And Not To Mention The Way People Nitpick Every Single Word You Use And I Have To Make All My Simple Responses Like - Tumblr Posts
1 year ago
I feel like a somewhat disregarded aspect of modern internet callout culture is the impact on people with anxiety or paranoia or intrusive thoughts and how the general sentiment of "bad things will only happen to you if you're bad, so just be good all the time" just exacerbates obsessive self flagellation
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NO LITERALLY ME I HAVE OCD AND I ITS SUFFERING
any time i get an ask even on my ask blogs i get so fucking anxious
im always petrified to open DMs on websites w commissioners even tho that's the point
i saw people saying how if you say LGBT and not add a + or use the full acronym then its a red flag
and now ive spent the past few days agonising about it cuz fuck if i knew!!
and now im terrified of fucking it up or people thinking one way or another about it
and like that shit from 2016 or 2017 whenever it was on andans blog absolutely fucked me up
im still paranoid over it
i stopped looking at my dash and engaging w anyone
im finally actually looking at my dash again and it feels like im playing w fire
i think abt all the stuff ive grown from and dont do anymore and thought was normal when i was a minor because
i was groomed by anime culture
and i worry so much people will define me 10 years in the future using it because ive seen how people are even tho its not common at all
and not to mention the way people nitpick every single word you use and i have to make all my simple responses like
miles long to clarify every single thing i say in excessive detail so no one can twist it on me
god its so fuckin much i swear
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complaining