Im Always Petrified To Open DMs On Websites W Commissioners Even Tho That's The Point - Tumblr Posts

NO LITERALLY ME I HAVE OCD AND I ITS SUFFERING any time i get an ask even on my ask blogs i get so fucking anxious im always petrified to open DMs on websites w commissioners even tho that's the point i saw people saying how if you say LGBT and not add a + or use the full acronym then its a red flag and now ive spent the past few days agonising about it cuz fuck if i knew!! and now im terrified of fucking it up or people thinking one way or another about it and like that shit from 2016 or 2017 whenever it was on andans blog absolutely fucked me up im still paranoid over it i stopped looking at my dash and engaging w anyone im finally actually looking at my dash again and it feels like im playing w fire i think abt all the stuff ive grown from and dont do anymore and thought was normal when i was a minor because i was groomed by anime culture and i worry so much people will define me 10 years in the future using it because ive seen how people are even tho its not common at all and not to mention the way people nitpick every single word you use and i have to make all my simple responses like miles long to clarify every single thing i say in excessive detail so no one can twist it on me god its so fuckin much i swear msreblog text complaining