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A Jeon Jungkook fanfic, by jeonggukkiss. Tough | mom!reader x ceo!dad!jk with a little bit of reader x yoongi | smut, angst, fluff, slow burn, slice of life ! au series Warnings for this chapter: extremely unedited, semi graphic depictions of child birth, cringeworthy dialogue (forgive my very limited vocabulary), heavy angst in the form of reminiscing past memories, disgusting fluff, more to be added

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Chapter 1

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2016

"Are you sure, Y/N? C-Section is the best option given our circumstances! Look at yourself struggle!" The doctor advices frantically. Never had she seen a mother want to push, most mothers in these cases opted to just have the C-Section.

You powered through, closing your eyes and taking deep breathes. You counted to 10, and opened your eyes.

The pain made you decide.

It's going to be worth it.

"Doc, I'll push." The doctor, nurses, and midwife that were around you take an audibly sharp intake of breathe before looking at each other. She nods and got seated between your legs.

You shouted a gargle cry as the pain jumped up much higher than earlier, this time it was much longer.

"You can push anytime now, Y/N, your baby's ready to meet you." She smiles reassuringly at you, but you can tell the pity in that smile.

You went through the nine months alone. You went through the everyday struggle of the growing baby bump alone. Didn't even have a baby shower, well if your sister and you celebrating through shopping baby clothes using her boyfriend's credited was considered one. You packed the baby bag alone. You came to the hospital alone. Went into the delivery room alone.

A standby nurse acted as the man in the room as she held your hand and tried to reassure you that you're going to be fine. You went into labor for 22 hours, alone, with having only the nurses to check in, comfort, and entertain you.

You were alone, but you were alright.

The doctor told you to push. You started to push, screaming out, the pain becoming blinding white as you squeezed the nurse's hand, you heard her wincing before trying to help you push with her comforting words.

"You can do it, Ms. Cha." She rubs your head softly. She was old, old enough to be your mother. You look into her eyes and from that brief moment, saw the genuine support in them. You cry as you continued pushing.

You couldn't even feel the baby come out, the pain becoming nothing and everything all at once. You didn't notice that the baby's entire torso was almost out. Your tears blurred everything that was in your vision.

The baby won't have her grandparents to greet her.

"Almost there, Y/N! A little more!"

You screamed out and gave the strongest push you could as the pain started to lessen to a numbness.

"Time of birth, 6:32 in the early morning of September 1st, 2016."

A baby's loud cry came crashing through your eardrums as you slumped back onto the bed, exhausted and sweating. You tried to sit up straight but the nurse beside you pushed your shoulder back with a reassuring smile.

"They just have to clean her up. Stay still so we can check you for tears that need stitching. It's going to be okay." You're vision was a bit blurry, you feel lightheaded.

Instead of a nurse, you suddenly see your mom. And instead of disappointment, you see her look at you with a smile.

"E-eomma, are you here to see your granddaughter?" You say, suddenly you felt confused.

Your mother hated you. How could she have come to the hospital?

You blinked quickly before your gaze comes back to the nurse, her face contorted into shock and pity, she had the back of her hand to her mouth as she tries to stifle her breath, a few tears running down her eyes.

"Oh dear, you are so tough. The toughest out here." She sniffles and pushes the hair that had fallen onto your forehead. She smiles before leaning to whisper something into your ear.

"You're going to be a great mother." She smiles and pulls back before turning to the side. Another nurse places your daughter onto your chest, skin on skin.

She whimpers and moves around your chest, as if trying to memorize how it feels to be out and onto her mother's chest. As if she was waiting for this moment.

You finally came to your sense and rush your hands up to delicately touch her back. You sniffle as you watch her little body move upon you. You looked up and saw the nurses looking at the both of you in awe.

Your doctor came through and sat onto the end of the hospital bed.

"What's her name?" She asks in a sweet voice. She can't believe you've just gone all through that, alone with no companion with you. She had already known you're a tough woman, as she stares the way your hands softly hold your daughter's body onto you, she has come to a realization.

You are not only a tough woman, but you are now a tough mother.

"Nari, Cha Nari." You mutter softly as the little one starts to lay still onto you, sleeping with comfort onto her mother's skin.

