UPDATES FOR CHAPTER 14

UPDATES FOR CHAPTER 14

Rah, i need to actually post an update for chapter 14 or else i think i'll go crazy. Chapter 14 is going to take a little longer to write for some reasons, but i promise it'll get done!

....that being said, go read the previous chapters.

( p.s any support makes me kick my feet and giggle when i get notifications of kudos, comments, bookmarks, etc. :D )

"Always?" (one shot)

I already posted this on A03, but I want to post it to Tumblr as well!

Content warnings: death/talk of death, character death

Summary: Dazai's stuck in a time loop, and chuuya promises him something probably impossible.

(link to A03 here)

Work below :D

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365 days in a year.

365 days that dazai has been stuck in this time loop of the world constantly dying on repeat. Everything happens the same, each day, each time.

And it's not fun. As much as dazai craves death—the feeling of killing himself impounded in his brain so much so that he might believe that one day this loop will stop—he actually fears it now.

Not just the feeling of death, impending doom, but of losing that one close friend he's seen in each loop, each day on repeat.

Dazai dosent think chuuya knows he's in a loop. Hell, maybe this is all some sort of fucked up simulation for dazais own personal torture.

"have you ever felt like we're stuck like this? In these bodies, someday to rot—or apparently boil, according to the meteor nearing earth." chuuya asks one loop in particular, giving dazai hope that maybe chuuyas in this with loop him.

"I've felt that countless of times in my life." Dazai would respond that one loop, looking up as the meteor catches fire, entering the earth's atmosphere.

"really? chuuya hums, sitting with dazai on the ledge of a building, watching the sky rain ash and become red from the heat.

"Yeah. Too many times." Dazai says, voice cracking as the meteor gets closer. He's He's sick of this loop. This loop of pain and never being able to see the real chuuya again. . .

"Chuuya?' Dazai asks, watching as chuuya leans closer to him; he didn't want to be alone.*

"Can you promise me that we'll meet in every world?" Dazai entangles his hand in chuuyas hair, knocking the redheads hat off, which flies into the gnarly winds.

"sure, mackerel. Promise."

The meteor finally greets the earth's surface, the boiling, scorching feeling dazai has felt too many times now—become familiar with it, almost—caressing he and chuuyas bodies as the world goes to flames.

A tear runs down chuuyas cheek silently and he turns to dazai more, nuzzling against him.

"see you in another life, 'samu." chuuya mumbles.

"See you, chuuya."

And everything goes dark, a searing dark that tears and bites at dazai and chuuyas skin. One dazai has felt too many times now.

Goodbye, world. See you in the next loop.

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Idk why, but i've always liked the idea of time loops / having to repeat your life- idk, it just entertains me that you'd have to see the same thing happening over and over until "the end"--if there is one, anyway.

Hello my very few followers :D

I have a small thing for chapter 16 to show you all!!

(i'm just impatient even though i've barely written half the chapter)

spoiler/snipper below; don't read if you just want to see the end result posted on A03!! :D

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. . . .The massive, nearly colossus sized, being stared down at him before it opened it's jaws and spoke. "Quis me perturbare audet somnum?"

Chuuya stared at the behemoth, blinking as the sand beast seemed to stare back at him, it's red eyes gleaming angrily.

"Um?" Chuuya mumbled, unsure of how to awnser this--thing, which just spoke fucking LATIN to him. Sure, Chuuya knew some basic latin from a song Dazai used to eerily sing often, but he didn't speak it fluently like this creature did.

"audi me, dulcis puer," The Sphinx--which seemed grey, now that it's sandy head was blocking the sun--stared down at Chuuya still, as if awaiting a response. "Cur me excitasti?"

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questions; (please interact with me via the ask me inbox. I'm desperate. IOFNSNKLFS)

who do you think this Sphinx is? (;;not dazai nor arahabaki. think of a really old bsd character!)

why did Dazai sing a song in Latin/how does Dazai know Latin?

What do you think is going to happen in the last chapter/end chapter of Written in my Pages?

[[ps: My latin is very rough so i'm pretty sure that if you ran it through Google translate it'd come out wrong. what the Sphinx said was; "who dares disturb my sleep?" ,

"awnser me, sweet child," ; "why did you wake me?"

Chapter 14 is finally FINALLY being worked on!!!

just a sneak peak at a little something in chapter 14 :D

I wonder what he's making a decision about?

hmmm......who knows!

Chapter 16 is out!!

read "Beast's reprise" (chapter 16) here

And, as always, if the link dosen't work; I'm SingToMeSweetTemptation on A03 / the fic is called "Written in my pages, between each Universe" !!!

P.s, my Latin is so rusty. It's been a hot second, okay guys??

interest check on scrapped stories?

I just want to check to see if you guys would like to see more things like ideas or scrapped stories (ex: scrapped chapter 14 I posted)

don't feel forced to enter the poll; I'm just seeing what you guys would like more of!