Also Started To Pay Him To Check Up On Him At Times Though I Believe That At Some Point Nico Just Stopped Accepting Money From Blamore- - Tumblr Posts

lususnatura
9 months ago

ahh, don't mind me, y'all — i'm just thinking about how, in my canon, nico morselli (the doctor who blamore is allies with AND also is friends with but don't tell him that, shhh lol) was the first person that it actually learned to trust after it's transformation. and i say this because, in the first few months after it's transformation, it's nerve pain was actually even worse than it can be now. and due to how blamore's metabolism is different... nico felt like formulating a specific type of anti-convulsant for it's condition was the ideal option for blamore because there was a LOT of uncertainty around how much meds he should give it. so, in the meantime while nico worked on a drug that he knew wouldn't possibly O.D. it (man's also has some experience in biochemistry + he's also got a degree in that) those first few months were roughhh.

this is because he primarily used nerve blocks for it's pain which are actually injections that are given through the spine and as you all may know, blamore's spine is like a HUGELY sensitive spot for him. and so it doesn't let anyone it doesn't trust touch it + with this in mind, it didn't trust nico at first, but for an MD with some questionable patients (he's been the primary doctor of someone in the mob for years); nico actually seems to have his heart in the right place a good amount of the time because he comforted blamore every single time he gave him one of those injections 😭 because they never got any easier for blamore to take, and i don't mean nico just talked him through it, either. man's held it's hand and everything. and for that, he's a real one

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IT WAS PROBABLY NOTHING BUT IT FELT LIKE THE WORLD: musings. MAN IS BOUND TO LIE ABOUT HIMSELF: headcanons. yeah him and nico have a veryyy special (but also sort of odd to other people sometimes though blamore doesn't care) relationship- w / each other. like it's honestly hard to define but just imagine feeling like you're at home and safe with someone without- necessarily having romantic feelings for them (blamore has gone back and fourth between thinking maybe he does + doesn't) and you'll kind of get the gist of what their relationship is like BUT it's still a bit more complicated than that. and as i said in my carrd blamore- also started to pay him to check up on him at times though i believe that at some point nico just stopped accepting money from blamore- for doing it + he just does it because he wants to make sure it is okay now which is. 😭 wow that is SWEET but yeahhh those spinal injections were no joke for blamore whenever it came to how painful they were. and unfortunately enough- if it's nerve pain is severe enough then the meds he takes on a normal basis might not be enough to treat it sooo nico having to pull out- the shots again becomes necessary and blamore hatesss that but it's either he treats it or he is in VERY bad pain and thus blamore usually goes for taking the shots even though he doesn't want to tw: medical procedures. tw: pain.
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