Me: Okay My Essay Is Due Tomorrow Morning So I Should Just Start It Now To Make My Life Easier.

Me: Okay my essay is due tomorrow morning so I should just start it now to make my life easier.

Me: Alright just gotta put on some music on my phone *see my Ao3 tab* well I’ll just finish this fic and then start

5 hours later

Me: Oh shit

why did I, someone who is very busy, think it was a good idea to check ao3

sitting at the window forlornly, waiting for my husband (ao3) to come home from war (maintenance)

I relate to this so much that it hurts 🥲

i want to be feminine in the way a man is feminine. i want to wear flowy clothes and have it perceived not as if im subscribing to gender-"typical" clothing. i want to be cute in a femboy sense. i want to not automatically be seen as a "woman"

I always find myself wishing I was really sick or hurt so that I could be treated with at least an ounce of respect or care from my family or that I would have an excuse to be left alone for a day. Like I would legit wish I got the flu or would break a bone one day just so I would have an excuse to be treated well.

You should not have to prove how badly you’re doing to receive empathy, compassion, and care. You deserve to be heard, even when you don’t appear to be falling apart.

One of my own biggest issues with holiday meals like Thanksgiving and Christmas is that people always comment something like;

"All this good food and you're only eating that?"

Life would be so much better if it was common courtesy not to comment on what other people eat :/

It’s soooo comforting to hear people have this same problem

any other arfid bitches get way more stressed about deciding what to eat than eating itself? cus the moment i have to decide what to eat for lunch I get really overwhelmed cus I want to make ramen because its safe and easy, but then I remember that I’ve eaten ramen for lunch the last 5 days in a row and if I dont eat anything with more sustenance ill get all lightheaded, so then I think of two other things I could make and almost cry trying to decide between them.