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ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴡɪɴꜱ ᴀʟʟ [ᴍᴀꜱᴛᴇʀʟɪꜱᴛ] : ̗̀➛ ᴇɴʜʏᴘᴇɴ ᴏᴛ7 ꜱᴇʀɪᴇꜱ

SUMMARY┊in a universe where fantasies are reality, you find yourself tangled up in the complications of love and war— will your love really win all or will it be a bad ending?

or where you fall in love with a supernatural being but the forces of both your worlds try to keep you two apart.

WARNINGS┊will be listed in each part :] forbidden love. happy endings and angst endings. possible suggestiveness. each member is a different mythical creature. reader is human. each plot is separate.

AUTHOR’S NOTE┊this is my first major writes and my first series! hoping that you all enjoy it, this song has been STUCK in my head the last few days like it’s been on a loop; this idea came to me while i was in the shower HAHAHAH the ideas were idea-ing ;)

chapters are below!

lee heeseung ➳ “run away from the world, run on”

lee heeseung!siren! x fem reader!human!

warnings ┊happy ending. more to be added.

read here

☾ ⋆*･ﾟ:⋆*･ﾟ

jay park ➳ “dearest, darling, my universe”

jay park!guardian! x fem reader!human!

warnings ┊happy ending. more to be added.

read here

☾ ⋆*･ﾟ:⋆*･ﾟ

jake sim ➳ “will you courageously set with me?”

jake sim!vampire! x fem reader!human!

warnings ┊happy ending. more to be added.

read here

☾ ⋆*･ﾟ:⋆*･ﾟ

park sunghoon ➳ “to a place i can’t dream, with my poor imagination”

park sunghoon!demon! x fem reader!human!

warnings ┊angst ending. more to be added.

read here

☾ ⋆*･ﾟ:⋆*･ﾟ

kim sunoo ➳ “please make a serene smile once again”

kim sunoo!cupid! x fem reader!human!

warnings ┊angst ending. more to be added.

read here

☾ ⋆*･ﾟ:⋆*･ﾟ

yang jungwon ➳ “will you please go with me?”

yang jungwon!angel! x fem reader!human!

warnings ┊angst ending. more to be added.

read here

☾ ⋆*･ﾟ:⋆*･ﾟ

nishimura riki ➳ “go to the end with me, my lover”

nishimura riki!grim reaper! x fem reader!human!

warnings┊angst ending. more to be added.

read here

☾ ⋆*･ﾟ:⋆*･ﾟ

mind blowing on my knees body throbbing yes PLEASE

the boy is mine | s. jy

pairing. motorcyclist!jake × fem!reader

sypnosis. you thought being invited to a motorcycle race by your boyfriend would be watching him in such speed, not seeing some other woman hit on him after the race.

genre. fluff!, smut (mdni!)

wc. 3.5+k

warnings. smut with plot, dom!jake, making out, unprotected (no no), oral (f. receiving), fingering, cum eating, breeding kink, cursing, praising, jealousy, nicknames (baby, babe, princess, jakey)

“please, baby?”

you sighed, “fine.”

you were spun around and hoisted off the ground by jake, who then gave you a hug. since you two had just started dating, you had never attended one of his races, so agreeing to go to one was new. you disliked the idea of your boyfriend riding a motorcycle, but you didn't want to tell him directly. you wouldn't want to consider the harm that could possibly happen him because it's very dangerous.

nevertheless, supporting your boyfriend in what he loves to do is important. you'd rather put up with going to the race tonight than having to listen to his whiny voice and see his disappointed expression when you tell him no. in all honesty, you regretted telling him no the previous times. jake always says that because you're his lucky charm, he would win if you were present.

it was more difficult than you expected to prepare for the moment. you didn't know what to wear. however, your boyfriend was already seen wearing a leather black jacket and black pants. it felt as though you were dreaming because of the way his hair was styled and combed.

you shuffled through your clothes, sliding the hangers back and forth, but you were at a loss for what to wear. turning to face ake, you observed him adjusting his belt before you spoke, “babe, maybe i shouldn’t go anymore. i don’t even know what to wear!”

“what are you even supposed to wear to watch a race?” jake didn’t know any better. he just wears the same thing to every meet.

“mm, just wear black! you can match with me, baby.” he smiled happily, your boyfriend is truly happier knowing that you’re going to watch him for the first time on the race track.

after hearing what he had to say, you began selecting outfits in black. making the decision to wear pants or a skirt increased the amount of time you spent getting ready. you decided to wear the skirt since you found an all-black look to be rather dull. even though you'll only be in the audience, at least you're dressed decently in case you're regarded as a new face there.

you gasped as you realized you were going there on jake's bike. you didn't realize you wouldn't be using a car anymore. you hated the idea of motorcycling, and now you would actually be using one.

"baby!” you turned to face your boyfriend, who was clearly keeping something from you behind his back. "what's that?" attempting to see what he was holding, you peered around his body on both sides. your attempt to reveal jake's gift to you was met with a quiet laugh. "i got you something. close your eyes." you did as he said.

hou furrowed your brows when you felt a heavy item drop on your head. you opened your eyes on your own, without his instruction to do so. it seemed as though your head was inside a pitch-black cave with a front entrance. “do you like it, baby?” he asked, hands going up to grab your head.

it’s a motorcycle helmet. the weight of the helmet made you feel like you were sinking to the floor. “a helmet?”

“yeah! you’re gonna need one when we ride there later.” hou moved away so you could check out yourself in the mirror. the longer the motorcycle gear was on you, the better, especially since you could see how adoringly jake was staring at you. “actually, i’ve had this for a long time. i waited until you were ready to be on my bike.” carefully, you took of your helmet and placed it down on the bed. your feet moved in his direction and gave him an embrace, slowly feeling his arms slide around your waist and encircling his neck.

