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Some TWs for mentions of meds and indirect mentions of covid
Hey,
First off, I know I don’t have much of a following here, but for those that are still here, I’m still here too. I apologize for my absence for over a month now, 2022 has been very rocky on this end.
I hope I don’t come off as pretentious because I’m certainly not the only one that’s been going through it.
I am also aware of the events happening in Europe right now and I hope I don’t come off as insensitive now or at any point in the future. I never thought I’d see the day when a war broke out, but I also don’t know what I was expecting. I hope this entire post doesn’t come off as insensitive.
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I started taking a new medication mid-January and, whether you have or haven’t been through that process, it’s a process. It actually just got changed again the other day so I’m back at it, but it’s going a bit better this time. (I say very lightly, it’s only been 3 days). It took a lot out of me the first time and I was not feeling well at all. But I am a bit better now. If you’re going through the same thing right now, stay strong and stick with it. It’s for the greater good.
Everything that happened with Jimin and then Taehyung, hit kinda hard. For a very long time I was just sitting with this feeling of “it’s only a matter of time before something serious happens to them.” Sure enough, Christmas rolled around and boom, 3 members down. Then Jimin had a very unexpected double whammy and that was scary. Coincidently, I still had that “matter of time” feeling (it’s very overwhelming) and for some reason, I kept thinking something was going to happen to Taehyung. Sure enough, you know the rest of the story. It all hit really hard. I know I’m not that only one in that either though. I’m glad the boys are all very strong and healthy. I’m glad to be seeing them back in the studio and back with each and I believe all the members heal each other in some way.
On a happier note, I made it to my birthday. I’m 19!!!! My birthday was February 15th and I had actually planned to make a little comeback and give you an update then, but unfortunately, Tae tested positive that day. I didn’t want to come off as insensitive about the situation, so I didn’t post anything. Idk, it just didn’t feel right to. I tried not to let it get me down though and it was a pretty good day. I waited to write this until we got the word that he was alright. So…. Yay!!!! My birthday and Taehyung is okay!!!!
Happy birthday Hobi!!! 🎉💜🥳
The vlives have been fun 😊
Holy shit!!!!! BTS coming to Las Vegas!!!!!! Good for them. Manifesting good health for the rest of 2022. Also can we talk about the fact that BTS are filling up 2 stadiums at a time. One with the actual concert and a live-streamed concert?!!!!!! Truly the greatest.
Anyways, those are the main things that have been going on with me for the past month. Sorry, again about the absence. I feel guilty for the people I interact with bc y’all need support too. Hopefully, things will get better and I’ll try my best to be here more often.
Let’s be happy and try to find the light. It’s not easy, but it’s always there and you deserve to find it.
playing with fire (part 1)
word count: 23k
fluff, smut (warning: age gap, infidelity, roommate’s father)
(series masterlist)
“is there any other way you could pay?” the woman behind the desk asked, stout and soft spoken with sympathy in her eyes.
she probably has to have this conversation with students a lot, tell them that their tuition payment didn’t go through or that they’re not eligible for government support.
or that the athletics department needed more scholarship money, successfully rendering you, one of the many photography majors on campus, unable to pay for your last semester of college.
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i don't even listen to seventeen like that but man i'm here. i'm here and i'm not leaving.
Oh no, he’s hot (k.m.g)
The first time you drove your very trashed best friend home was because you had a crush on him. All the times you drove him home after that were because…well, his dad is sexy.
or the one where you have tension with your crush’s dad at four in the morning and maybe secretly fuck while said crush is asleep on the couch.
ao3 | m.list | minors dni! | kindly leave feedback and reblog, i will kiss your forehead so fucking fast if you do.
WORDCOUNT― 8.9k
PAIRING― dilf!mingyu x afab reader
CONTENT― there is no daddy kink nor is there sub/dom dynamics involved with this fic, bottom(ish) mingyu, top(ish) reader, desperate smutty stuff, mingyu is in his 40s, reader is in her early 20s (in other words, age gaps be damned, you’re both adults.)
OTHER CHARACTERS― chan is his son and ur just gonna have to deal with that for the sake of having no unnamed characters
WARNINGS― Mingyu has an internal war over wanting you because his son also wants you. Another thing, this is entirely consenting, but mingyu does mention to stop and/or wait at one point while clearly acting against his own words.
NOTE― So uh, this fic is kind of a push and pull between morality and fucking because you’re horny. There’s some backhanded stuff about Chan but ill make it up to him in a future fic, i swear. Anyway, behold, the unedited dilf mingyu fic.
smut tags under cut::
― part two here!
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DannyMay 3 is reflection
indeed, this calls for a fucking fight. im mad MAD.
oh so we FIGHTING fighting huh?
The HoF is gonna go through 5 different crisis once they learn about Davrin's companion
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When your coworker is late to relieve you what do you do?
You make them buy your breakfast duh.