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[7:54pm] dinner was set. he made it because it was mother’s day. your eight year old child loved to clean, so she told jungkook that she’d clean with him. maybe even for him. jungkook has always been proud of you both. he loves seeing the family like this. he never wants it to end. there was a vase, with daisies in it. your favorite flower. it was the flower that introduced you to jungkook. you loved that moment.

[4:57am] “i have never lied to you, but considering the fact that you never understood that, you still dont believe me,” she said, her tears starting to flow down. “it’s always been that way, i will never lie to you, jungkook,” she stated, moving to walk away. his hand grabbed her wrist. “jungkook, just... let me go,” she sobbed. he held her wrist, hesitating to do so, he moved her towards him. he grabbed her waist and pushed his lips on hers, smashing them together in such a heated moment.

“i love you, y/n,” he stated, staring into her eyes. he had some sort of spark in his eyes. it was like he was looking into an angel’s eyes. his angel. “i’m sorry.”

she looked at him, “i want to love you,” she paused, “i want to trust you, but i just can’t.” with that, she moved away from him, not daring to look back at him. they both left with sadness in their heart, tears pouring down their faces, and the thought of just losing their loved one.

[3:23am] laying on your bed, you waited for him to come over. he was a rebellious boy. he knew your parents were gone, afterall... he does live right next to you.

“y/n?” you heard someone whisper. you watched the door open and a figure soon came over to your bed. “there you are, baby,” the raspy voice said.

“jungkook, it’s three a.m where the fuck were you?” you questioned him for being late. he had told you he was going to be here at 11pm.

“i ran into a problem at home, i was trying to fix it,” he said. you gave him a look saying “really.” “okay, fine i might have fallen asleep,” he stated.

“how dare my best friend fall asleep before coming over, to fall asleep,” you said emphasizing the “to fall asleep.”

“sorry,” he said as he started lifting his shirt off and lifting the sheets of your bed you were already cuddled up in. it’s normal for you guys to do these sleepovers. and sometimes when you guys really are feeling it, you cuddle. tonight was one of those days. of course, he always have his arms wrapped around you somehow while you guys fall asleep. but you were ready for some hardcore cuddling. afterall, he was 3 hours late.

“jungkook, i want cuddles!” you exclaimed as you yawned. he climbed into your bed and wrapped his arm around you instinctively. you got closer to his body and wrapped your arms around his waist while setting your head on his chest. this was your way to comfort yourself at night. and it happens every night, you loved it.

[9:25pm] it’s like everything she was doing was wrong. to everyone around her, her friends... her family. she was almost a waste of space in her opinion. never had she imagined she’d be in a dark place this quickly. as she was approaching the end of her senior year at her university, it was all falling apart. and quickly.

“hey, baby, i’m home,” she heard from down the hall. her face lit up thinking about the figure who was approaching their shared bedroom. although, her face was stained with tears from just a few moments ago. the door was already ajar, because y/n thought he wouldn’t be home anytime soon.

“jungkook,” she grinned as he walked over to their bed.

“hey- y/n why were you crying?” he asked. you shook your head.

“i-i just feel so useless,” she stated. his body physically melted.

“y/n, baby, you are not useless, definitely not to me, you are special in your own way, you are different than everyone else. that’s why i fell in love with you,” he grinned, as he moved to embrace you.

“i love you too, jungkook”

[1:32am] she’s constantly talked about how everyone around her made her feel useless. made her feel like whenever she says anything, or nothing, she messes up somehow. she doesn’t know whether it’s a joke anymore or if they genuinely are just saying that she’s not doing anything right. for example, “y/n, you’re not doing this right,” or “stop, don’t say that,” when she was only joking around. the people around her know that.

sometimes she apologizes for “complaining a lot” to him.

“y/n, it’s good to let your frustrations out, especially through talking about your feelings,” jungkook stated. he understood, even he complains about his work life and his apparent non-existent social life.

“kook, i just feel like everyone around me just hates me, but when i talk about it, they state that i hate them, ugh, kook, why are my friendships and relationships so complicated,” you exclaimed as you put your head in your hands, hiding your face.

“it’s okay, y/n, i don’t hate you, nor do i think you hate me... i mean come on, you love me,” he grinned cheekily as he rubbed your back. you shook your head laughing. the stained tears already being wiped away by his smooth hands.

“i do love you, kook,” you said, opening your arms, waiting for an embrace. he happily obliged to your request. he gave a small peck to your cheek as you sat there in each others arms.