“thank you, baby. i like it a lot.” fuck, you no longer wanted to consider the risks related to motorcycling. you are able to relax as long as you can see that beaming smile on jake's face.

you two made the decision to go out right away after your boyfriend gave you your gift. it was difficult to ignore all the risks given that you would soon be riding his bike. he made sure you were properly seated on the back of his bike and helped you in doing so. jake also made sure everything on your helmet was secure. he aimed his foot toward his kickstand and lifted it up as soon as he was standing on his own bike.

“hold on tight, okay?” being to scared to even let out a sound, you nodded. hen you finally heard him start up his bike, you quickly took hold of his waist clothing. jake moved slowly at first, which you found acceptable, but as he picked into speed, you closed your eyes.

you clutched jake's waist even more tightly as the chilly air made you feel like it was about to wash you away. however, as you opened your eyes, you saw that the excitement of the ride had faded away and that all of the city lights had blurred. you just realized the thrill of riding a motorcycle. even if it's still risky, you wouldn't want to move from your position right now. jake glanced back to make sure you were okay, and he saw the smile in your eyes as you gazed around. you yelled in excitement as your boyfriend seized the opportunity to pick up even more speed.

after all the yellow lights jake ran through, you’ve both made it to the event. your heart started pounding seeing so many people with their bikes or who have just came to support. “jake, are all these people going to race with you?”

“well, only some of them will race. others would have to go in another trial.” he parked his bike in an empty spot and released his kickstand.

with his fluffy hair bouncing down, jake removed his helmet first. after noticing your messy hair, he offered helping in taking off yours and grinned widely. he kissed your hair and gave you a pat on the head while laughing. “you look so cute with your helmet, baby.” your cheeks flushed and you felt so shy for no reason. maybe it’s because of how much your boyfriend looked so different in his attire.

“i’m so happy you decided to come, y/n.” he grabbed your hand as stabilization for you to get down from his motorcycle. jake led you both to a group of people and your palms were sweating. you had never been good with social interactions.

“hey guy! this is y/n, my girlfriend.” your boyfriend was speaking with a total of six guys. you were under pressure to attempt to find your words since they appeared intimidating. “n- nice to meet-”

“it’s so nice to finally meet you! jake always talks about you during our hangouts and races.” your hand reached out to his and ended up shaking his hand. “i’m jungwon by the way.” he actually wasn’t intimidating, you just needed to see his smile. jungwon reminded you of cat with the way his eyes smiled.

one of jakes other friends interrupted, “hey uh, maybe we can continue the introductions later? the race is about to start soon and we’re going up first.”

jake quickly led you to one of the bleachers to where you can sit on. you were with other people you didn’t know who were watching too. knowing that jake would leave you soon to get ready, felt lonely because you were going to be sitting by yourself. before you sat down, your hands cupped both his cheeks and gave him one hearty kiss. “please be careful, jake.” you stared up his eyes. he caressed your hair and back, knowing you were worried for him.

he grabbed one of your hands and placed it on his chest. “i’ll win first place. i’ll win, just for you, y/n.”

“i would like to see that then.” you teasingly titled your head. jake stifled a chuckle and placed a kiss on your forehead. he released a natural sigh, “god, i love you so much. make sure you watch me good, okay?”

he turned away and began walking toward the track. “good luck!” you yelled loudly for him able to hear. to let you know he heard you, jake waved and held up his hand. you watched him go from where you were seated on the bleachers, smiling at his response.

it was all like if you were dreaming. watching your partner race on his motorcycle was surreal to you, and you assumed he must be insane. upon examining the screen, it was evident that seven people were positioned ready on the track. you noticed jake and his friends who you had met prior to the race, squinting even harder than you already did. the purple accent on jake's helmet was the single noticeable feature from the rest.

the race was almost over because of how quickly the competitors were moving. they were all on their last lap when there was a great commotion. everyone began to rise up, and you followed suit. although jake was in second position, he was very close to winning the race ahead of him. you prayed while holding your hands together for your guy to place first. the sound of the racers' bikes revving was loud, and spectators were cheering them on.

“please..” you said under your breath.

you looked over your shoulder to see which competitor had zoomed over the finish line. you've located jake's purple accent, which you were seeking for. jake won, just like he said.

you felt a cast of goosebumps fall down on your body and smiled brightly before heading down the stairs of the bleachers. the big screen showed jake taking his helmet off, and his name as first place. jake was trying to find you through the crowd and ended up bumping into someone. “sorry, excuse m-”

— “you ride really well! do you think you can show me how to ride a motorcycle some time?”

meeting the crowd full of people, you had never expected to see another girl talking to jake. while walking towards the two, you listened to everything she said. whoever this person was, they were trying to hit on your boyfriend and jake, he just stood there — not saying a single word.

— “what do you think about that? would you be down?”

your mouth tightened as you realized you could no longer hear what that girl was saying. the way this random female put her hand on his arm created such tension between her and your fist.

— “i don’t think you have a girlfriend, so?”

once you reached the two, you swatted her hand away and linked your arm with his. “the boy is mine.” you titled your head, putting on a cunning smile that was enough for the other girl to be heated.

— “excuse me? who are you?”

“no, who the fuck are you, talking to my boyfriend?” you annunciated your words loud and clear so this stranger can get a grip. if you hadn’t been paying attention to her, you would’ve seen how jake watched you. he’s admiring the way your mouth moved angrily, arguing with this random person while he didn’t care about anything but you — he canceled out everybody’s voices except yours.

you did your best at trying to cancel her voice out too and turned your heads towards jake. “you did so well, baby.” the compliment made him send a smile your way and you leaned in to give him a gentle peck on the lips.

