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wanna dye my hair so bad, I have the dye and shit right here but I also don’t wanna get murdered by my mother. I’ve already lopped of most of my hair this month- I don’t think I’d survive another round of “what the actual hell have you done to your hair?!!”

I think one of my cuts is infected oh shitttttt

I wanna audition for lady Macbeth at my school drama club, ironically she kills herself by slitting her wrists so I now have to keep my wrists clean to be able to safely have my wrists showing. At least I’ll be able to put on a convincing show. Ah what a conundrum.

also I don’t wanna feel dysphoric playing a she character… arrrrrgggghhhhh why is this so hard. I’ll probably just have to deal with it if do get the role.

everyone at drama is super nice and accepting though so they all call me my preferred name and pronouns so outside of the role I’ll be fine. I’d just be playing a part it’s fine I’ll be fine I want this role I will not let my dysphoria stop me from trying to get it

ahhhh crap I was so certain I was genderfluid but I’m really not sure about she/her pronouns. I think im transmasc, for some reason saying that feels like a bigger step than saying I’m enby/genderfluid . Maybe because with both those options I can get away with using he/they but I was so certain abt being genderfluid. Hmmmm I have a lot of pondering to do. At least I’m certain that right now in this moment I know I’m not a girl.

I actually love this 💙💜💙💜💙💜💙💜

It is inherently fun and sexy to say statements that swap the traditional genders of pronouns and terms mid-statement, such as: "I'm going to make him my wife" "She's my boyfriend" "Who says a guy can't be a pretty princess?" "That girl's the coolest dude I've ever met" "She's a madman who has to be stopped" "It's not his fault he's a material girl" Gender is a set of watercolors and the prettiest shades come from mixing the paints together.