Perhaps It Is The Fact It Is Currently Nearing 2:30 In The Morning, Because I Do Not Speak Often, But

Perhaps it is the fact it is currently nearing 2:30 in the morning, because I do not speak often, but I have been reminded of things from this post.

Closer to when I first formed, in an attempt to get closer to us, a system we had recently met threw a headmate sharing my source into front. I have a... relatively obscure source, I believe, so that alone was a surprise. My relationship with my source is complicated, especially with the person they were sourced from (apologies if that is incorrect wording, I hope you understand what I am getting at). My memories, while similar to my source, differ greatly from it. I acted civil and friendly, but in a moment where I was meant to be our protector, I faltered in the face of this.

They called me a pet name without asking, and I felt my stomach churn. I could not keep myself speaking or in front for very long afterwards, and I had to return later to eventually cut that person off; what I had intended to do when I first spoke to them.

I have had a handful of people treat me strangely since then. I have been infantilized, I have had my identity invalidated in favor of headcanons. Fronting in front of people we do not trust has become near impossible for me unless I have a task in mind.

Please, be normal about fictives. We are not puppets for your headcanons. We are not fictional.

We are just as much people as you are.

we have a ___ fictive in our system

‘OMG LET ME MEET THEM THEYRE MY FAVOURITE CHARACTER’

our headmate is not a character, the alters in our system are very much real people who mostly don’t associate themselves with their sources.

don’t be weird towards fictives just because you like their source it’s really uncomfortable

FOUND YOU :3

OH NO!!! IVE BEEN FOUND!!!!

OH FUCK YES FUCK YES PLEEEASE :3

system ask meme

🍄 - how did you get your system name?

👾 - funniest out of context system quote?

🎉 - favorite system holiday?

🌙 - do you have subsystems?

☕ - what is switching like for you?

💫 - are there any hobbies you all have?

💾 - what's your headcount?

👻 - do your alters/headmates have different voices or speech patterns?

🎨 - does anyone in your system like art?

🥀 - how easily does the system split?

🦖 - is your system fictive-heavy? factive-heavy? neutral?

🎵 - what songs remind you of your alters/headmates?

❓ - how much amnesia do you experience?

🎮 - what do your alters/headmates do in their free time?

🪐 - what is headspace like for you?

🍐 - are there any non-human alters/headmates?

🪫 - what do you all do to recharge?

🌧️ - how does the system cope with stress?

🔦 - how did you discover your system?

🌟 - do any alters help out with school/work?

🌊 - who are your frequent fronters?

🎁 - have you ever bought your alters/headmates things?

☘️ - what are your introjects/fictives usually sourced from?

💬 - free space!! tell me about something!

Hello! know we dont talk much but this seems fun, thought we'd ask :] 👾 🎮 mayhaps... - 📚 [Yuri]

omg hi!! we havent talked in so long and i think we only ever talked to wally but we stalk your page from time to time :3 (you more than likely see us like 30000 of your posts LMAO)

👾 — funniest out of context system quote?

"EIGHT DIMENSIONAL SEX!!!" by our very own Dr. Albert Gerald Krueger. i have as much context as you do.

🎮 — what do your headmates do for fun? (i think)

it varies! some of them choose to overwork themselves and don't have free time (Calculester. Albert. I'm looking at you both.), some of them like to read, some play video games in headspace. some of them have adult fun time together, i learned that recently, idk how they do that but what else should you expect from a system with 20 monster prom alters and counting LMAO. anyway it's just variable from alter to alter!