“let’s go home now, hm? i need to claim my prize.” jake reached over to take his and your helmets from their designated spot. you saw the girl go off your vision, grinning, and you arched an eyebrow. he scooped you up in a bridal manner and guided you to his bike while your head turned. after gently settling you into the seat, he accelerated and then drove off, shocking everyone.

the previous racket made the air silent between you two once you both made it to the driveway. he helped you in taking your helmet off again and you stared at him, eyes wanting to say so much to him. “why didn’t you defend yourself?” you asked your boyfriend. the memory of jake not doing anything about the girl who flirted with him, flooded your mind. “why didn’t you mention that you have a girlfriend?”

“y/n..” he looked into both your eyes which became watery. although jake won first place at todays meet, he couldn’t be happy with the way you’re looking at him right now.

“i was in shock because i had won first place. i didn’t care about a single second of whoever that woman was. all i cared about was winning first place for you, so the time she had popped up in front of me, i didn’t know what to do.” it does makes sense now. the thought was there, but you never assumed jake were the type to be a cheater. your face softened and your lips dropped into an upside down smile. “i love you, y/n. only you.”

“i love you too, jake.” your hand found it way on his cheek and you rubbed your thumb back and forth against his skin.

the unexplained situation was now out of the way, removing any problems the both of you had. “i think i need my prize now.” his eyes changed and before nodding your head fully, he was already dragging you by the hand.

as soon as jake pulls you inside, you don't hesitate to put your arms around his neck and get him as near to you as you can. there was enough value in his gaze meeting yours. his hands moved down your waist and then to your behind, where he grabbed them with both of his hands. he sensed that you were responding by opening your mouth, so he moved to plant his lips against yours. jake is the most impatient person ever when he wants you. heads turning left and right, you dissolve into his touch and kisses. he's pressing so hard against you right now that your body is bending back.

he released his lips from yours, hearing both of your labored breathings. jake double tapped your thigh, "jump." you do exactly as he says. he manhandled you, carrying you into your bedroom and placing you down first on your bed.

you began to breathe more deeply as the room heated up. you shivered, feeling his breath around your neck and ears, and then he started laying moist kisses on your neck. jake put his leg between yours, pushing on your core as he did so. he sensed your pool of arousal because of the skirt you were wearing, and he moaned as a result. knowing how wet you are, the bugle in his pants started to feel tighter. "see this? only you can make feel like this, princess."

his very prominent bulge outline made you bite your lips, wanting more. "lay back down for me, baby." he crawled lower to right above your core, removing both your black skirt and panty you were wearing. picking the skirt was the best choice ever — its easier for him to take off.

"oh, jake!" you let a loud moan release form your throat as you felt his plump lips right on your pussy. he gave no warning and dived right in, sucking and placing kisses all around your core. with pleasure, you curved your back and clasped his hair with one hand. his thick, heated breaths landed in your pussy like air. "yeah? i'm right here, baby."

he moves in closer, slides his finger down your fold, and sticks a finger into your opening. if you thought the pleasure had already been enough, you were wrong. "o- oh my, nghh." his fingers are easily swallowed by your pussy and he immediately sighs hearing how wet you are. "god, you are so fucking wet. is this all for me?

"y- yes, jakey." you moan loudly once trying to say a few words.

"that's right. this pussy is only for me." he draws in you, gives you an extra digit, and presses himself all the way into your sweet area. "agh fuck! j- jakey, feels so good."

you can feel jake's lips hitting your pussy again, causing tears to well up in your eyes and saliva to flow from your mouth. he's sucking hard on your bud and licking stripes up in your fold. you're holding onto his hair and forcing his head deeper into your center due to the rhythm of his tongue and fingers. you couldn't help but scream louder as your orgasm intensified in your stomach. "oh, don't stop! i- i'm so close!"

“you taste so fucking good, mm!”your hips are squirming and trying to be raised in the air as his name is falling from your mouth like a whimper.

"j- jakey!" the orgasm you've held in has finally been released and your vision starts to become full of stars. you felt lightheaded for a second before breathing heavily again as jake licks and devours your cum from your folds. “yeah come on my tongue just like that, baby.”

he let you take the time to simmer down. one of your arms were on your forehead as you stared straight up at the ceiling. on the other hand, jake took this time to undress himself. when he took of his boxers, he hissed at his raging cock. you tilted down and saw your boyfriends cock, twitching and tip leaking with precum. he jumped back on the bed and let his lips fall on yours again. both your tongues were fighting for dominance. his dick poked at your cunt, causing you to moan into the kiss. “you ready, baby?”

you nodded your head and bit your lip, feeling impatient to feel his cock. jake took ahold of his dick and aligned it with your cunt. he groaned deeply as your warm walls sucked him in so easily. “oh, fuck!”

“shit! you’re so tight.” jake face was tucked into your neck and he breathed heavily into your ear. the slipperiness of your pussy made him bottom out fast. he gained control once he felt comfortable to start thrusting in. your hands gripped onto his shoulders as you bit your lips containing your noises.

he brings both your legs up to your chest, changing the position so you can feel him much more deeper. you gasp and grip onto the bedsheets. “s- so big, jakey.”

there are sweat beads on his forehead and he thrusts into you harder from his view where your boobs are moving up and down, like jelly. you’re clenching hard enough for jake to slow down and curse. “fuck baby, squeezing me so t- tight!”

his eyes fall shut once you’re a moaning mess. with your noises and the slapping noise of both of you guys, he can’t help be drunkenly turned on. “s- see princess, this cock is only for you. it’s to be only this deep in you and not any other bitch.”

“y- you’re right, jakey!” you pull his face down to kiss him sloppily. both your lips are covered with wetness and when you part from each other, strings of saliva are hanging.

even if you’re already on the verge of cumming, your hand goes down and you start to rub your clit. he’s pounding your cunt and increases his speed when he finds you pleasing yourself in the process. your toes are curling and your fighting the urge to not lift your hips off the bed. “just love your pussy so much.” he moans and drifts his head back. his movements start to become more sloppy and you can feel his cock twitch, sensing that he’s close. you also feel your second orgasm stir up in your stomach. “j- jakey! i’m so close to cumming.”

