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hey cardiophiles! here's an audio I recorded recently that I wanted to share with you. <3
(I don't know if everything is alright with drive settings, let me know if you can't get access to the audio)
I wanted to try an experiment with my heart, I've been always told that my little organ is quite reactive, and I wanted to try some push ups and abs for ONLY a minute to find out my heart speed. It turned out to be SO. FAST. (I don't know the exact bpm tho, but it must be high) I was feeling my heart chambers opening and closing at the speed of a horse underneath my hand!!!! LUBDUB LUBDUB LUBDUB LUBDUB was all I could hear in my ears moving my whole body. Do you know this kind of strong heartbeat it almost affects your speech when you try to say a word? It was that kind. My breathing is also really heavy, I always feel like suffocating whenever I run feeling my heart pumping like crazy. 🥵 Around 1:00 aprox I laid down to feel my chest vibrating at each beat. It moved so clearly I could see my whole hand jumping up and down 😩 I was getting sssso turned on by it, fast heartbeats have something that I can't deal with 🙈 At the beginning of the recording you han hear some stomach growls too, and there's quite a lot of people who like it soooo, there you are ;) Also, towards the end I tried some breathplay, to add a little bit of extra spice to the situation, which caused a lot of sudden skips agggsjdvsh I love the sensation underneath my hand when you feel your heart is going to give out during this kind of pressure on it.
By the way, I don't own any stethoscopes :'( but I think the audio quality with my headphones is quite decent, isn't it?
Do you have any ideas on mind to try in my little pump? 🩺💓 She'll be happy when she reads your thoughts on this <3
I just had the craziest cardiophile déjà vu ever!!
okay so I came back to my hometown from a little break I took, and as soon as I got home I saw my little cousin playing with an old toy I used to play with when I was a child. He was running all around the house with a playmobil ambulance in his hands, with its little siren flickering fast. I just saw myself at his age playing with it, but in a cardiophile way instead... I remember it used to have a stethoscope for the doctors in a yellow emergency kit, also some rubber cables and masks for oxygen that you could switch on and off as you pleased. inside the ambulance there was a stretcher, and it actually had belts to tie your patient down!! I absolutely loved that part. my heart skipped a bit everytime omg. in fact, I remember having these kind of screens beside the stretcher showing heart rate, oxigen levels and blood pressure among others. You can't imagine how fun it was for my younger self to play with it, I didn't even know I was into cardiophillia then but I could play doctor with my toys for hours nonstop. OH WAIT THERE WAS AN ULTRASOUND TOO, with a blur image of a baby. it was from another set of toys, I don't remember much but I think it was from a vet? I'm not sure, I just remember using it in my cardiophile situations AHAHAH. No but seriously, let me tell you I was absolutely embarrassed every time anyone wanted to play doctors with me at that time, or even just watch me play! it just seemed so personal and private in some weird way to me at that moment. I would suddenly unplug every cable and steth attached to the toy's body just in case my parents came at the door. The thought gives me butterflies, I would immobilize my selected patient on the bed, tie them down as tight as I could and then stick all these little things in their plastic bodies, knowing they were gonna be monitored, and sometimes even practice some cpr and rescue breathing on the patient while they were being stethed. I imagined all kind of previous scenarios that wondered the question of "how did they get here?" or "what exactly made them end up like this?", and I just let my imagination take over. I'm realizing I was REALLY into this fetish and I just didn't know.
Anyway, just one more childhood cardiophillia memory... this should be a series ahahahaha
I've got a bad cold, and my heart's beating as strong as ever... Wish someone could be my doctor today, examine my chest, heartbeat, breathing patterns and take care of me as I'm taking my medicine to get well :')
I really crave heart attention
yesterday I could literally feel my heart pounding at almost 180bpm during a late night conversation with the girl I love the most. we were discussing how kinky we were, cause we're really open about both our kinks and stuff, and of course she brought up my cardiophilia thingy (cause she's probably the only person on earth who knows) and GOSHHHHH 🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈
when I tell you I was getting so excited by just seeing her talking about it, she wasn't physically there to watch obviously, and thank God we were texting, but I could feel my whole chest vibrate with each and every heartbeat, for almost half an hour or even more. I sometimes notice that she mentions something heart related to see my reaction, or she already anticipates my excitement towards it, in a really teasing/seductive way, idk it just drives me fucking crazy. she didn't even say anything sexually arousing in our convo yesterday but she just makes me so happy and I feel finally free to talk to someone who cares about me this deeply. I think I love her way too much. and she doesn't know I do, not in thaaaat way.
