact that the ticking cant be heard in the vod. it was a TRUE auditory hallucination for qforever. if you watch the vod back he genuinely sounds insane when mentioning the ticking because you cant hear it - the audience could only hear it live and like. MAN is that a good detail to not have it record on the vod!!! holy shit!!!

(talking about characters/ cubitos, not cc)

remember a while back... when Jaiden was going through her federation quests arc, and everyone thought her sus and responsible for pomme's not-death?

And when Forever snuck into Jaiden's home/ tree house, and later talked to Cellbit about it..

idr remember the exact words and scrolling through tumblr would take forever. but he did said that he would not react very well if something happened to Richarlyson. He said he would react much worse than Jaiden.

look at what's happening rn (Sept 7-present)

I was not ready for that blinking eye on her chest. jumpscare

mousey talks about the qsmp!!! :D

I saw the first line and nearly cried.

Cellbit, Cellbit, Cellbit, come down

Won't you get up off, get up off the roof?

You're scaring us and all of us, some of us love you

Cellbit, it's not much but there's proof

You crazy-assed cosmonaut, remember your virtue

Redemption lies plainly in truth

Just humor us, Cellbit, Cellbit, come down

Won't you get up off, get up off the roof?

——

Cellbit, Cellbit, Cellbit, come down

Won't you get up off, get up off the roof?

The self is not so weightless, nor whole and unbroken

Remember the pact of our youth

Where you go, I'm going, so jump and I'm jumping

Since there is no me without you

Soldier on, Cellbit, Cellbit, come down

Won't you get up off, get up off the roof?

Loathe the way they light candles in Rome

But love the sweet air of the votives

Hurt and grieve but don't suffer alone

Engage with the pain as a motive

Today, of all days, see

How the most dangerous thing is to love

How you will heal and you'll rise above

——

Forever, Forever, Forever, jump now

You are absent of cause or excuse

So self-indulgent and self-referential

No audience could ever want you

You crave the applause yet hate the attention

Then miss it, your act is a ruse

It is empty, Forever, so end it all now

It's a pointless resistance for you

——

Forever, Forever, just put down the bottle

Don't listen to what you've consumed

It's chaos, confusion and wholly unworthy

Of feeding and it's wholly untrue

You may feel no purpose nor a point for existing

It's all just conjecture and gloom

And there may not be meaning, so find one and seize it

Do not waste yourself on this roof

Hear those bells ring deep in the soul

Chiming away for a moment

Feel your breath course frankly below

And see life as a worthy opponent

Today, of all days, see

How the most dangerous thing is to love

How you will heal and you'll rise above

Crowned by an overture bold and beyond

Ah, it's more courageous to overcome

——

(Song: Achilles come down by gang of youths)

(In which Cellbit is comforted by his husband and others as he starts tear at the seams because of his double life

~

Tubbo meanwhile uses his past experiences to save Forever from himself)

Hi

I really should make a post of all my fandoms. And also introduce myself. I just jumped straight into Tumblr for the sake of getting my thoughts onto somewhere, and project my fandoms ramblings. Hi, I'm Westley, or Caffeine. I have bunch of different nicknames, depending on the social media and friend group. I'm not sharing my government name here.

I’m an adult. Age: 18+

Pronouns: All. I use she/they most of the time. but experimenting with the other pronouns.

I won't deny. I am a woman. But Am I cis? idk, i spend more time thinking about my fanfics and OCs than i do thinking about my gender. Asexual and American, Vietnamese-descent. Heritage speaker in Vietnamese. LGBTQIA+ friendly blog.

I sometimes draw. i sometimes write stories and poetry. my poetry are more likely to be original. they're free-form.

I like lots of things. I like rock music. I consider myself emo, punk, and baby metalhead. and maybe baby bat too?? (or i'm more mall goth as some people call it). I also like Eurovision and 70's disco. I don't like disco pop or whatever Dua Lipa's genre is.

I like horror. I will be macabre. If you are a minor, you are warned. If you don’t like horror or macabre or related, I will place warnings. If I forget a warning, tell me.

Now, I will try to list all my fandoms here as possible. I will forget some.

RoTG + GoC / Rise of the Guardians + Guardians of Childhood Hetalia QSMP Barbie animated movies (classics) Kuroko no Basuke Neil Gaiman Good Omens Doctor Who warriors cats beastars food fantasy

Thomas Sanders and his projects, including Sanders Sides Markiplier Jacksepticeye CrankGamePlays/ Ethan Nestor (tbh, i dont really watch his channel. just stuff that features him. ) Unus Annus JaidenAnimations and many other storytime animators Marvel DC Twisted Wonderland creepypasta marble hornets + slenderverse

Bands: Ice Nine Kills MCR Green Day First and Forever Hollywood Undead Chilling Revelation Tales We Tell Black Veil Brides Lost Zone Skillet

(I'm not placing lots of tags for this post. I don' t want to clog them.)

"ik this abt forever but this gives me a dif perspective abt pac's reaction mike being kidnapped thanks"

that explains that one blog update mentioning "laughing in horror." I originally interpreted it as the nervous chuckle that got extra anxious because you really really don't know how to react.

Something i saw somebody on Twitter saying that i think is useful to add in tumblr discussion

Forever is laughing during his discussing with bad because he is nervous about it and dosent want it to get worst

Its involutary

Also i think crying is kinda "frowned' upon in brazilian culture like there is literally a saying that is "rindo pra não chorar"

Laughing so to not cry

Just something to add