“me too, princess.” he said, panting softly as he stared at you. “gonna let me cum inside, yeah? let me breed this pussy?”

“oh, fuck! make you pregnant so everyone knows who you belong to, yeah?” your eyebrows turn upwards and you start to whine, getting closer and closer to coming. “y- yes please! cum in me jake!” your moans become weak and you can barely breathe or say anything right. he starts to circle your clit faster while pounding into you. “i- i’m gonna come!”

“shit! m- me too, baby.” he paints your walls white and slumps into your mouth moaning. as you both take in each other's breath, his lips are hardly kissing you, more like they are resting on top of yours.

jake releases his hold on your hips. he gives you a gentle kiss on the forehead and then lies down next to you. because of what you had went through, you didn't notice that you had cum traces on both of your bodies. he draws you nearer to his body by putting one of his arms around your shoulder. you close your eyes in pure satisfaction as you lay a hand on his abdomen and breathe in his essence. he rubs his hands from top to bottom on your back. “you’re mine and only mine.”

kms

➳ broken love | psh.

dad!sunghoon x mom!reader

“every time i think of you, it’s just killing me”

synopsis: you and sunghoon still see each other whenever your guys’ daughter, seo-ji, is dropped off to one another — and it’s obvious you two still love each other, even after the divorce papers were finalized.

warnings/content: written in third pov. angsty fluff(?) — mostly angst. kind of aged up(?). not proofread. cursing (i think). unresolved tension. mentions of pregnancy. reader used to hate kids (lmao).

comments, likes, and reposts are appreciated :)

word count: 3.4k

a/n: fictional characters — dae (jungwon’s boyfriend), min-su (heeseung’s girlfriend), and ji-woo (jake’s girlfriend).

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current song playing: broken love by gemini

↻ ◁ II ▷ ↺

0:48 ───|──────────────── 2:04

y/n’s heart was heavy with the burden of being at his doorstep.

“you got this,” she mumbled to herself, knocking the door with shaky hands.

a happy scream of a child was made, one that she knew at heart. her face lit up at the instant yell, already recognizing that it was no other than her adorable daughter, seo-ji.

“mommy’s here! mommy’s here!” the little kid screamed at the other end.

little shakes of the doorknob were heard before it opened to who she expected; her daughter and of course, her ex-husband, park sunghoon.

she felt her heart slightly shatter at the sight of him, anxiety taking over inch by inch.

“hey y/n,” he awkwardly said. her head nodded in response — “hey sunghoon.”

there was quick tension between them, both truthfully not knowing what to say after coming to terms of the divorce.

they still loved each other, longed for each other in fact.

“mommy!” their baby girl intruded, arms opening wide at the sight of her caretaker.

y/n’s face instantly lit up at her little girl, embracing the sweet hug she offered. “hey princess, how was your day with daddy?” she exclaimed with kisses around her daughter’s cheeks.

seo-ji giggled at the act with an utter — “mommy, stop!!”

the mom smiled at her, noticing her light dimples on display inherited from her father.

“it was good! daddy couldn’t stop talking about you and him though!!”

her sudden callout made y/n look at her ex-husband, finding him in a small blushing state.

“aish seo-ji, you said my secret was safe with you!!” he quickly exclaimed to avert her gaze, hands immediately finding their way to his daughter — tickling her all around.

y/n’s eyes softened at the sight, lips automatically upturning to a sweet smile. she missed this, the feeling of being a happy family.

when the giggles from seo-ji soon drowned out, she ran to go get her stuff from the apartment, leaving the two divorcees alone with each other.

they both quickly became awkward and tense like earlier. their hesitant glances towards one another were evidence that their relationship was on good terms only for their daughter, and perhaps more.

but for the time being, everything and anything was uncomfortable between them.

“so.. heard from jake that you have a date tonight?” y/n suddenly blurted, trying to break the ice.

the male’s head shot up. “hm? oh yeah..,” he paused — “sunoo just set it up for me, and practically begged me to go so…,” his voice weakened at the end with an awkward chuckle spurted out.

she nodded at his reasoning in return— “that’s good..,” she slightly trailed off at the end.

“and you?” he squeaked.

y/n gave a small laugh with a shake on her head. “oh no.. my life revolves around our little girl now. she will always have my full attention.” her eyes shifted from sunghoon to her daughter in the background, hearing the rushed talks from seo-ji as she tried to swiftly gather her belongings.

“she’s my life,” she murmured with a smile she didn’t know she had.

as her gaze stayed on their little girl, sunghoon kept his on her. his eyes sparkled with love that he still had for her — love that had never been resolved.

he missed her and her warmth. just everything about her, really.

but the divorce between them was still fresh, giving them fresh wounds to heal from — wounds that had been cut open from their constant fights and arguments.

*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ — flashback

“sunghoon, please.” y/n sighed in a groggy expression.

“i’m tired too, can’t you see that? you can’t be the only one acting tired here.” he reverted back with a slight eye roll.

“i’ve been watching her all day, you were barely home.”

“you think i’d rather be out, doing work?” he spat. “i’d much rather stay home with our little girl, but does it look like i have a choice? i’m trying to provide for us.”

the girl groaned. “i’m trying to let seo-ji have a good life, you think that she can do that with only me?”

sunghoon clicked his tongue in annoyance as he slightly walked away. his hands were firmly on his hips as he uttered, “did you not just hear me? i want the best for my daughter too, i want to be there too. you’re the one who gets to be with her, i don’t.”

she sighed at his words, heart breaking down each time she let it ring in her ears. she was glad her baby was staying with min-su and her partner, heeseung for the night. the couple came to pick her up towards the end of the day, giving her and sunghoon a moment to say things.

and with their raised voices and constant arguing, she couldn’t help but feel grateful for them. otherwise, it would’ve woken her sweet girl.

