" you shit-talked me under the table, talking rings and talking cradles i wish I could un-recall how we almost had it all dancing phantoms on the terrace are you second-hand embarrassed that I can't get out of bed 'cause something counterfeit's dead? "( loml - taylor swift)keys - she/they - 21 - taylor swift + bungo stray dogs blog - entp[ i will write bsd stuff for you! just put it in my askbox ]" it's hell on earth to be heavenly " (clara bow - taylor swift)please take care of yourself and feel free to converse with me if you need to talk to someone. I feel lonely too, often, and I would be honoured if you talk to me of all people for your troubles. or just shove your silly into my inbox, whatever you prefer!
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Verlaine In A Secret Relationship With An ADA Member
Verlaine in a Secret Relationship with an ADA Member
Oh shit it's taken so long for me to get to this request, I had the longest goddamn hiatus, but hey, the new chapter came out and I'm back on the obsession.


Okay, first of all, I must address the situations with Ranpo and Dazai. They'd keep their mouths shut despite obviously knowing, but Dazai would tease you and mildly threaten you to no end when nobody else is around. The sneaking out was a little exhausting, but it was never exhausting to be with each other. You would have to be VERY close to be in a relationship with him, so you trust each other with everything and are each other's everything. It means so much to Verlaine that you think he is a human, and you make him feel human. Loving you makes him feel normal, and he'd do anything to keep that. He hates the idea of you ever being in danger, especially because of him, so the secret was his idea, but if you told him otherwise, he would go along with it in an instant. His heart is yours (people throw rocks at things that shine-). Evenings are your favourites, and you spend the early afternoons and mornings dreaming about what will happen next time you see him. Kunikida sends you suspicious looks when you smile to yourself randomly, laugh when nobody's talking, and constantly zone out. Overall, the only way they'd find out is if one of the other members saw you out and about together and told on the others. It would cause quite the split, but both organisations know that they can't lose either of you, so they learn to accept it (or at least ignore it). People tend to ask a lot of questions at first, then never dare to mention it again.
So sorry it took so long, and it's a little short. I'm so bad at writing him even though I adore him with all my heart. I love you all, have a wonderful day, KOSA IS SHIT!!!
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More Posts from Wwouldvecouldveshouldve
bsd characters with an s/o or sister with an animal-related ability
god that's a long-ass title sorry nonnie :/ still, here it is! :)
[ ft. verlaine, koyo, and platonic! kyoka ]


You have a lion ability [ you're already dating ]. Verlaine isn't afraid of you at all, he really thinks your ability makes you a big kitty. When he's in a soft mood, he'll certainly treat you as such.
When I tell you he'd buy you anything you'd like: custom headphones, cat toys, all the food you could ever want, well- heh. He's a generous guy with those who he trusts. He never calls you a big kitty, however. Calling you anything but a human would make him inhuman, and he feels a little more like you when you're together.


Ozaki adores your raccoon form. Shoulder rides, sneaking around, the only thing she has the heart to scold you for is when it comes to eating trash you stinky panda (affectionately (you bathe together)). She will not hesitate to scoop you up at any given moment and not let you go for the forseeable future. Once you've wormed your way into her heart, she won't let go. Still, she is afraid of getting hurt. More afraid than being hurt herself is YOU being injured, so she will not let any harm come to you, even though she indulges your adventurous and sneaky side.


You're a bunny, obviously. She was ecstatic at the idea of ever being a big sister, let alone taking care of a rabbit. Kyouka can't say no to you, and is fairly confident that she can and will protect you from all harm. She follows you around, which is the least she can do to protect you, as your big sister. She tries to not be as overprotective as Koyo, but sometimes she'll be violent with those who threaten you and so it's your job to keep her as her usual self. Normally, she'll just watch you and play with you (quality time is a favorite of hers), but she also enjoys going to restaurants and eating with you.
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One request down, one (right now) to go! Requests are always opennnn and reblogs, likes, and comments are always appreciated! Love you all and have a wonderful day/night. <33
warmth
what makes their heart warm?
[ ft. verlaine, dazai, atsushi, and kyoka. can be interpreted as platonic or romantic (kyoka is strictly platonic!) ]


Dazai isn't someone who easily trusts people, that's for sure. The only way to get to his heart is consistency and being genuine.
It starts with noticing how he doesn't eat much, and you heard him mention how he likes canned crab. So you got him just that one day, and left it on his desk. He'd figure out who it's from easily, I mean, it's Dazai we're talking about. When he needs something, you'll be there. You respond to texts and calls on time, and get him thoughtful things from time to time. Not to say that you aren't firm with him. He's gotta do his work, he's gotta fill his share. Over time, you'll get to him- without a doubt. It'll take an ungodly amount of patience to get through with everything, but so long as you're both together in the end, that's okay.


