Did You Fight For The Honour

did you fight for the honour

of the love of your life?

did you fight for yourself?

do you still want to fight?

Immortality is not a blessing

I haven't thought so Even as a child

not once have I looked at this life

and thought I don't want this to end

I've seen everything and everyone I love

and begged the universe to take me

take me before my brothers

- "Apeirophobia" - zero (me)

I'm not welcome into this home

I don't even sure I like it here, at all

alas I will stay here, not caring

for the host wants me dead, but

those who are alive need me more

than I could think in my life

children with no mothers, hated, unwanted

will stand by my side untill amen

and I will hold them tight and cry

with them if needed, for noone else

adults and gods care for my kids

like I do

- zero (me)

Theseus

Theseus is the name

and you'll live up to it

become a hero

overcome monsters

deal with the beast

never get attached

abandon loved ones

just like your father did

become exiled

most hated of all

achieve something big

make your father die

for you're forgetful

then follow his steps

and die forgotten

then follow his steps

and die exiled

then follow his steps

and die unloved

Theseus

Theseus was the name

and you'll die up to it

"Theseus was the name - zero (me)"

when the night begins, so does the earthquake everything shakes and crumbles and collapses

so much dust in the air your lung's air elapses everything all at once you think you will break

when the day comes, nothing changes at all you get up from the knees and go further more

calm your lungs and heart, like you learned before when the earthquakes started you do not recall

- zero (me)

I'm just a kid

I need to leave

I sleep with my lights on

I'm looking for a job

I'm still afraid of flies

Future's in front of my eyes

I'm only fourteen

My shoes are unclean

Teddy's in my hand

I can barely stand

I want to take a nap

I'm so late oh crap

I still love my mom

I don't feel at home

- zero (me) an old piece, for not being a teenager but a child and an adult at once (i want to make this a duo performance at some point)