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Synastry aspects and composite placements I had with someone that caused me weird emotional pain
Mars conjunct Pluto
I was the mars in this situation and this aspect is just a random thing to experience. It was the craving for just being near them. I would be bored for a while then I would see them walk in and I felt so fucking relieved. It’s one of those things I wouldn’t describe as a crush because crushes in my opinion have a different energy to them. Crushes are more like feeling giddy or wanting to hug or hold their hand yada yada. This was more of a feeling of yearning or not possesive but maybe idk tho. I wouldn’t touch them because I felt any physical touch from them would change my whole being. Yet that wasn’t to say that I didn’t want to hug or anything like that but more like I didn’t want to start something if I couldn’t act out whatever my body wanted. Idk if they felt the same way about me but even then I wasn’t going to allow myself to do something because I knew logically that me and them weren’t meant to be anything more than friends at most. At least at that time maybe never I can’t say for sure.
Their Eros in my first house
Now when I read up for eros in the first house synastry I was flabbergasted. You could basically sum it up as you will be attracted to this person and your body will let you know…For example we were listening to music like sharing earbuds and bruh. Explain to me why one song played and my body reacted…I had to hold down so many thoughts and stuff them into a box because oof. Let’s just say the sexual attraction was strong sometimes.
Their sun and mars in my fourth house (ic)
Now if you read up on my placements you would know that I am a leo rising so that makes my IC in scorpio. So imagine the house known for family, your private life that you share with your friends and family I think, and to some extent childhood. And my ic is in the sign of Scorpio. Which is fun
Composite Moon and Mars in Scorpio
You know how sometimes you read astrology post and you think hmm that’s funny because I kinda relate to that. Imagine really relating with a post but it’s a compsoite chart sitch. I would say you should read up on scorpio moon and mars in composite but I will leave that up to you. It is an interesting read. Let me keep this simple…sexual tension and repressed feelings. Now when you combine that with a capricorn venus somehow you become the main character in a period drama romance. Fun to watch but fucking intense to live through. I have a love-hate relationship with these intense feelings, because I am used to having all or nothing emotions so I am used to the intensity of these emotions that these placements evoke. However I can understand why people wouldn’t like to have these placements.
Anyways that will be all for now. Sorry for not really posting too much lately.