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I’m going to pass the day with some family and I’m already low on spoon, it’s not against them, I love these kids, they’re awesome and I want to be there for his birthday but I know I will feel horrible at the end of the day... And I can’t play with them as much as they want because I’m so low on spoon... (＞ｍ＜)
This is why I love let’s players and easy mode ♡( ◡‿◡ )
Anyone else with autism not great at video games cus of motor skills?
Even if some family members don’t agree with this, I’m not a failure for being unable to work 凸(￣ヘ￣)
Ah I hate my “brother” so much, apparently he have seen something on TV about autism and he come telling me that all autistic persons can work and that I have no excuse, I’m just lazy blah blah blah ヽ( ￣д￣)ノ
And usually when he decide to come bothering us, I go upstairs in my room but we were eating so I had to listen his bullshit (」＞＜)」
Because mister do not want to get informed about autism, he think he’s a expert because he have seen rain man and some stuff on TV ヽ(ー_ー )ノ
I wish to not be always tired like this, I want to do so much stuff but I don’t have any energy...
Being always tired is annoying but there’s also being bored... It’s just staying at home 24h/24 because we have no money to do anything...
And my diet is already limited by my sensory issues but now it’s also limit by money, Mcdonald is my ultimate safe food and for now I can’t count on it if I have a bad sensory day...
I just really want to go out a little more like we used to and being able to buy more of the food I like and some fun stuff too.
Like some new games or books and also new clothes, it’s be so long since I have buy new clothes...
We’re doing our best and it’s better than some times ago but...
I just wish it would be over already.
I would really like my parents to understand that changes easily lead to meltdowns for me. I'm just asking to be warned in advance ┐(￣～￣)┌
No matter what you can’t do you’re still a valuable person.
Just because there stuff you’re not able to do, doesn't make you less important even if some people think so.
Hello everyone !
First I want to say that I’m really sorry for the inactivity, answering ask demand a bit more spoons then just regular drawings and I barely have the spoons to draw.
But ! I’ll try to do better, I’m re-watching some let’s play to get me back on it, maybe I’ll play the game again too and then I’ll try to answer a bunch of ask and try to keep doing it at least once a week (but I don’t promise ^^’)
If you ever want to support me, I now have a ko-fi : https://ko-fi.com/O4O48YPY (actually it would be cool to finally have the money to buy the game) and if you do feel free to request a little drawing, it might take time but I’ll try to do it.
Well I think everything is said for now, bye ^^
“Most autistic people who are capable of formulating questions have frequently experienced the following scenario: We ask for information that we need in order to prepare ourselves for a new experience. Instead of answering our questions, NT people tell us that we don’t need to ask these questions at all. We just need to relax and stop being so anxious. The fact is that being able to ask questions, and getting clear answers to our questions, and thus knowing what to expect, are often the very things autistic people need in order to be able to relax and not be anxious. Asking a lot of questions about the details of a situation is usually not a “maladaptive behavior” that increases an autistic person’s anxiety. More often it’s an adaptive strategy that an autistic person is using to reduce anxiety or to prevent being in an anxiety-provoking situation in the first place. It’s very important for us to have thorough explanations and ample opportunities to ask questions.”
— Jim Sinclair, “Cultural Commentary: Being Autistic Together”
Summer is hell.
It’s too hot, my sensory issues are worst because of this so I barely eat and I’m even more tired.
Also I’m currently sleeping the day and staying awake at night to tolerate this a little more.
Can’t go on the computer that much too.
No matter what you can’t do you’re still a valuable person.
Just because there stuff you’re not able to do, doesn’t make you less important even if some people think so.
I have a little question
How much time do you think it will take to recover from multiple burnouts from a period of approximately 8-9 year that have leave me with very low level of energy ?
Because it’s been 4-5 year that I try to get better and I wonder if I’ll ever have a similar amount of energy that before all this.
When you want to socialize but you don’t have the spoons.
Still kinda mad that I have way less social spoons now because the vast majority of my therapists thought it was a good idea to make me socialize way more than I was able to.
Translating thought into word is more hard than usual and it bother me...
There are too many changes, especially bad ones, for the moment... Apparently it make me feel really unsafe and I think I can't do anything about it for now... Plus my toxic "brother" is more present at home, he's often super ableist with me and as much as I try to avoid him, sometimes I can't and just seeing him make me feel sick... I don't want to think about anything negative for now, it just make me feel worse.
