Not Colored Yet, But Yeah

Not colored yet, but yeah

COLIN MORGAN AND BRADLEY JAMES ♡♡♡♡

Dont ask "why are the eyes closed" or "where are the eyes" i cant draw eyes

i have a merthur fic idea:

merlin accidentally switched place with his future self. when he opened his eyes on what he thought would be another normal, dull day, he was met with arthur's besotted smile, got thoroughly snogged by the prince, on the prince's bed. by which he realised something is very, very wrong. but he kept his mouth shut. did some investigation, neglecting his duty as the prince's manservant. and then found out uther was very much dead. arthur was king now. and merlin's somehow married to arthur of all people. merlin could barely even stand the prince, he couldn't believe he'd ever marry him. merlin tried to find out how to send himself back to the right reality (bcus he can't believe this truly is how things would end. the destiny of helping arthur, that he can stomach. but does he really have to marry him? gods above hear his prayers!). he was sure he'd succeed much faster if he didn't have to avoid his husband, and the people who behave so familiar with him even though he had never seen their face before, and constantly watch what he said lest he raised some brows. at least here he didn't have to look after a snotty, obnoxious, entitled prince.

future-merlin in the past woke up on his old ratty bed in gauis' chambers. confused and on edge. it had been a couple of years since he left that poor excuse of a bed and joined arthur's soft and fluffly one. first thing first, he complained about his back, finally found out all those backache he got back then weren't only from overworking himself. then he found gauis looking much younger and with more hair on his head than he remembered, who spoke to him as if merlin was still his apprentice. then merlin ran to the king's chambers, only to find uther, sleeping and snoring. he realised something was very, very wrong indeed. merlin tried to find a way to restore the world he knew all the while sulking and brooding and pining after his own husband who wouldn't even look at him twice unless he needed merlin to do something for him. gods above how the hell did he put up with this arthur all those years! can't someone just smite him where he stood!

I wanna see possessed/brainwashed merlin attacking Arthur and Arthur refusing to fight back SO BAD IT HURTSS

it's the steve/winter soldier thing and it hits SO HARD jsgksd even with destiel "I need you" crypt scene SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP

It's the delicacy of looking at someone you love and trust, and not understanding why they would ever hurt you; to the slow realization that it's not them anymore. you don't recognize those eyes or that expression anymore.

but, I bet arthur with his crippling self esteem would lay down and take it even before realizing merlin is possessed (especially later season arthur).

bonus points if merlin is "awake" in his mind and watching the whole thing

that one scene where merlin was going through arthur's drawers and when arthur woke up he panicked and said "i'm looking for woodworms" and arthur just gave him an unimpressed look through his sleepy eyes and asked with the softest voice, "...before breakfast?" the way he sounded so unguarded and so vulnerable in that moment. the way he trusts him with his life. do you even understand?? this is the guy that jumps out of his bed at the slightest noise and pulls out his sword. he woke up to find merlin basically in his face and he was unfazed. he felt so safe and so comfortable around him it's actually making me sob

Arthur finding out what Merlin’s actual birth name is:

Arthur: MERLIN! Merlin: *appears* Yes? Arthur: Your name ISN’T MERLIN?? Merlin: I don’t know what you mean Arthur: I just got off the phone with your Mother Merlin: Mmmmm, she promised she wouldn’t tell you Arthur: YOUR NAME IS MYRDDIN WYLLT?? Merlin: Ah, she told you my last name too...got it Arthur: We’ve been dating for 3 years, and you didn’t tell me??