“sunghoon..,”

she watched him roll his watery eyes. “what?” he croaked in a weakened tone, voice cracking with every strength he had to hold back his breakdown.

she didn’t continue, letting his eyes meet hers so they could speak their worries through the dreaded gaze.

“this isn’t working..,”

he sighed at the painful truth. “i know… it’s not.”

the two were sat a few feet away from each other as they came to terms of their situation. constant miscommunication and bottled feelings drifted their relationship apart.

*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

“okay, mommy, ready!” seo-ji yelled, quickly clasping onto her mom’s hands. “bye daddy!”

y/n formed a half smile towards her old lover. “let me know when you’ll pick her up,” she mumbled.

sunghoon gave soft kisses towards his daughter before the two walked away — giving him memories of when he’d kiss his used-to-be girl goodbye whenever she left anywhere.

a faint sigh left his throat as he stumbled back into his apartment.

“i should get ready..,” he said to himself, walking away to his planned outfit.

.　 . • ☆ . ° .• °:. *₊ ° . ☆

“hey baby, what are you doing?” ji-woo sweetly uttered to her friend’s daughter.

“i’m trying to draw you, auntie ji-woo!” seo-ji yelled back.

a few giggles went around as min-su uttered, “ooh! me next!”

“okay! wait! i’m almost done!”

y/n’s little girl beamed an eye smile, causing ji-woo to say — “she has your eyes.”

“yeah, but she has her dad’s cute smile.” y/n responded, letting her gaze linger on seo-ji’s adorned features.

“so.. you heard about sunghoon right?” dae mumbled with a lip bite.

she quickly glanced at jungwon’s boyfriend before looking back at her daughter, who peered her head up at her dad’s name.

“daddy?” seo-ji whispered.

y/n smiled and nodded. “mhm, daddy’s going out with a friend tonight, that’s why you’re with me!” she gave a soft ruffle to her little girl’s wavy hair — inherited from her mom, of course.

“how long will he be gone? i miss him.”

“you miss him? but i’m with you! how could you miss him when mommy is right here?” y/n pouted, hiding her grin.

“your mommy’s sad now, seo-ji! what are you gonna do!” yelled min-su with a slight gasp.

“oh no!” dae beamed.

“noo! i’m sorry!” seo-ji quickly exclaimed, jumping on her feet to comfort her mom. “help me, auntie min-su and uncle dae! ..mommy??” she poked her mom’s arm.

y/n peeked down at her and found her bulged, puppy eyes melting her heart instantly.

“i’m sorry! i like you just as much as i like daddy!”

“like? you don’t.. love?” the mom teased with a plastered grin.

“oh my gosh, your daughter’s trying to apologize to you!” dae chimed in, playfully scoffing.

y/n huffed out mounds of laughter in her stomach before forgiving her empathetic daughter. she tucked a few hair strands behind her ears, placing soft kisses on her forehead while murmuring, “i forgive you, seo-ji. are you hungry?”

the little girl furiously nodded her head as min-su uttered — “me too!” — followed by ji-woo and dae to chime in as well, causing y/n to laugh with a healing heart.

her daughter and her friends were all she needed.

.　 . • ☆ . ° .• °:. *₊ ° . ☆

seo-ji remained in the dining room area, eating with rolled up sleeves and a tied hair done by her mom.

y/n and her three friends were near but stayed closer to the living room, carefully hearing for the little girl just in case something happened.

“she eats just like you,” min-su said with a slight snort.

her words caused a wide chuckle to erupt out of her friend. “seo-ji’s been with me a lot so i wouldn’t be surprised if she ate just like me.” y/n murmured back with her eyes staring at her daughter.

“are you really okay with the whole sunghoon thing though?”

she glanced at ji-woo who said it, but only nodded.

“nothing much i can do about it, he’s moving on.”

her heart tore a little, ripping open another wound in her chest that was barely healing. she didn’t like how every sentence she spewed left a bitter taste in her mouth, but what else could she do?

“i’m really sorry for how things turned out..,” one of her friends sympathetically said to her.

“it’s okay.. my little girl is all i need.” she murmured, glancing at seo-ji who was just about done.

“mommy! i’m done!”

just as y/n was about to get up, ji-woo stood first.

“don’t worry girl, i’ll get her.”

before the mom could protest, her friend had already rushed to seo-ji. a small smile formed on her face, feeling grateful for all three.

“come on, seo-ji, let’s wash your hands!”

“auntie ji-woo, where’s uncle jake? he’s always here.”

the two walked away to the bathroom, giving ji-woo the chance to give her reasoning that no uncles except dae would join for tonight.

.　 . • ☆ . ° .• °:. *₊ ° . ☆

a few hours in, and seo-ji was wrapped in y/n’s arms now.

the little girl was settling into her nap time, eyes closing in an instant with the comforting warmth her mom radiated.

y/n continued to tuck a few wavy hair strands away from her daughter’s face, gaze fixated on every gorgeous feature she inherited from her and sunghoon combined.

“i never thought i’d actually see you become a mom.” ji-woo confirmed with a proud smile.

“we’re proud of you,” dae added in.

“you used to always hate kids, but now here you are, having one of your own in your arms.” min-su softly uttered, careful to not wake her niece.

everyone’s eyes gathered on the little girl who was softly snoring in her sleep.

y/n’s eyes were softened the most.

she did, in fact, hate kids, but she loved and cherished her daughter — her daughter, who she never imagined to have.

“it feels like we’ve seen you grown up,” ji-woo continued her sad talk. “remember when you always told us that you and sunghoon would be the last to have kids out of all of us?”

the four broke out into laughter as they thought back to their years of being in college.

“yeah..,” y/n’s heart sank as she remembered how good her and sunghoon used to be. “we were so sure of ourselves that we’d have kids after you all had yours too. we were so bad with handling kids before we had our little girl.”

she smiled back at the memory before hearing dae intrude — “now look at you, you were the first to have a kid.”

