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No sorry. I have absolutely no internal value or any sense of self worth. That got beaten out of me YEARS ago by everyone in my life and everyone since. Liking myself isn’t exactly possible when there’s literally nothing to like about myself and everyone keeps putting me down and telling me to kill myself. Or record me killing myself? And then gets mad at me when I offer to do it even though they told me to a ton of times? People are stupid. Anyway I have no self worth so I’ll never like myself. Nice try though.
Unconditional love isn't a free pass to hurt me.
wednesday morning 3 am has a lot of dumb god songs on it but of course i still listen to them cause the stereo harmonies on that album make me scream and cry uncontrollably
Told my mom today that I think you hurt me too badly to ever let you in again. That if you called I would refuse to talk after I gave you all I could. She told me only I can decide what is forgivable. What a powerful thing to say and for me to have, knowing I was lying when I said it
real
pairing: seokjin x reader
wordcount: 13k
glimpse: single dad!jin has all the money to blow off in the world but not time, and swim instructor!y/n just nEEDS to meet this student’s dad who’s never there to pick her up :D ft. someone’s ex that just hAD to be an olympic swimmer huh
notes: this piece has been living in my mind for months collecting nothing but dUST!! and then i finally got all the things worked out in my head and i don’t actually know why i didn’t write this sooner!!!! i hope this fic makes you happy as much as it made me :D // gif isn’t mine!
i was searching up songs with / underwater / as a lyric, and i stumbled upon this perfect song that i can’t believe isn’t mainstream :((
real by alpha yang ft. anne chan
happy birthday seokjin i can’t buy you the moon but THIS seokjin can
( ･_･)♡
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you never truly leave a fandom. some day down the road you’re gonna remember the blorbo you were obsessed with when you were ten and never recover the brainrot that’ll attack you out of nowhere