Your eyes also start to flutter close as the doctor stayed by your bedside, acting as your guardian throughout your hospital stay. She knew how much you needed a companion. She even brought a camera to capture every moment you had with your daughter.

She had been your makeshift mother for the past 9 months. Always scolding you for eating little, scolding you for going to work when you were almost bulging with the bump.

All the worries a mother had for her pregnant daughter, she had for you. She had grown so fond of you.

"Nari, a lily flower? Oh, Y/N, you are so full of mysteries." She mutters in a smile as she captures this quiet beautiful moment with the camera. She intended on giving it to you, all of your pictures throughout your pregnancy were taken with it.

Every hospital visit, every change in the bump, every ootd, you had your doctor take the picture with her camera.

You wake a bit before relaxing while you stare your doctor as she takes Nari out of your arms and into a crib next to your bed, shushing her and patting her back as she was disturbed from her slumber.

The doctor then sat onto a chair next to your bed, placing her hand onto your cheek.

"Thank you, Doc, for being here with me." You say in a soft tired voice.

"Your mother will regret not being with you today, Y/N. You remind me so much of my daughter." She chuckles and giggle as you remember you met her daughter and granddaughter on your hospital visit.

"Yah! Doc, she's way prettier than me, she got it after you!" You giggle with each other as you both talk about everything on parenthood.

You weren't feeling tired, sure you felt so sore but it was worth it.

The pain was so worth it.

"You have to stay away from lifting heavy items, okay? Wait. Did you even weigh the baby bag you brought? Aish, Y/N, how can you carry this, it's almost as heavy as me!" Your doctor rambles on as she lifts the baby bag you brought with you.

You chuckle as you leaned into the bed, staring at your doctor as she rummages through the things you brought with you.

"Did you contact the father?" You stilled as she mentions him.

Nari's dad. Your ex.

Him.

"No, and I don't plan to." You seethe with despise and burn with anger. You cross your arms and huff, face blank of expression as you both stare at each other.

You didn't need him. You had Nari. You had yourself.

Your doctor sighs and turns to face you, hands on her hips.

"You have to, Y/N. It wouldn't be fair to him not to see her. You've kept this a secret for way too long. I know that your parents didn't react well, but trust me, they'll come around.  So I will say this today, and maybe everyday. Tell him, reach out to him, at least make him pay child support!" She says exasperatedly. You roll your eyes and pressed a button on your bed that lifts your torso.

You turn to look at the sleeping child next to you, oblivious to the world. You smiled softly and reach out to brush her small face delicately.

You pull your hand back and looked up to see your doctor looking at you.

"I don't even think he deserves to see her. He doesn't deserve to touch her or even be a feet near her. He left. He didn't want me. He didn't want anything to do with me. He left before I even told him I was pregnant. And to be honest, it's his fault that he never gets to see her. He didn't give her — me, us, a chance, whatever god is up there knew how much we needed him. He left, that's it." You burst. Tears running down your face as you gently sob into your hands.  You felt her hands rub your shoulders as they rock with each sob.

"H-he didn't even told me why. He just said he didn't get it. He said he didn't want to see me again. He said — he said—" Your own hiccups cut yourself off as you try to refrain from sobbing loudly, avoiding waking up the sleeping angel beside your bed.

Your heart ached thinking of him. The way he laughed, the way he smiled. How he held every part of you. Every single day you were with him, he reminded you how beautiful you were. That he was somehow blessed to even be with you.

He was everything you wanted and needed in human form.

After he disappeared you were a mess, a shattered version of the woman you once were. He was your rock, your anchor, your shoulder to lean on, the only thing that felt right in this world full of wrongs. But he didn't left you with nothing. No.

He also made you strong the next nine months after his departure. He made you realize who you really are. You stood on your own two feet, no rock to hold on to, no anchor to keep you at bay, no shoulder to lean on anymore.

You were Cha Y/N with or without him. Maybe sometimes you tend to look back on the path behind you in moments where you miss him, but you never even once do more than just look back.

Look back but never go back.

"Shhh, it's okay, I'm sorry for mentioning it, it's okay." Your doctor comforts you, feeling a bit bad for mentioning something you were keen on keeping secret.

"It's okay, I just... I hate him so much." You mumble as you wipe at your eyes. You pull back from her hug and stare at your beautiful daughter once more. You let out a shaky sigh.

"She looks just like her dad." You whisper as you admire her features.

