xielian-autism - clinically insane (this is your only warning)
clinically insane (this is your only warning)

hi im sai/leo, i use he/she pronouns i am a genderfluid queer person who is clinically insane . i haven't used tumblr since the 7th grade so if i do something silly thats why. im a loser who likes poetry and books (crazy over tgcf & mdzs) and i like anime, mitski, and eating sweet things ok thats all

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Imagine Being Real Rashid And You Work For These Weird Gay Vampires And One Day They Come To You Like

imagine being real rashid and you work for these weird gay vampires and one day they come to you like hey rashid we're gonna give you a little holiday! armand will take over your duties for the time being, for a cool disguise during my interview, not a kink thing :) and you're like okay these are my weird gay vampire bosses so it probably is a kink thing but who am i to judge. and then you find out they are roleplaying this weird exhibitionist slash master/servant scene with your own real actual government name. fuck interview with the vampire, interview with rashid WHEN??

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1 year ago

In season 3 they're gonna get to the part of the interview w lestat where Armand shows up and Daniel is gonna be like so... Armand told me you and him fucked, but given what I know about the guy, Im gonna bet he was lying about all of that. and lestat is gonna be like ohh non monsieur Molloy we did fuck. like, ow do they say it today? like animals, we did


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1 year ago

dick grayson, wei wuxian, & dean winchester are all the same to me and their counterparts are jason todd, jiang cheng, & sam winchester.

older brothers raised as soldiers and take the brunt of the emotional anger of their dads (father figure in wwx case) who are forced to self sacrifice for the sake of the whole who go out on their own after a breaking point.

younger brothers who are deeply loved by their dads but the dads in question are kind of mid and emotionally constipated so they view their dads betraying them at every turn and it results in extreme suffering on both ends.


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1 year ago

Artistic Expression as a Form of Love: aka Some Meta About Interview with the Vampire

hey guess who spent all of today putting off a really boring work task

So I'm just suddenly just having a lot of feelings about how love is tied to creation in Interview with the Vampire.

Specifically, each character's artistic impulses and what they say about their relationships, and how they use their creative output as a sort of love language.

Artistic Expression As A Form Of Love: Aka Some Meta About Interview With The Vampire

From the very first episode, we see hints of this. Miss Lilly asks about Lestat's music box, which plays a song he wrote for Nicholas once upon a time, evidence of his love for someone who's been dead for over a century.

He later writes his own song for Louis, 'Come to Me', and Claudia makes the connection explicit while deliberately poking at him -- he wrote a song for each of his true loves, but does one signal love more strongly than the other?

She's being facetious to prod at him, but the show seems to genuinely make the point that we can track each characters' relationships through the art we see them create.

Artistic Expression As A Form Of Love: Aka Some Meta About Interview With The Vampire

After all, we see it with Claudia herself later -- even before there's any discussion of becoming companions, we can feel Madeleine's compatibility with Claudia in the way she makes dresses for her.

Madeleine dresses Claudia as the grown woman she wants to be seen as, as she really is, even before she fully understands the circumstances of Claudia's age. It's telling that in Madeleine's dying vision, the one that convinces Louis of her love for Claudia, that Claudia is wearing a dress that Madeleine made for her.

Artistic Expression As A Form Of Love: Aka Some Meta About Interview With The Vampire

By contrast, we see how Claudia is incompatible with the coven in the role that they have quite literally written for her. If Madeleine shows her love by treating Claudia as an adult, the coven shows their lack of caring by creating artwork where Claudia is forced into playing a part that diminishes her.

In turn, we can see Claudia's enthusiasm for the coven tied into her willingness to perform -- she starts off trying to smile her way through the situation, before quickly growing tired of the performance (and, relatedly, the coven itself).

Artistic Expression As A Form Of Love: Aka Some Meta About Interview With The Vampire

But then again, how does the coven show its real loyalties? Well, with a painting.

We don't know who painted Lestat (Armand, possibly?), but having artwork of him in a place of prominence is pretty telling. But then again, the theater's creation is itself a reflection of art as a signifier of love & bonding -- Lestat suggests a theater to a lonely Armand as a way to regain a family/coven structure, after the last one fell apart.

Artistic Expression As A Form Of Love: Aka Some Meta About Interview With The Vampire

Which makes particular sense for Armand, the character who most explicitly equates artistic expression with love and understanding. We see him underline it in his own telling of his backstory -- "No one has painted me in over 400 years." He associates painting with being seen and cared for by his maker --

-- and yet we, the audience, can plainly see what a warped, toxic relationship it was from the painting itself : a whitewashed version of Armand's face that doesn't truly look like him.

Artistic Expression As A Form Of Love: Aka Some Meta About Interview With The Vampire

Hell, we even see Armand's betrayal of Louis in the form of creative expression -- to quote Daniel, "He directed the play!"