I wish my little reckless heart didn't fall in love that uncontrollably tho, now it's starting to beat fast again lol. I think I love being in love, my heart knows it all too well. <3
pd.: we're not even dating or anything, which makes this actually kinda painful because I don't know what to do to get over her, (as far as I know, she says she's straight, but when we're alone I swear to god I FEEL things that make me think she's not that straight 😭 I'm so confused tbh), but every little thing she does just turns me into a pink glittery puddle of love and I fall even harder for her :,) I think I'll just enjoy the ride while I can and let my little heart do its thing hehe
I love when my heart automatically starts pumping and messing around when I start getting important things done. I have to study for my exams and all I can focus on is in the way my chest moves under the pressure of procrastination. Like WHY???? now I just wanna lay in my bed and start playing with myself for the next two hours to the sound of my lil ticker, it has so much power on me it's getting embarrassing 🫣
today I dreamed about my girl, holding a yellow stethoscope against me while she whispered sweet nothings into my ear, listening to every little spot on my chest, every beat, every catch of breath... Her soft hands touching my skin. Her lips tracing paths around my neck. The way I would never stop smiling at her during the whole interaction.
She looked at me with her sparkling blue eyes and gave me kisses on my sweetest spots. My god, she looked so hot grinning at me after noticing my heartbeat speeding up at her sight. She's all I want, all I've ever dreamed of.
I'm starting to feel aroused just thinking about how fucking hot that stethoscope looked on her... I miss her so much.
These cardio dreams always make me feel heavenly 🥹
I'm currently chatting with a bunch of you, guys ;)
It makes me feel wanted, desired and really powerful, no wonder why!
I even let myself think of a new fantasy... Meeting with all of you in the same place without telling you there would be more individuals craving my body and my heart than just you. How would you feel?
Embarrassed?
Threatened?
Turned on?
Glad?
...
You take a look around to watch your rivals with lustful eyes looking at my chest, ready to eat me out bit by bit. Some of them wear a stethoscope, and take turns to undress me and put the bell in my chest, my heart speeding up each time one of you traces my skin. How many stethoscopes would I feel on my boobs? 5? 10?
The mere thought of being railed by all of you at the same time is heavenly. All of you desiring me, as I let myself get idolized, praised and humiliated.
I end up passing out on the exam table, and those great arms with big hands start giving compressions to my lifeless body, as your fantasy partners watch and get off to the scene.
One breath in... One out.
Another...
Feeling my chest, looking for life.
Some of you humping me while pushing my chest at a restless pace, leaving bruises all over my sternum.
I finally wake up to passionate kisses, fingering and waves of stethoscopes taking turns to listen to my own mess...
Another round?
I fingered myself for the first time today :'D
I felt really scared to do it before, and I just didn't want to try again because of the pain I had felt in previous attempts BUT I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELF!!!
It felt sooo good and smooth, not painful at all. My heartbeat was totally racing right after, I guess she was also proud of me ;)
I'll keep on exploring and finding more ways I can get my heart to beat higher as I reach to better orgasms... I'm excited!
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I just want someone to gently make love to me, taking my virginity away with slow kisses and racing heartbeat listens... I want to be a cute heart toy for someone to fuck :(
what would you do if I were naked in your bed with a stethoscope in my ears?
I probably had the best cardiorgasm today... 🤭
I wanted to try something new, I didn't know it was gonna turn out that way. So I just started searching for some of my favourite fast heartbeat videos out here, which never fail to turn me on. Here's where the fun begins: I didn't notice I had my bluetooth speaker on until I heard that heartbeat around the whole room, like a drum surrounding my bed. I was totally naked, closed eyes to the ceiling, imagining I really could listen to that heartbeat in real life, just like a superpower, humping my hips and touching myself to its pace.