Atsushi is precious, but that's obvious! Little things from the people he cares about make him so, so happy. You helped him finish some documents? RWIJBSWEWSILDEM. You made him lunch? YOU'RE TOO KIND! Every little thing people do for him makes him feel warm inside. Just knowing people care for him and will take time out of their schedule to do something for him makes him unimaginably happy. Still, sometimes you have to reassure him that he isn't a burden because you did that. You're doing this because you care about him, not because he's being any sort of a burden to you. You want to do that, especially because he isn't a burden at all. (Potentially just makes him cry more but it's happy tears, I swear)


Verlaine is not open to affection at first. Still, patience is a virtue, and you'll stick through it to pry open his heart a little. It starts with spending some time together, getting to know each other from an arm's length. You get to know him at least a little, and you see what you can do from their. He's fascinating, so of course you want to learn more. So you do, and since you know how to keep a promise, he tells you a little more. Next time you come, you think of a gift he'd like. It's a journal, so when you're not there to talk with him, he can at least empty his innermost thoughts onto the page. You dare not read it, it's not yours to read. It's a long time later when he tells you about his so-called lack of humanity. You laugh in the face of his bullshit- he's never been any less than human to you. Since he seemed to like using the diary, you come around more so he can have someone to talk to face-to-face. And so comes a dynasty of trust and late-night confessions.


[ strictly platonic! ]
The moment you heard Kyoka some of Kyoka's likes and dislikes, you knew exactly what to do. Some days a little rabbit plush would appear on her desk when she had a bad day, other times a plate of tofu when she forgot to eat lunch. You would chat with her on missions every once in a while. You looked out for her instead of looking to use her, so she returned the sentiment. She figured out who was doing the gifts so she began to do the same with you, so it was mutually helping each other out through without actually saying a word about who was doing it with the other. You two never even talked about the gifts, even though you two talked all the time with each other. You acted like siblings, which does entail talking about dumb things and doing even dumber competitions, but that's only to get each other's minds off of bad days. Just caring for her when she's vulnerable is heartwarming.
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And that's it for my first post. Sfw requests are open! I love you all and have an amazing day.
I might change my theme to something like this... maybe if I write some angst. Speaking of angst, please send in requests, especially if it's angst.
Angst ask ideas:
If you died
If you were injured
If you were captured
If you broke up
If they fell out of love
If you fell out of love
If they died
If they were injured
Comfort about insecurities (could be comforting you or comforting them)
Why you broke up
Actually I liked, I LOVEEE, more than anything else, hurt to comfort. So if you request these I'll end it with comfort, unless explicitly told not to.









would they use pet names?
[ ft. verlaine, poe, ranpo, dazai, chuuya ]


Probably not. He'd want to remember you by your name alone; he could recognize it anywhere and it only belonged to you.


He'd call you all sorts of things, but he'd certainly remember you by your name, or maybe a nickname if he thought your name wasn't fitting enough. Regardless, he'd never forget it.


Poe could call you every positive adjective in the dictionary and more. He'd write a poem every time he thought about you (which is almost every waking moment... anyways. He's down bad, but he prefers uncommon words that sound gorgeous (not quite on your level, nothing is according to him, (no word is on a higher level than your own name, but sometimes he doesn't feel worthy to use it) but I digress).


Ranpo will use pet names when he feels like it. Sometimes he'll call you his angel, precious, everything, or times you're just idiot or your own name. The best days are when he shares his candy with you, not when he's calling you angel so you can get his candy.


Chuuya prefers doll, or names to show how precious you are to him. Words aren't his thing so much, but if you need him to tell you how gorgeous (YOU ARE) he thinks you are, then he'll reassure you of how beautiful you are to him however many times you need.
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AAAAA hello again!
two posts in one day... damn I'm feeling inspired lately. i love seeing you all, soooooo likes, reblogs, and comments are all appreciated. remember that requests are open, and i LOVEEE to chat with you all whenever in general. <33 love you all, and have a wonderful day/night! :)
holy shit (holy mother of christ if you ask fyodor) i love this in (un)godly ways
some christian seeing fyodor and assuming by the way he looks hes either gay or severely mentally unwell: Jesus is inside us allππ
Fyodor, remembering big JC has indeed been inside him, but wondering when his dead ex had the time to get around so much to have been in Everyone else too.