His treason isn't just that he sold Louis & Claudia out, it's that he participated in a creation that would condemn them. Artistic expression shows us love and loyalty in this world, yes, but it can also be used as a tool of abuse or betrayal.

Artistic Expression As A Form Of Love: Aka Some Meta About Interview With The Vampire

Which brings us to Louis, he who has the eye for art but maybe not the skill for it, who never said 'I love you' to Lestat and wouldn't call Armand his companion, who ultimately gives up on creation in favor of becoming a collector.

It's especially interesting that his abandonment of photography is also explicitly tied to the end of his visions of Dreamstat. Even the one photo he takes that garners praise is one he tries taking of Armand & Dreamstat at the same time -- as if the closest he can get to expressing love through creation is something that blurs the lines between both men he has complicated feelings for. (Note that the scene where he develops the photo is directly after the "Show me the only way you know how to love" sequence of Louis bashing some guy's head into a wall.)

Artistic Expression As A Form Of Love: Aka Some Meta About Interview With The Vampire

Hell, if we want to take it even further, we can even see some of this pretense in the inclusion of the Fred Stein photos (assuming Armand actually did sneak them in). On one level, we can see it as Armand trying to build up Louis' happiness, but on the other, it's him trying to build up the image of their romance.

After all, if artistic creation is a sign of love -- especially to Armand! -- what does it mean if Louis is openly disparaging his own abilities to make anything at all?

Taking it further, what does it say that he and Armand have a collection of photos of various boys over the years and expensive artwork hanging on every wall, but Louis doesn't seem to have taken any pictures of Armand in almost eighty years?

Artistic Expression As A Form Of Love: Aka Some Meta About Interview With The Vampire

And hey, speaking of fascinating boys: what does it mean when Louis hasn't made anything creative of Armand since the 1940s, but he has no problem writing a book for ten hours with some guy he picked up at the bar?

Hell, writing a book where Louis spends ten hours talking about his life and hasn't even gotten up to the part with Armand yet? The supposed love of his life doesn't even garner a mention, to the point where Daniel didn't even know he existed when he arrives fifty years later.

Artistic Expression As A Form Of Love: Aka Some Meta About Interview With The Vampire

And what does it mean when that book you never wrote is a giant hanging thread in your life, enough to create a connection strong enough that you remember that guy fifty years later and go back to that writing it? Even over the objections of the love of your life?

Especially when find out that Daniel's entire writing career is sparked in part by inspirational words given to him by Louis -- a sign of their bond withstanding the test of time, enough to make them friends after a fifty year absence.

Artistic Expression As A Form Of Love: Aka Some Meta About Interview With The Vampire

That said, if we're working with the idea of artistic expression as proof of connection -- especially when it comes to Armand -- then it also makes perfect sense why Armand would insert himself into the interview once he's been revealed.

Then it's no longer about Louis & Daniel, or Louis & Lestat, it's about Louis & Armand and artistic proof of their connection! They're both now creating a story, a book that will include their entire romance! It's the first time that Armand has had the possibility of being an artistic subject in decades, so no wonder he's quick to latch onto it.

Even then, though: I think it's interesting that when Armand is talking to Daniel alone, the first story he thinks to tell him about is his relationship with Lestat. Make of that what you will.

Artistic Expression As A Form Of Love: Aka Some Meta About Interview With The Vampire

(Also, I've said this before, but I am very curious what Armand's feelings towards Daniel will be after having an entire book written in which he plays a starring role.)

I think that this is all very rich with subtext and possible further progression, especially since we are about to enter a season where a new book is being written by Daniel and there's going to be an entire tour's worth of music being performed, all of it ripe with potential for further relationship nuance.

And while I don't want to wander too far into book spoiler territory, I think this might even neatly factor into a potential Season 4 -- especially since book fans will know that a specific musical performance is the catalyst for a lot of what happens in The Queen of the Damned.


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1 year ago

absolutely obsessed with how each of the vampires in iwtv have a love for art and artistry but are incapable of making anything truly able to connect to humanity.

lestat with his music, louis his photography, armand in theatre (and his crazy painting trauma), claudia ig fashion ...but this is a stretch....bc she also likes music but u get my idea

oh and how daniel molloy is also a writer and armand is technically also a writer? This too, is devils minion


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1 year ago

i think one of my favorite things about mdzs that really appealed to me was its themes of how people react to and compartmentalize grief and emotional healing.

for example jiang cheng's grief leaves him lashing out at people (after the death of his parents, his whole entire sect and how alone he is, then after the death of yanli, then after the death of wei wuxian.)

or lan wangji, who while vocally quiet, constantly wears his mourning robes and raises sizhui. you know da jist if youve read mdzs

just something about mdzs and how different characters handle grief and a core message being perservering despite it, how you cant erase the mistakes of the past but you can choose to move on from it. like a rebirth (which makes sense since wwx literally gets rebirthed)


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