It went on and on faster than each beat before, pretty much like mine at this point, when I had the craziest idea to put the speaker on my body, feeling each vibration on my own skin. On my heart, on my tummy... On my...?
Of course.
It was such an amazing feeling, cumming to a real heart beating on my princess parts...
I wish I could do it again sometime soon, when there's no one home to hear me moan 🫣 And maybe you could try too? 😉
Wow, your blog is so cute and sexy... I just read your post about playing doctor as a kid. And I couldn't help but think... how would you feel about playing those games with a real live patient?
Tying me down with straps like I'm in the back of your ambulance, and giving a *very* thorough examination. Every gentle touch just excites my heart more, and your little pump pounds harder in sympathy with mine... badump, badump, badump, badump...
Even just thinking about it, I can feel my heart pumping harder 💙
ohhh, such a pleasure to read!! honestly, I never quite thought about that before, playing the doctor part. I always imagined myself as a patient, but I'm liking this new point of view... I don't know what it is about this scenario being in an ambulance but I'm in love with it, me being in control of your whole body and actions while we're not seen... It would be soooo fun to recreate my childish games, not gonna lie
thank you for your ask, "cute and sexy" anon! keep writing ;) 🩺
I recently found out they sell stethoscopes in Shein, andddd not gonna lie my mind hasn't stopped thinking about buying a cheap one for a while... Probably they're just the ones used for not so serious situations, or cosplays and kids costumes. I don't think they'd have an extraordinary sound quality but- I just want to feel my heartbeat without weird stuff on my headphones for once, and I've always dreamed about the day when I would finally buy my first stethoscope since I was little.
What's freaking me out is that I live with my parents and I'm not that much at home to get the package directly from the deliverer so they don't know about it... AND THEY JUST DON'T LEAVE THE HOUSE EVER UGGH This scene feels as violent as buying a sex toy and my parents finding out lol, same reaction and same feeling for me.
I'll be gone for uni in September, and then I'll be alone finally in a residence with other students. They won't find out, but it's too loonnngggg. I can't wait that much, help me, I don't know what to do :(
feeling my heartbeat to all my inboxes and anonymous messages has me dripping wet... today all I could think of was pleasuring myself to every single one of you messages, rape threats, dream stething sessions and resus scenarios, oh my god... I'm such a whore to horny men in my dms 🙈 I love when my little pump gets the attention of hundreds of you at once, I love you.
my heart beats for all of you 💓💓💓💓💓
Does anyone else have this problem?
It seems to me that the times I am most "heart horny" are at night when I'm trying to sleep. It can be quite bothersome. Anybody else feel the same?
What is wrong with people?!
Just because this is a fetish doesn't mean I'm going to be turned on by you! I am not obligated to be turned on by you and you are not special if you get turned on by me just talking about turn ons.
Commission for FluffNStuff_BTS on Twitter !☺🤲💗💞
Am I wrong for this? I wanna just see if I can record my heartbeat during a panic attack. I unfortunately get a lot of panic attacks. Usually I start to think the worst when one comes along. I've tried things recently to ease my symptoms. I will have to potinetally speak to someone eventually about these. They do unfortunately affect my ability to do everyday life. Not only do I have panic attacks I'm also Neuro divergent and struggle to tell the difference between a meltdown or a panic attack. Also when these happen concern for other health problems arise as well. When really when I actually listen to my heart I find that's not really what's actually going on.
I have an irregular heartbeat I've had since the day I was born. I came out with a heart condition. I've had a heart murmur ever since. From what I can remember I had two holes in my heart, and a valve that wasn't connected. I also had a very low chance of living. The doctors gave me a 15% chance of living when I came out of the womb. I also feel cause of this I'm naturally drawn to heart beats, but specially irregular ones.
Anybody else in the Cardiophilia community that also struggles with DID?