Milky pale skin, you note that she got that from Jeongguk. But what shocks you is that most of her facial structures, well, her whole face screamed him, I think it's appropriate to say that she's her dad's twin.

The resemblance was so uncanny.

"Aigoo, stop, I can also see a bit of you in there." Doctor Kang assures you as she also stares at the baby sleeping peacefully in her crib. You spare a glance at the clock on the wall, 10:00 in the morning.

"Don't you want to rest for a bit?" She asks you. You stubbornly shook your head, you have to stay awake, what if Nari needs to feed? Or just wants her mommy? You were ready than ever to pamper your baby.

She chuckles at you. She turns on the television and you ask for your phone, which was inside the bag.

"Multimillion business empire CEO, Mr. Jeon, has now passed down the crown to his only son, Jeon Jeongguk. Today we will have a chance to interview 'The Heir' of the multimillion worth company." Said the news anchor.

The world stilled around you, with wide eyes you flash your eyes towards the screen and saw his face.

He changed so much.

"Mr. Jeon, how does it feel to practically be a king under Korea's biggest business and stocks industry? You're even only turning 20!"

The way he smiles. You noticed that it was dead, there was no life in his eyes unlike how he smiled in the past. His work was indeed stressful.

"It's very overwhelming, to say the least. But my father raised me for this..." You tune out the voice as your mind wanders farther down into memory lane.

Ah, Mr. Jeon. He was the nicest man you've ever met, well second to Jeongguk, always wanted you to be at dinner and teased you and Jeongguk over anything and nothing. His mom was the sweetest, treated you as if you were her own. His group of friends considered you as their friend as well.

"How about your love life? Women of all ages wonder! Are you still a potential bachelor?"

The way he shook his head, his hair flailing around with him. He's still a charmer.

"Not at the moment, I'm a bit busy continuing an empire." He winked at the camera before it panned to the weather report.

You let out the breath you were holding in before looking down.

This was the first time you had seen him since 10 months ago. However, you didn't expect to see him on television, all famous with so many cameras in front of him. Sure you knew their family was wealthy, but you never knew that they were wealthy enough to be addressed in terms of 'The Heir', a King and such.

You probably really didn't know anything about him, at all.

"Isn't that Jeongguk guy a charmer!" Doctor Kang gushed as she hands you your phone. You ignored her statement as you watch her listen to the news.

You opened your phone and sure enough, your wallpaper greeted you. It was of you and your 8th month baby bump. You smile before opening it, dialing a number you haven't dialed ever since then.

"Hello?" Rang through your ears was the deep voice you hadn't heard in what seemed like forever. You smiled lightly, memories suddenly flooding in your head.

"Oppa, it's me." You say in a smile. The other line went silent as you tried to stifle your giggles in.

"Y-Y/N? Y/N, is it really you?" You heard a rustling of things, a clang, a crash which made you snort a laugh, and deep breathes.

"Shhh, you're gonna wake up baby." You shushed him, being on speaker phone, you check at the still sleeping baby.

"Baby? Yah! Y/N! What are you saying?! Where even did you banished to?! You scared all of us, we literally thought you got wiped off the face of the earth! Where are you?! I'm coming to you." You heard a rustling of clothes, you assumed he was putting on that black coat you hated so much.

You sighed.

"Please don't bring anyone with you, and bring me a salad with no mayo, and the orange juice from that cafe we all used to go, and lots of fresh fruit, you choose, also, no one can know you came to see me." You say into the phone, Doctor Kang sent a thumbs up at you upon hearing the mentions of your food of choice, indicating that it was okay for you to eat.

"Okay, okay. Hyung! I'm going out! Yeah! Okay! Okay, where are you at?" You heard a jingle of keys as you imagined him getting into his car. He was a bad driver when he's trying to rush, and you knew he's rushing right now.

"I'm in Seoul." You answer timidly, nervous to say where you actually are, knowing how he would react.

"Y/N, don't be stupid, we all moved to Seoul a little after you went missing, and mind you, Seoul's a bit big to travel around by one person." He says and chuckles at your answer. You heard the car door shut before you find yourself staring again at your sleeping daughter. Doctor Kang was still watching the news.

She's so beautiful, your pretty girl.

"I'm in Seoul General Hospital, it was the nearest to my apartment, and I'm in the NICU."

