Currently Editing Flower Because I Didnt Have The Courage To Reread That Bad Boy So Ill Be Fixing It

currently editing Flower because I didn’t have the courage to reread that bad boy so i’ll be fixing it and possibly reuploading it BECAUSE THAT FIC DESERVES MORE LOVE DAWG

will update tomorrow

yall i edited it i think its finally cool now guys please i like sobbed three times while trying to edit help hey you should def give it a read tho what omg 

Flower (c.sc)

genre: HARD ANGST

pairing: S.Coups (Choi Seungcheol) x reader

series: Song Fic Series! - If I

word count: 2.3k

WARNINGS: major character death, mentions of blood, hospitalization, and disease.

summary: regret and mourning

author’s notes: are posted separately!! take a look if you’re feeling bored LOL

MASTERLIST

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[2:21 am]

“It’s you,” he smiled.

“It’s me,” you giggled.

You softly pushed your two bowls of ramen and soda onto the counter for Joshua to scan, shamelessly pulling out money from your 2nd grade Hello Kitty wallet that he had complimented a week ago.

After paying, Joshua slapped a pack of Pepero onto one of the bowls and locked his eyes with your shocked ones.

“For you, my favorite customer,” Joshua winked at you, watching you erupt in laughter.

You slapped the top of one of the ramen bowls and pushed it towards him before grinning back at his surprised face.

“For you, my favorite cashier boy,” you mocked him, sending an exaggerated wink. You watched in amusement as his ears turned the slightest tint of red while he let out a loud laugh.

The two of you sat laughing while eating ramen together outside of the 711 at 2 in the morning, an open pack of Pepero opened between the two of you.

do you have a carrd or ‘about me’ post?

i definitely should make a carrd but i have no idea how actually :,))) i will make one asap though!! i’ll ask around for some help and i’ll attach it to my bio or pin it for others to see :3 💞💞 if not i’ll just make an about me post if all fails huhuhu

Didn’t Stand a Chance | blurb~ (b.sk)

Masterlist

Seungkwan smoothed down his hair for the nth time that night, his hands fiddling with the buttons on his blazer as he patiently waited for you inside the small café. The soothing music playing inside the café wasn’t helping him calm down at all, his nerves were going through the roof each passing minute.

Did he get there too early? Are you alright? Are you safe? Will you actually come?

Seungkwan muttered under his breath as he watched raindrops collect on the café window. Even the Seoul weather didn’t let up for his first date with you. Seungkwan nervously fiddled with the straw in his drink, his head shooting up whenever he heard the jingle the bells made when the door opened.

Did you get lost? Was the café further from your house than he expected? Did you have an umbrella?

The cafe door opened and Seungkwan flushed a bright red. There you stood, in light, yet comfortable clothing with small spots of rain decorating the cloth on your shoulders. When you spotted him, Seungkwan felt frazzled in your presence, your sheepish smile hitting some part of his heart that he didn’t knew existed.

As your night continued, filled with your twinkling laughter and Seungkwan’s desperate attempts to not fall deeper for you on the first date, you shyly walked to your house with swinging hands.

And when you abruptly kissed his cheek before letting him go, Seungkwan knew then that he didn’t stand a chance at all.

(A/N is posted separately!! Check it out if you have time and some behind the scenes action :3) 

first of all i love your writing!!! flower made me want to cry, it’s was really good and the pain and grief were both expressed really well. second, i was also just kinda curious about how many mutuals you have on here and if you got them before or after you started writing your stuff? my blog is similar to yours since it’s a fic blog based around svt but i’ve only got 1 piece up rn and 0 moots so i was just curious about how it happened for someone else with a blog so similar ^.^

Hellu Anon!! <3

First, it’s very sweet of you to say that!! 💗💗 thank you for taking you time to read something i honestly didn’t think would do that good 😭😭

Second, I actually have a few lovely moots from @tctcreators <33 (i totally recommend you joining the discord, they’re a lovely group of fellow tumblr writers) and I became moots after I started writing!!

I’m still a smol lil blog and i got some ways to go but i hope you have a smooth sailing journey to success with yours!! big love ❤️❤️