“me and heeseung next,” min-su prompted, causing hushed laughter to fill the air.

y/n beamed a wide grin afterwards, standing up to settle her baby down in the bedroom.

after doing it with ease, she walked back out and found dae specifically sitting where she had told sunghoon she was pregnant.

*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ — flashback

“gorgeous, what happened??” sunghoon bursted out the door, heavy breaths of air leaving his lungs.

he clenched onto his chest with his eyes sewed shut, desperately gasping for oxygen as his girlfriend stayed sitting on the couch in silence.

“y/n? you okay?” he said in a softer tone. “what’s wrong?”

“sunghoon..,” she whimpered.

her head turned to meet his gaze, and almost immediately, her reddened eyes that were puffed from her tears worried the poor boy.

“hey, hey, why are you crying?” he attempted to comfort, arms immediately bringing her into his embrace.

“hoonie…,” she quietly called again.

sunghoon pulled away with a comforting hand placed on her cheek.

“what’s wrong, pretty?”

“i’m..,” y/n sighed with a heavy heart, feeling a lump in her throat as she uttered, “i’m pregnant.”

the male paused every muscle movement in his body. “w..what? you’re what?” he said in denial.

“i’m pregnant,” she repeated, fingers fidgeting around little picks of skin.

it now added up for sunghoon — all of why she was suddenly moody, why her period was delayed, why she kept talking about feeling sick — the girl he loved was pregnant.

a gasp of air left him as he grinned ear to ear, heart feeling full with the thought of a baby on the way.

“you’re pregnant,” he reiterated with an upbeat tone. “you’re really pregnant.” he quickly stood on his feet before yelping in joy. tears were quick to fill his eyes as he felt like someone who had just won the lottery.

as her boyfriend continued to celebrate, y/n stayed sitting, chewing on her lips in fear.

“sunghoon.. please sit..,”

the boy quickly obliged, though his excitement still seeped through him in every way possible.

slowly, her eyes trailed up to meet his. and almost instantly, her heart fluttered at how handsome he looked — but it shattered within seconds of the news she was gonna deliver to him.

“i don’t know if i want this…,” she cracked out.

“o..oh…,” hoon blinked with a dry throat. “you don’t want to keep the baby?”

y/n quickly shook her head, tears already filling her eyes for the worst outcome.

but his hands placed itself on hers, letting his fingers cling around to reassure while he continued — “it’s your decision, gorgeous, i won’t force you.”

she shot her head up at him, and sunghoon only pushed his lips together to form a confirming smile.

“having a baby with you is what i want, but just not right now. we’re too young, and we’re both barely starting life and-“

her constant blabbering was shut up by a quick peck on the lips from her boyfriend. “we are young, y/n, but this decision is entirely up to you. i want this with you, and i want to be a dad but if you decide that you don’t want to yet, then that’s okay.”

sunghoon’s thumb rubbed little strokes on her crying cheeks as he spoke with his caring eyes.

he wanted the baby, but he wanted y/n more.

“can i think about this first?” she uttered with sparkling eyes.

his thick brows knitted together to convey how she could even question a thing like that. “of course you can, pretty girl. think about it, and let me know.”

the boy placed a sweet and comforting kiss on his girl’s forehead before pulling her into a hug.

*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

what broke y/n’s heart the most was how the stress of raising a child never bothered to pop into their head until later — when the continuous struggles got to the soon-married couple.

all they wanted was to be a family, and all they wanted was to have their daughter have loving parents who were in a loving relationship.

and of course they had their moments of joy when everything felt perfect for a while.

like when sunghoon would sleep closely next to seo-ji when she was an infant after watching her all day, and his body would be facing toward his baby girl. then y/n would come home, find them softly snoring, and laugh silently to herself when catching onto her baby’s wavy hair contrasting with hoon’s messy hair that fell to the front of his face.

or when seo-ji would wake up in some mornings with a sudden, personal preference on which parent she wanted — it mainly being y/n. and their little girl would cling onto her, making sunghoon pout in return of how his daughter had most of his features but would much rather be with her mom. little complaints would leave his mouth, but he secretly loved to see his small family together.

or, when seo-ji was still one, and sunghoon remained persistent in going ice skating so the three went to an ice rink. their baby would be dressed in warm clothing with mini earmuffs and gloves wrapped around her hands. and hoon would carefully glide the little girl around, letting her get used to the constant slippery surface while y/n personally sat the ice skating out and recorded instead.

or even, when they’d go to gatherings planned by their friends and everyone would instantly go to seo-ji, leaving the exhausted parents to intertwine their hands and watch how much their friends adored their child. little murmurs of — “us next?” would constantly be heard all around while uncle jay would try and snatch her away from everyone else.

nothing could beat those fond memories that were shared upon sunghoon, y/n, and their special little girl, seo-ji.

.　 . • ☆ . ° .• °:. *₊ ° . ☆

a sigh left y/n as she walked to her ex-husband’s apartment. days had gone by since she was last here to pick her daughter up, and now she’s dropping her off once again.

“be good okay? i know daddy probably misses you a lot,” she muttered, hands moving her daughter’s strands of hair.

“mhm! i will!”

a few knocks on the door were made before it creaked open to the handsome man, sunghoon.

“daddy!” seo-ji yelled, quickly detangling her hands from her mom’s to jump into hoon’s arms.

“seo-ji! how’s my little girl?” he left constant kisses around her cheeks, causing little laughter to burst out of her.

y/n beamed a smile at the sight in front of her. she knew they weren’t a family anymore, but it was somewhat healing to know that they could still share loving moments like this.

she heard her old partner yell out in joy, laughing with their daughter and giving wide grins that still secretly lit up her heart.

she still loved him.