"What?! Why are you in the NICU?! Y/N, what happened to you?! Are you hurt?!" He quickly reacts rather loudly, you had to raise your arm above your head, and even from there you can still hear him scream.

"Oppa, shut up." You hissed as you noticed slight movement from Nari, scared that she might wake up.

"Okay, sorry. But what did happen to you?" He asks frantically as you heard the turn signal turn on. You sighed.

"Just say my name at the front desk Cha Y/N, NICU, okay? Please drive safely, don't rush, you're a bad driver."

"Okay, I'm picking up your food, got it all pre ordered and then I'm going straight over there. I'll be quick and you better have an explanation for me. I love you." He says in the phone call.

You heard other sounds a car makes, not knowing what's he doing inside the car for it to make so much bangs and rustling, you just guessed he was really rushing.

"I love you too, see you." You ended the call and sighed, leaning forward, you reached to pick your sleeping angel to cradle her into your arms. Your motherly instincts kicking instantly as she snuggles into your arms.

"I- Y/N, was that, him?" Doctor Kang slowly approaches you as the news had come to an end, a new drama now on the television.

"No, it was someone important to me. Someone I can trust." She nods, not trying to pry anymore. Although you respected her, she still can't know who the father is, considering how much she gushed over him, there was a very slim chance she can take his side.

You slowly hushed the whimpering baby, tiny hands feeling you as if you were going to disappear.

"I have to go out for a bit, I'll be back late afternoon, okay? You take your time with your visitor. If you need anything, press that button." She quickly walked over to you and leaned over, kissed your forehead before going out the door, closing it gently.

You leaned back onto the propped bed, finally getting some alone time. The peace was quiet, the television was set in a low volume, still audible but not enough to wake Nari up. Your eyes skim across the room, catching Doctor Kang's camera bag now beside your baby bag, you knew she was going to give it to you but you never thought she was thinking about giving it to you now.

You smiled in gratitude before setting your eyes once again onto the small human cradled into your arms.

You smile as you release one hand and tucked the blanket under her chin, getting a good view of her angelic face up close.

Her skin was still a bit reddish, that was natural but you were now starting to see how pale she can be when she gets older.

Jeongguk's genes.

You roll your eyes with a smile before observing her again.

Her nose was so pointed, you had to thank Jeongguk for giving your daughter the perfect nose. Actually, you had to thank Jeongguk for the entire facial structure your daughter had, even though you hated him with your entire being, at least he contributed in making your daughter look like a literal angel on Earth. Her already full brows, her eye shape screamed Jeongguk, you only hoped she had taken after the color of your eyes. Her lips looked like a mixture of yours and Jeongguk's, you couldn't tell yet.

You slowly leaned down and kissed her forehead, pulling back you noticed she had a beauty mark under her bottom lip, another one of Jeongguk's. You sighed before leaning down to kiss her forehead again.

Everything about her reminded you of Jeongguk. It makes your heart ache thinking about him. How he was doing. Was he even eating well? You still worry about him as if you were still together. All of the moments you two had.

And that one intimate moment that had resulted in putting you in this position now. The moment that had helped create Nari. Whether you liked it or not, that moment was something you're grateful for. Not only did you experience so much, but it gifted you the best one you've ever received in your life.

Motherhood. It scares you. It thrills you. It hurts you.

It toughens you.

"Nari, my love, eomma promises you that I'll be your dad as well. Eomma will protect you and love you so much. Please never leave eomma, she needs you just as much as you need her." You rest your forehead against her while you whisper these promises, your heart feeling full, it might burst.

She gurgles in her sleep, as if promising as well. You giggle at her cuteness before humming a tune Jeongguk had often sang to you.

You know it all

You're my best friend

The morning will come again

No darkness, no season is eternal

"No darkness, no season is eternal, my Nari." You whisper as her hands moved to hold your cheek as you gently rested your forehead against hers.

The door suddenly opened making you look up to see the man of the hour thanking the nurse for bringing him to your room. You smile softly as he finally looks at you while the door gently closes.

His eyes widen, his mouth drops, his stance goes still; all in shock. Your smile widens as he slowly walks and reaches you, bags of plastic now placed onto the table near the door.

"Y-Y/N?" He stutters, still in shock as he takes in the scene before him. You in a hospital bed, and a baby wrapped in your arms.

