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Kazutora Angst

Kazutora Angst

Paring- Chifuyu x Baji, Kazutora x Baji? Warning: smoking, cigarette, getting high, death, jealous, spoilers,

Prompt: “Of course you guys could have been together, Sonic loved you from the start, He was just scared of his feelings, For all of his cockiness, He didn’t know how to act around you, And you know Sonic, He likes to run”

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“there is something about Amy part 3" by MASHED

Kazutora Angst

Kazutora could tell from how much Baji’s death hurt Chifuyu. He was surprised that Chifuyu wanted to help him. He never understood that part. I mean you would think Chifuyu, the guy who was best friends with Baji, would help the person who killed the person that was his friend.

It hurt Kazutora’s brain to think about it. He tried not to. He didn’t want to think of it like that. He didn’t want to think that maybe Chifuyu felt like he had to do this. I mean why would he. He never knew you till Baji left Toman for him.

He sighs as he takes a breath from the cigarette that was in his hands.

He was in his and Chifuyu’s place, more Chifuyu’s place then his. They both were on different couches getting high off their asses. He was too far into his thoughts to hear Chifuyu say something. The only way he knew that Chifuyu was talking was because his lips were moving.

He looked at Chifuyu’s eyes before taking another puff and holding it in a little longer and then letting it out. “What did you say, Chifuyu?” He asked. If this was any other time he would be scared to ask this. He didn’t want Chifuyu to think he wasn’t listening to him. He was just way out of his mind to even care what he was saying or let it process in his mind on what he was about to say.

“Kazutora, did Baji ever love me?” Chifuyu asked. Kazutora would have been stunned. He never thought Chifuyu would ask that question. I mean of course Baji loved him. Baji loved him more than anything in the world. It hurt Kazutora to know that because he wished Baji loved him like that. He wished he was Baji’s number one. So the thought of Chifuyu not knowing that for some reason made him angry. Like how could you not know. I mean Baji wasn’t ever good with his feelings or showing them correctly but that doesn’t mean that he didn’t love you.

Kazutora wanted to break something. Wanted to yell. I mean if he was in Chifuyu’s spot he would have never had that thought go through his mind. Only if Chifuyu knew how much Baji would talk about him to Kazutora. It made him jealous. He didn’t understand why. It just did. Maybe it was because he wasn’t his best friend or not. But it made him mad that Chifuyu would ask that question. It also made him jealous seeing how now that he thought about it Baji really only talked about Chifuyu and always wanted to hang out with him. Even when he was in Valhalla. When he wasn’t supposed to think or want to do those things.

Kazutora then takes another hit before answering. Oh how much he wanted to stop himself from talking. How much he didn’t wish Chifuyu asked that question when he was high like this. Chifuyu probably knew Kazutora had a big mouth when he was high. When he had no control over his words or anything.

“Of course Baji loved you,” He snapped. He wished it didn’t sound so rude. He could tell by Chifuyu’s expression that he surprised him.

“Huh?” Chifuyu asked, confused.

“Of course you guys could have been together, Baji loved you from the start.” Kazutora said. His fist tightened. He hated this feeling. The feeling of being second best. He hated that he was never the first for the person he loved the most. The person he thought that would love him like how he loved them.

“Kazutora, what are you say-?” Chifuyu was about to say before Kazutora cut him off.

“Baji was just scared of his feelings. From all of his cockiness, He didn’t know how to act around you” Kazutora said. He wasn’t even looking at Chifuyu anymore. He was looking at the wall. He felt the blood on his hand from him digging his nails into his palms.

“But you know Baji, He likes to run” Kazutora finally says after a long silence. He then took one more hit before putting the cigarette out. He then gets up. He didn’t want to stay in that room anymore. Not what he just said. Not with everything going on. Oh my the room was spinning for him. He just needed to get out and cool down.

He headed to his room before Chifuyu could say anything or stop him. He then locked the door before going and sitting down on his bed.

He saw the photo of him and Baji as kids on his night stand.

He really did love Baji but Baji never loved him the way he loved Baji. It hurt. It hurt Kazutora more than he thought it would. He never realized that these feelings would hurt so much. He thought they would go away. They had started after he killed Baji. He regretted everything he did.