“alright, i’m gonna take off, but be good, seo-ji. i’ll come pick you up some time soon, okay?” y/n mumbled.

her baby girl stood with a pout. “you’re leaving already?” she frowned. “you can’t! i don’t want you to! just stay a little longer in daddy’s house.”

y/n immediately chuckled at her daughter’s words. “i have to go, i have to meet auntie ji-woo and them soon.”

seo-ji’s eyes were quickly filled with tears as her bottom lip puffed out. “please mommy..,”

the mom’s heart shattered at her words but she only sighed.

“i’m sorry baby, i’ll come soon though okay?”

her daughter sighed as well before giving a tight hug around her mom.

sunghoon watched his two girls with soft eyes, heart slightly melting at this cherishing memory.

he loved the little things like this when they were still together.

and the one thing that always made him fall in love with y/n even more was how she always mentioned her hatred for kids, but when their daughter came into their life, she immediately loved her with no resentment.

everything about y/n was his weakness and it still showed because —

he still loved her.

“i’ll miss you,” seo-ji muffled through her sobs.

“i’ll miss you too, seo-ji.” y/n pulled away, wiping the tears from her sweet girl as she placed a soft kiss on her cheeks. “have fun with dad though, he misses you a lot too.”

she glanced up to hoon with a half smile. “okay i have to go because if i’m any later, uncle dae will be scolding me! here’s her backpack.”

the girl raised the bag and allowed sunghoon to take it, letting his fingers softly graze against hers.

there was a flicker — a spark, almost, at their little touch.

something was obviously still alive between the two when they glanced up at each other, eyes quickly shifting back and forth with their unresolved tension.

a linger was made present in the air, both not wanting to break the locked gaze but needing to anyway.

y/n walked away after saying one last goodbye to her daughter, feeling heavily burdened at the weighed pressure in her heart; while sunghoon closed the door behind him, mind and heart painfully filled with the memory of his ex-wife, and the mere thought of how much he loved her.

they knew they couldn’t though.

they shouldn’t, for the sake of their daughter, seo-ji.

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a/n: i just wanted to say as well, that i see the requested oneshots in my inbox, and i will try my best to write them! but it may take me a while, so please be patient with me <3 also someone tell me if this oneshot came out okay bc i wrote this at 3am with tired eyes..

➳ say you won’t let go | pjs.

idol!jay x fem!reader

“i’m so in love with you, and i hope you know”

synopsis: you dream that jay cheated on you, and he comforts you.

warnings/content: written in third pov. small angst in the beginning but fluffy ending! jay’s husband material! not proofread. cursing.

comments, likes, and reposts are appreciated :)

word count: 1.8k

a/n: birthday post for jay <33 and a special one for my jay stans out there :)

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current song playing: say you won’t let go by james arthur

↻ ◁ II ▷ ↺

2:02 ─────────────|────── -1:29

“don’t do this jay, it’s not what you want..,” y/n’s trembling voice spoke as she felt her heart shattering with every moment of truth.

was this the real reason he always came home late?

she heard her boyfriend give a scoff.

“not what i want? how would you know that when you didn’t even know i was cheating on you?” jay darkly chuckled, laughing in disbelief of her pitiful plead.

“you’re pathetic y/n… really,” he spat out with a sinful grin.

his sharp words pierced into her like a knife in the back. tears quickly ran down her cheeks like no other, feeling her body get heavier as she felt like she was running out of breath.

with a call to the heart, something shouted inside her to open her eyes, to leave this dreadful scene she was stuck in.

and she did so, but she woke up in a different atmosphere.

. *₊ ° . ☆

y/n’s eyes shot open, quickly sitting up in the dark room as heavy breaths were taken.

it was a dream, a nightmare in fact.

tears still continued to stream down her cheeks though as she tried calming herself down with a 5’11 boy shuffling around.

“it was a dream..,” she shakily mumbled to herself, calming her heart rate with its loud pounding in her ears.

the sleepy male took notice of her sitting up, small sniffles heard as she tried silencing herself.

“y/n? you okay?” jay’s groggy grumble of a voice spoke, eyes trying to make out the figure in distress.

it hadn’t been too long since he arrived home late from rehearsals, so his body was still draining him back to sleep.

she didn’t respond though. her throat was dry, voice almost too hoarse to speak with her body still shaking from the horrifying nightmare.

“hey darling, what’s wrong?” he softly murmured after taking in that she wasn’t answering back.

jay finally sat up as well with blinking eyes to get a better look at her.

“y/n?” he called out again, careful in his every movement as his hands reached towards her face, attempting to try and relieve her at once.

the girl sniffled, finally coming to meet her boyfriend’s face with soft tears and puffy lids that showed her concern.

his heart instantly sank at the sight, wondering what had happened while he was asleep.

it struck him awake, eyes no longer blinking from the exhaustion of waking up as he went closer to her.

“hey hey hey, what’s wrong love? did you have a bad dream?” jay sweetly questioned, wiping away her tears while patiently waiting for her to catch her breath from the tiring cries.

after seconds of waiting, he finally got his answer with a nod — “yeah… i had a dream that you..,” her voice stopped for a second, pain caught in her throat as she strived to finish her sentence — “.. cheated on me.”

the male’s jaw dropped once her words processed.

cheat? on someone like her?

his breath was kicked out of his lungs with the frowning thought that he would do such a thing to the girl he loved.

“y/n..,” he softly whispered before pulling her into a warming hug.

✩ ‘i pulled you closer to my chest’ ✩

it healed her in every way possible, giving reassurance that he would never dare to do anything remotely close — but even then, he knew he could do more with his words.

as they hugged, he prompted, “i would never cheat on you. i would have to be the dumbest fucking guy alive to betray a special girl who’s worth keeping like you.”

he stopped, shakily sighing as he hated his dream self for cheating. “i wouldn’t even forgive myself if i pulled that crap, please know that i promise to never make you go through that in real life.”

jays grasp around her body was tighter as the thought of cheating was truthfully striking him as well.

his girls eyes closed to reel in the loving presence of it all while smiling.

of course she knew he wouldn’t do such a thing, but the utter shock of the dream being so real had her in a trance.