"Hi, Yoongi oppa." You whisper to him, your smile softening as he reaches to your side, slowly sitting down the chair and leaning onto the bed, shock still evident onto his face.

"H-how? Why? When?"

You shrugged before giggling softly, not wanting to get into full detail. He furrows his brows at the lack of answers before shaking his head, now a soft smile onto his face.

He knew you were still the stubborn girl he loves.

"Are you hungry? I got what you wanted." He suddenly stood up, making a way to the food on the table before lifting the plastic bags then returning to you.

He placed the bags onto the floor in front of him before pulling out your salad, a fruit bowl, and a giant iced pomegranate juice you wanted.

Your mouth practically watered at the sight.

He set it all out in front of you, before sitting back onto his chair. You both looked at each other before he leaned in and softly put his hand on the back of your head, pulling you until his lips found yours.

He kissed you softly, you closed your eyes and just let him kissed you how he wanted, knowing how much he missed you.

Before you left 10 months ago, Yoongi confessed his feelings for you. You told him you can't return them because you loved Jeongguk. It was at that time where everything was turning dark, Jeongguk and you were constantly fighting, the group had never seen you two at peace.

Yoongi said it was okay, as long as you'd let him love you. You agreed, he was your best friend. You couldn't push him away, but you did grew distant in respect of your relationship with Jeongguk. For you, as long as he knew how you only saw him as a friend, knew his limits, then both of you were okay, there wasn't a problem.

For all these months, he was the most to spend time trying to find a way to find you, to contact you.

He loved you then, and he still loves you now.

His lips moved against yours softly, as if he was memorising how yours felt on his. He pushed a little bit harder before finally pulling away, resting his forehead against yours as the both of you took in deep breaths.

"She's Jeongguk's, isn't she?" He whispers at you, his eyes still closed as he tried to control his own breathing. You nod, his head following lightly with the movement of yours.

You pull back slightly, putting Nari onto her crib on the other side of the hospital bed before sitting back onto it, careful not to move too much.

He stills for a moment, before he dove back in and kissed you with much more passion, pushing your face further into his with his hand now that Nari wasn't in the way.

Restricting himself from going over his limit, he was mad. He was angry. He was burning with jealousy, too.

He steered the kiss, the pressure of his lips, the way h moved, he was telling you how much he missed you, how desperate he was to touch you.

You let him, slowly crashing down were the walls you had put up for the past 10 months as you silently cry into the kiss, tears running down your cheeks, missing him as much as he does.

You didn't know who to call, without him, he was the only one you trust and even after all this time, he never once questioned you. Never once turned his back on you.

He was someone you deserved, everyone knew that. Even Jeongguk knew that.

But you didn't know that. And that was okay for him.

You whimper into his mouth, your tears touching his cheeks as he cradles yours with his other hand while the one holding your head moved down to hold your nape gently. He bit your bottom lip as he pulled away.

"Y/N, I may not be able to control myself if we continue." He says in ragged breaths. You nod and try to regain back your own as the two of you stare each other. Your hands fisting his shirt under his coat and his onto your nape and cheek, foreheads resting against each other.

"You're still beautiful, so so beautiful after all these months, do you know that?" His two hands have now moved down to hold your hands in his, thumbs going over your knuckles as he raises them to kiss your skin.

You giggle as you landed a soft kiss onto his lips once more.

"And you're still wearing that ugly coat I told you to throw away." You snort as you pulled away and sit up straight, giving him an up and down with your eyes before rolling them.

He chuckles at your statement before reaching and pulling off the plastic lids of the containers in front of you. You shut up quickly, now eyeing the food that were all placed in front of you. You slap his hands away when he picks up a slice of mango and put it into his mouth.

"Oppa, that's mine." You groan while holding the chopsticks over your lap.

He laughs and leans in, jokingly biting the mango block and showing it you. You turn your head to him before leaning in, successfully taking the mango from his mouth with yours and pulled back, slowly chewing as you look at him smugly. He looks at you in shock before laughing.

"Wow, you've gotten bold, Y/N, I wanna see more of that." He winks suggestively at you before picking up a salad for himself.

You laugh then start to feast onto the food, realizing how hungry you were and this was practically brunch for you.