He put the photo down on the side table since he didn’t want to look at it anymore. But he must have put it down too hard because when he did he heard the glass shatter. When he heard that, he knew that was the last thing that would trigger him. He felt the tears gather in his eyes. He just stared at the photo that was now broken.

He really was just a mess. A walking mistake. A walking disaster. No wonder his father was like that to him and his mother. No wonder why he ended up like this. No wonder why his life was like this.

He just laid on his bed and curled into a ball. He felt the tears slowly fall down. He just closed his eyes. He then reached under his bed. He then pulled out a stuffed animal tiger that Baji got him.

Baji said the stuffed animal looked like Kazutora since Kazutora had the tiger tattoo and reminded Baji of a tiger. Kazutora just took it, muttering thanks.

He has never let go of the stuffed animal. This was the one thing he brought to jail that they allowed.

He then pulls the stuffed animal close to him and closes his eyes, feeling more tears fall down his face. He just wanted it to end. He was done living like this. He never wanted to live like this again. He wished Baji was still here. Baji would have comforted him. Or would he.

Actually probably not. He would be out there with Chifuyu. Laughing and goofing off with Chifuyu. Not like he blames Baji. I mean he knew what Baji would want to do beside comforting Kazutora.

He just squeezed his eyes shut and pulled his body to a smaller ball. He wanted everything to disappear. He didn’t realize that he was slowly being pulled into a sleep. All he knew was that his mind was going hundred miles per hour and he couldn’t stop it.

Kazutora Angst

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Paring- Kazutora x Chifuyu x Baji

Warning- sad, angst, forgotten, ignored, left, spoilers???, cat, crying, cuddles, affection, food, poly relationship 

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Kazutora never thought of being in love with someone. Not after watching what his father did to his mother. He never wanted to be that kind of person so he tried to stay away from the feeling of love. The first person who made him feel like that was his friend Baji. His best friend. The friend that he fell for but his friend never loved him like that. Baji had loved someone else. It hurt Kazutora to know that. It really did but he never said anything about it. He didn't want to ruin what his friend had. No matter how much it hurt him to see them together. He always wished it could be him instead of Chifuyu. Baji was his first love and probably his last one too. I mean who would love someone like him. I mean he wasn't much to look at. He wasn't good with his feelings. He has a lot of baggage too. He didn't want to put that on someone. No matter who it was. But it does hurt. Seeing how they both are clueless about each other's love for each other. How they act with each other no matter who they are with or where they are. They just be themselves. Kazutora understands why Baji liked someone like Chifuyu. I mean Chifuyu was like a puppy to Baji. Always following behind him. Cheering him on. Letting him do whatever and sometimes joining in. Sometimes he just needs to leave them alone. He just couldn't deal with it. He couldn't deal with the feeling of not being able to breathe. The feeling of sadness and jealousy bubbled up in his throat because of it. The stinging feeling on his throat. The tears wanted to fall from his eyes. He never wanted to tell Baji this was how he felt. He wanted Baji happy and being happy was with someone else so be it. He would sell everything he has just to make Baji happy. He would sell his life to make him happy. To even notice Kazutora. He wondered why life was always like this for him. He never was allowed to be happy. It was like the world was after him for some reason. From how his family life was to what he did to go to jail then to the person he loves. Sometimes he wondered what if he just disappeared. Would anyone care about him or would they just shrug it off and ignore it? Would they try to look for him or just continue what they normally do? Would Baji be sad or happy that he disappeared? He did try this once. He decided to go and stay at a hotel for a week to see how Baji would react if he didn't tell him anything. Most people say he wouldn't notice but people don't know how close you two were or how you were always doing something in the house that they would notice. But the people were still correct. After three days he couldn't take it anymore and decided to head back home. When he went in he saw Baji and Chifuyu sitting on the couch laughing and eating. They didn't even notice him. They continued while Kazutora headed to his room and sat down on his bed. He just looked at the ground. He wanted to punch someone or something. To do anything to get rid of this feeling. The feeling of being forgotten, sadness, jealousy, anger, really all of his feelings. He was about to stand up till a cat jumped on his lap. He looked down at the cat. The cat was one of Bajis favorite cats. The one that he says was his and only his. The cat just meowed at him. Trying to get him to pet him. Kazutora then puts a head on the cat and rubs it softly. He didn't realize that he was crying till the cat started meowing more and rubbing against him. Almost like the cat was trying to cheer him up. All Kazutora could do was smile softly a little and continue to pet the cat. He whipped his tears and told the cat that he was fine. When he saw the cat look up at him that's when he knew the cat also knew that he was not okay. All he could do was bite his bottom lip as the tears fell faster. He felt the cat snuggle close to his chest. In an act of trying to show him that the cat was here for him and that it was going to be okay. He didn't want Baji or Chifuyu to hear his sobs. He didn't want to look weak to them. He didn't want to explain to them what he felt or why he felt like this. All he wanted to do was to go to sleep and pretend that all of this was not real. He just wanted this to be a nightmare. He wanted to wake up now. For everyone to come out and tell him it was a joke. But no one did. Nothing happened. He was still crying while the cat was trying to calm him down. He lays down on his back and puts the back of his hand on his mouth as he continues to cry. He heard the cat meow and walk on his chest and to his face. He then felt the cat give him kitten licks. He turned to the cat but when he looked he saw Baji's face, not the cat's. He just looked at Baji confused. He then looked around him. He saw Chifuyu beside him, looking worried. He was confused about where he was. He was just on his own bed with a cat. But now he is with Chifuyu and Baji. ¨w-wha? Where am I?¨ He asked and looked at them both. ¨You were having a bad dream, Tora¨ Chifuyu says and takes his hand. ¨Chifuyu couldn't wake you up. When he tried to, you would move away. So I took it in my own hands and started kissing your face.¨Baji explained and then Chifuyu nodes. All Kazutora could do was nod. He felt so stupid. Of course Baji wouldn't forget about him and leave you for Chifuyu. Especially since all three of them were together. There was no way either of them would leave him out of it.   ¨sorry..¨ He mutters softly. Chifuyu shakes his head. ¨ It's fine. Want to talk-¨ Before Chifuyu could finish Kazutora shook his head. ¨ I just want to go back to sleep.¨ Kazutora mutters before laying back down and getting back into the spot he was in beforehand. The other two both nod before going back to how they were. Chifuyu was buried into Kazutoras chest while Baji had his arms around Kazutora. Kazutora smiles before closing his eyes and slowly drifting back to sleep.