“i know you wouldn’t jay, everything just felt so real.” she confirmed, rubbing his back with her hands as she was comforting him now.

the two finally pulled away after her words, tears still lightly falling down her face as the boy wiped them away again. they stared at each other, both equally melting at the sight of their idiots in love.

with jay’s hands still holding her cheeks, he pulled her closer by the tug of them. leaning in closer as well while kissing where her tears dropped, giving a comforting reassurance within each one as he let out soft whispers of nicknames he’d always call her — ‘gorgeous,’ ‘love,’ ‘darling,’ ‘my girl.’

✩ ‘just say you won’t let go’ ✩

y/n’s eyes were kept close as her face scrunched from the micro-aggressive kisses she received on the other end.

with the last kiss being on her forehead, the two tucked back into bed.

the smitten male rested his chin on top of her head as his arms were wrapped around her body, bringing her in closer for a fond matter of consolation.

y/n relaxed all at once, body feeling fatigue in the radiating comfort brought by her boyfriend.

the two stayed in the same position throughout the night, then dawn soon peaked into the curtains, awakening jay first.

he grinned ear from ear at the sight of his pretty girl still sound asleep. his hands reached out to her face and lightly moved her hair strands around, careful to not scare her as he admired her gorgeous facial features.

with small shuffle movements made, y/n’s eyes peeked open at the glimpse of jay in a messy hairstyle caressing her own hair.

“morning darling,” his deep, beautiful voice bellowed while a smile crept onto her face. “how are you feeling?”

“just great, baby.”

the two dumbly smiled at each other as they stayed gazing into one another before finally sitting up.

“last night was something, wasn’t it?” jay joked, slightly laughing at his own joke, leaving her to only roll her eyes playfully.

“jongseong!” y/n exclaimed his government name, letting the arm closest to him fly up and send a smack to the tall man.

he chuckled with the laugh, the opposite arm quickly reaching over to his other side as he uttered — “ah! my arm! you hurt it!! after what i did last night.”

she laughed at his stupid action before she automatically tried to send another hit to him, only to be stopped by her very own boyfriend.

his hands ran to hers first, getting a hold of her left wrist before getting her right when she attempted the other side.

“jay!” she whined.

his arms fully took control of hers now as she tried to wiggle her way out but couldn’t do much.

the handsome boy’s laughs were echoed throughout the apartment, smile widening with his body toppling over hers. he pinned her wrists down on each side of her head.

jay’s fluffy, black hair was now hanging down as his girl huffed out a defeated sigh once she had realized she had no way out.

his lips curled in satisfaction at his victory.

“you still gonna hit me?” he mocked, a smirk coming on as the smile left.

y/n still tried to wiggle and move around but ultimately gave up.

“jay.. this is no fun!” her whiny voice rang in his ears as he felt his heart flutter upon the thought of her.

“give me a kiss and i’ll let you go.”

she scoffed at the oldest line in the playbook.

“jay.., really? a kiss?”

but he didn’t budge with her words, just a simple nod given as he started to lean in closer.

the distance between their faces started to close once he reached further for the kissable lips.

but the girl turned away in a playful manner, leaving jay to pout as he sternly looked at her.

“morning breath…,” she murmured, using it as an excuse.

jay scoffed out a smile, flashing a smirk with her lame attempt.

“i don’t care, i want those pretty lips on mine right now.”

before she could prolong any further, he quickly crashed his lips against hers, not giving her time to think or react.

he roughly moved, pushing for a reciprocating touch but only ever so slightly to keep it sweet. his hands then let go of her wrists, one hand closer to the head and the other on her jaw to kiss her better.

y/n smiled into it, allowing her boyfriend to feel her lips curl as she loved how he kissed. her hands automatically ran to his hair, fingers roaming through each strand in return.

the two shared a sweet moment before he finally pulled away with half-moon crescent shaped eyes.

he was definitely love-struck.

✩ ‘you make me feel this way somehow’ ✩

jay quickly ran his hands to her waist, giving small tickles to her body as she was taken back by it.

“jay, no!!” she yelled, laughing and crying from the ticklish movements her boyfriend did while he enjoyed her giggles.

he laughed along as her hands continued to try and swat away the man’s hands.

“please, jay!” she yelled again, laughing uncontrollably from the continuous feather touches.

when he felt like he teased enough, he stopped with an undeniable grin plastered across his face.

the only thing heard were their giggles they shared as he couldn’t help but feel endorphins run through his body.

after her laughs ran out, she mumbled the word — ‘jackass’ — to him as a joke, causing jay to chortle out more laughter.

y/n rolled her eyes, secretly enjoying his loud laughs. he just couldn’t contain his excitement in hearing her joy.

only she could get him in this melting state.

“whatever,” she jokingly mumbled, smacking his arm again as she stared intently at the handsome man who was still uglily laughing.

after seconds, jay finally stopped with his chuckles dying out in the room.

y/n and him stayed locked in eyes, both coming to a daze of how lucky they were to have each other before he decided he would cook breakfast.

“do you need any help?” she offered.

jay furiously shook his head as he responded, “no it’s fine darling, just stay in bed and i’ll let you know when it’s ready.”

he placed a long and sweet kiss on her cheek before leaving to the kitchen to whip up something delicious.

“my forever half..,” y/n whispered as she comforted herself back into bed. her heart was full and her mind was filled with her boyfriend, and his acts of service.

she didn’t know how she was able to find someone as amazing as jay.

though the boy was an idol and had a busy schedule, he still made sure he had time for her.

he always did.

✩ ‘i’m gonna love you till my lungs give out’ ✩

they were still young, but that didn’t mean jay wasn’t already thinking of a future with his favorite girl.

✩ ‘but i wanna stay with you until we’re grey and old’ ✩

they wouldn’t ever let each other go.

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