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Belphies Soliloquy
Belphie’s Soliloquy
a/n: i was checking the links to the masterlist through my phone and i realized that chunks from this piece somehow just didn’t show up in the original post, so i decided to post this again in hopes that it works out this time.
Warnings: none
Pairings: Belphie x fem!reader
Word Count: 838
Prompt: Prompt #01. “you are weak with love for her” from @drink-it-write-it ‘s pinterest based prompts.
And to he who lay glancing towards the moon the world said, you are weak with love for her.
And what if I am? What if in truth I am small and lie in earnest yearning for her?
“What wrong is there in counting seconds on my hand as though time were grains of sand until I can see her again?”
Those grains are precious to you.
“Not when they’re placed before her, not in this life where reincarnations and brilliant new wakings no longer mean much of anything, when every day’s sun and moon and stars are all the same until she spares them a glance; not in this life where those same pieces of the world - which have often left me abandoned - glow even brighter through her eyes. What more than love could ever hope to exist in places like these? Places of injustice and filth and beautiful sorrows, of brief welcomes? Places like this where nothing makes sense but her and I, where loneliness in the company of the stars is something to be expected, but life no longer feels like an intermission to death when my hand’s in hers? How must I continue without our conversations - of loves found and lost - when just centuries before I shared soft whispers with a universe no longer intrigued with the sweetest of exchanges? And I wept, the world knows I wept, when in her presence I no longer smelled of rot, of Lucifer, of this world, and though we’ve only touched through eyes, I cannot help the flush within me when we meet for through her eyes I know that I am seen. One can be touched but seldom seen, I would know, and for the way that she so sweetly beheld me when she found me I think of her every day.
Maybe this comes from the morning star from which I came to, and if these are pieces of the world from when it loved me I don’t ever wish to know, but in me there is an ache to be hers, to let there be pieces of me from her, to find my place of belonging in the curve of her neck where I can count the bumps on her skin like they’re constellations until my beloved one grants me rest.
And yes I am lost, if I should meet her somewhere within a glance I am already lost, but by the dearest world I do not wish to be found, not when she smiles at me like she’ll know me in the next life and cherish me then as she does now. I will know her there as if we were of the same cloth, and it won’t matter if our meetings are confined to just nights or just days when in her arms I am loved by both.”
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Leviathan
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Keeps asking to turn up the car's AC when it's already freezing.
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Satan
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Is probably the one who keeps kicking Mammon’s seat.
He brings some of his books and reads quietly for half the trip until he gets motion sickness. He’s lowkey jealous at Levi who can keep looking down on his phone without feeling sick.
Satan gives very detailed information and ‘fun’ facts about any tourist attraction they're going to or passing by with an excited, “did you know that—” The other brothers patiently listen to each and every ramble.
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Asmodeus
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Beelzebub
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MC: Wow, great work on the Halloween decorations. Where did you get the fake skeletons?
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