Kazutora X Chifuyu X Baji Angst

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3 years ago

Love Story (Sano Version) - Chapter 1

Cross-posted on AO3

Fandom - Tokyo Revengers

Ships - Wakasa Imaushi/Shinichiro Sano, Izana Kurokawa/Kakucho Hitto, Emma Sano/ Ken 'Draken' Ryuuguji, Keisuke Baji/Chifuyu Matsuno/Kazutora Hanemiya

CW - Fluff, Fake relationships, Crack, Humor, Family bonding, Alternate Universe - Everybody lives/Nobody dies

Summary - Emma Sano has returned from studying abroad. The Sano family must therefore have a reunion.

4 siblings

The oldest is always getting teased about not having a partner so he asks his best friend to fake date him for the family holiday gathering.

The aro/ace middle child of the family told the second oldest there is no way he'd ever get a partner so, of course, he asked (ordered) his childhood best friend from the orphanage to fake date him to rub it in his brother's face.

The youngest sibling has a partner. She and the middle child (with the help of friends) cause chaos by offering useless dating advice to their older siblings who are yet to realize that they are in love with the people they are fake dating.

The friends are tired of dealing with their family shit.

Ages

Shinichiro and Wakasa - 34 Izana - 27 Mikey and Baji - 24 Kakucho and Emma - 23

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"Absolutely not."

Shinichiro Sano fell to his knees, clinging onto Wakasa's shirt. "Waka, please! Omi laughed at me, and Benkei has a girlfriend. You're my only hope!"

Wakasa turned and walked towards the gym entrance, dragging Shinichiro behind him as he stubbornly held on. "I said no. Now get your ass off the floor. You're embarrassing yourself."

"Please! Emma and Manjiro are so mean to me every time we get together, and I don't have a girlfriend," Shinichiro tightened his grip, moving from Wakasa's t-shirt to his waist. "And Izana will be there too! I'll buy you all the lollipops you want if you date me for one week."