"What's her name?" Yoongi asks you with a mouth full of garlic bread, eyes onto the sleeping baby next to the bed.

"Nari." You try to say with a mouth full of lettuce. You chew as he smiles at you.

"You remembered." He says with a wide smile, gums showing and all. You nodded at him before picking up the fruit bowl.

Not really, but... You didn't want to tell him the other meaning of your daughter's name.

"Of course, dummy, who even gives a woman a lily flower on her period?" You sigh exasperatedly as he laughs, covering his mouth at the fond memory.

"I thought you meant the actual flower! How am I supposed to know you wanted lily tea!" You laugh with him and continued eating.

You finished the salad and now just sipping on your drink, feeling the freshly-squeezed orange juice soothe your aching throat, courtesy of screaming from the pain of pushing earlier.

A comfortable silence lands both of you, he reaches out to hold your hand in his, he can never get enough with touching you — he needed to touch you, it was what kept him sane.

"What do you plan on doing? Are you going to tell him?" He raises a brow at you, voice soft, careful. You sigh before leaning back onto your raised bed. Looking at him, you opened your mouth and said,

"I don't know, Oppa, I don't want him to know, not because I'm being petty, even though I deserve to be, but because he just simply doesn't deserve to know. He got me knocked up then he disappeared without even knowing I was pregnant. I tried to reach out to him before leaving Busan permanently, you know that. But he never listened, told me to stop trying to find him. He doesn't deserve to meet her." You say in a calm, serious voice. Yoongi was expecting you to lash out, to even cry of angry tears.

But seeing you like this, calm and composed with the whole situation, he realised that you had changed so much, and how much time he wasn't there to be with you.

He nods quietly before asking again,

"What about your parents?"

"Oh. They know, alright. I told them they were going to be grandparents and then they told me to never come see them again. It's fine by me, I'll do what they want, but if they want to see Nari? I can't do that yet." You shrugged, not really feeling anything, just a numb pain becoming of you. You push against it.

You have Yoongi, your best friend that you love so much, and you have Nari. That's all that matters.

He nods before kissing your knuckles once again. You smile softly. This is what you adored about him.

Yoongi never pushes, he lets you flow, lets you open up voluntarily because he knows you can't hide anything from him, he never takes advantage of anything. Yoongi wasn't selfish, wasn't greedy. He lets you do whatever makes you happy.

The silence was sliced through with a sharp ringtone, it startled you and him before he pockets his phone up and stares at the screen before questioning you.

"Y/N, do you want to see Jin-hyung? He really misses you." He looks up from the screen and turned the phone to you. Seokjin was requesting a video chat.

You thought about it for a moment, and to be honest, Jin was like your older brother, you trusted him a little less than how you trusted Yoongi, but nonetheless you still did. So you nod.

Yoongi smiles and waves at the camera.

"Hi, hyung." He places his free hand onto your blanket covered thigh and runs his thumb on it. Leaned back, you wait for Yoongi to talk.

"Yah, you stupid person! Where are you! It's Jeongguk's birthday today, and you took my car, why'd you took my car when you have your own!?" Jin hisses at the phone. Your eyes widen.

September 1st of 2016. Damn, even your daughter's birthday was Jeongguk's as well.

Why is the universe so keen on showing the whole world that Jeongguk is Nari's dad?

"Oh, uhm, hyung, I went to somewhere important, promise me you won't tell anyone. Are you alone?" Yoongi tries to peer onto the elder's surroundings before Jin said,

"Yes, I am, you dumb fuck, you took my car and now I'm in your room trying to find the keys to yours!"

"Hyung, pay attention for a bi- yah! Don't touch that!" Yoongi gently shouts at the phone, peering over the bed to see if it had disturbed little Nari.

You covered your hand to stifle your laugh and he shushes you playfully, taking your hand in his before kissing it again slowly, making sure Jin sees through the camera.

"Pay attentio- yah! Who are you with? You little — Everybody is getting ready to go to the party and you're with a woman! Yoongi, I swear to God if you—" Jin cut himself off as Yoongi now directs the camera at you.

You finally saw yourself on the small little screen, face bare and tired, hair down, the hospital gown showing a bit of your chest — in which Yoongi notices and puts a hand on it for cover, resulting a small giggle from you.