Wakasa yanked Shinichiro's arms off him, pushing him away roughly. "If you're so desperate, pay some random girl on the street to date you."

"But Waka, that's rude, undignified and embarrassing." Shinichiro crossed his legs and sat on the gym floor, pouting childishly.

Wakasa raised an eyebrow, "And this isn't?"

Shinichiro shrugged. "You've seen me do worse."

"The fact that you can say that with no sense of shame," Wakasa shook his head in disbelief. "Anyways, I'm not doing it."

"Please, I'll owe you for life!"

Wakasa sighed and massaged the headache forming at his temple. "I want monetary compensation. And lollipops."

Shinichiro immediately got up from the floor, hugging Wakasa roughly. "Thank you so much! I swear I will buy you anything you want."

"Don't thank me yet," Wakas shrugged out of the hug, already regretting his decision, "I'm going to make your pockets hurt."

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"Date me."

Kakucho looked up from the bookshelf he was browsing. "Pardon?"

"Date me, Kakucho." Izana's soft orchid eyes stared back at Kakucho's stunned face. "We're having a family gathering this weekend, and that little shit Manjiro said there's no way I could ever get a partner by then." He picked up a fantasy novel and began to read the blurb, but his voice continued. "Of course, I have to prove him wrong."

Kakucho blinked a few times, "So you want me to fake date you so you can show off to Mikey, out of pettiness?"

Izana wrinkled his nose. "Well, it's hardly pettiness when he's such a brat. And he and Emma bet on it." He looked up, noting the alienated expression on his friend's face. "Well?" He asked with a touch of irritation. "Your answer?"

"Do I have a choice?"

Izana shrugged, "Not really."

Kakucho sighed; This was going to be a long weekend. "Lovely."

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"Mikey! Open up, you little shit!" Baji banged on the door to Mikey's room, almost hitting Emma's face when she opened it.

"Come in and be quiet, idiot," she whisper-yelled, ushering him in and closing the door. "Gramps is sleeping, and I will destroy your kneecaps if you wake him up."

"Wow, I see you for the first time in, what, three years after you went abroad to study, and the first thing you do is threaten me? What cruelty."

Emma rolled her eyes but hugged him tightly. "It's great to see you again."

"Yeah, yeah, whatever." Baji pulled away from the hug, smiling

"Now," he turned to Mikey, who was peacefully snacking on the couch, "why the fuck did you call me here at 11 pm on a Sunday? I had to drive for half an hour, leaving my babies at home alone because you said it was an emergency."

"It is an emergency," Mikey said, ignoring his friends glare. "Operation cupid 4.2 is a go."

A wicked grin replaced Baji's frown. "When?" He asked, pulling out his phone to check his schedule. "It better not be on Friday."

"What's wrong with Friday?" Emma asked, sitting on the couch, stealing a dorayaki from Mikey's hand. One of the only people to ever do that and live.

"Friday is date night. We're going to take Tora to the carnival. He's never tried candyfloss, so if it's Friday, you better reschedule."

"It's on Saturday. Get Chifuyu and Tora to come too." Mikey wriggled around until he lay on the couch with his head hanging off the edge and his feet in the air. "Gramps thinks Chifuyu is an angel. He'll love having them. I'm pretty sure he loves them more than me."

Emma laughed, "Of course he does. They don't call him at 1 am to pay bail because they beat someone up."

Mikey pouted, which only made his sister laugh harder.

Baji decided to stay the night after a brief call to his boyfriends, who firmly ordered him not to drive in the night.

"They act like I'm a child," he complained to Emma. She was cooking ramen, and he and Mikey sat at the kitchen island watching her. "I'm a totally competent adult who can drive home in the dark safely."

"I'm sure they were worried more about any pedestrians than you," she replied. "Considering that you beat up a trio of smokers last time because they were 'looking at you wrong'."

"Didn't you crash into a lamppost one?" Mikey piped up, having dozed off in the middle of the conversation.

"Shut up!"

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2 years ago
30 Days With Baji

“30 Days with Baji“ 

Day 30. With Chifuyu

Day 0 - Day 29 >> part 1 | part 2 | part 3


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