You smiled at Jin, who was shocked and staring into the camera. You waved and said,

"Hi, Jin oppa." You said in a sweet voice as Yoongi leans closer, pushing his face into view as you laughed.

"Y-yoongi, is that?"

"Yes, hyung. It's Y/N. Please don't tell anyone." You can see in the screen Jin nodding, still in shock, thousands of questions swarming his head at the moments.

"I'll be home soon, I just checked up on Y/N. See you." Yoongi reassured him, his hand still on your thigh, his head now on your shoulder.

"Okay. Y/N?" Jin calls out. You looked up and saw him already staring at you.

"Oppa?"

"I missed you."

A week later.

You carry little Nari inside the apartment, Yoongi behind you carrying everything you brought home to and from the hospital and everything you needed. 

You turn on the lights and saw that the helper you called last week had already come and cleaned up the place.

Before you rushed to the hospital, the place was a mess, you were a mess. When your water broke you instantly went into a panic, trying to get all your stuff before the contractions start, you drove to the hospital with no one beside you, saying you were going into labor.

You don't see the remnants of that chaotic moment in your home, it was cleaned spotless. You made a mental note to thank the helper later. Right now, you had to focus on getting Nari into bed before she wakes up for her breastfeeding.

"Have you set up her room, Y/N?" Yoongi asks you as he puts down the bags he was carrying.

He insisted on staying with you, although you kept declining kindly since you knew now Yoongi was a very busy producer, he said he'll make time for you as long as you needed. 

So he took a paternity leave, his coworkers shocked, thinking Yoongi was now a father.Well, he realized he technically was, he wanted to take care of Nari and planned to be her dad, make you his wife, and treat you both right. The real one was out of the discussion.

"She'll be sleeping in my room, oppa, her crib is already there and set up. You can just put the bags on the couch, I'll let her down." He nods and follows your order, you then continue on to your room, the white baby crib already next to your bed.

You set her down, making sure the crib was free of items that can cause her to suffocate if she moved, and that she wasn't sweating before getting one of the pair of the baby monitors you bought then kissing her forehead.You moved out of the room, leaving the door with just a crack so you can see from the living room.

Yoongi was already sitting in the couch, Doctor Kang's camera in his hands as he looks through the pictures with a fond smile. He looks up at you before patting the space beside him, making you sit. You leaned against his shoulder as he brings his arm to drape it across your shoulders, his free hand swiping at the photos in the camera. 

Pictures of you smiling, documentations of your baby bump, a video of Nari moving inside your tummy, everything was captured in there. 

Yoongi was looking at them with a fondness and regret. He wished that he was with you all throughout your pregnancy. He wished that he had found you sooner, to accompany you.

"You should've called me, you know. I'd be more than willing to spend the 10 months with you." He says as he stares at a picture of you and your small 3rd month baby bump, smiling as he observes.

"Oppa, I know that you're a busy person, if you weren't busy you're probably sleeping. I didn't want to bothe-" He cut you off with a kiss. You smiled and leaned into his shoulder a bit more.

"You're getting too much kisses, mister. I think I have to put a limit." You mutter into the kiss and he laughs, throwing his head back before holding your face with his two hands."As long as you're with me, I'll never get enough kisses." He kisses your nose before he reaches for the television remote and turned it on. 

You cuddle into Yoongi's warm body, wrapping your arms around his torso as he pulled you closer. His phone rang, he sighed before picking it up from the table. You placed your chin onto his shoulder, getting a good look of his phone. It was Seokjin again. 

"Yoongi, are you with Y/N? Where's my niece?" Jin's voice rang through the whole room.You chuckled and squished your face onto Yoongi's, hearing him grumble to disguise his laughter. Jin saw you through the camera and laughed at Yoongi's face.

"Aigoo, look at you two. Mom and dad vibes." You chuckle and Yoongi gave you a kiss on your cheek before asking Jin what he wanted.

"I was wondering if the boys and I can see her tomo-" You and Yoongi both sat up in frantic panic."You told them?! Hyung!" Yoongi hisses onto the phone, you bit down your lip nervously.

You didn't want them to know. Most importantly, you didn't want him to know. You weren't ready to face the rest of the group. You were scared.

"Of course not, I'm just asking if I can bring the boys with me to see Nari tomorrow but I think that's out of the window." Jin chuckles nervously as Yoongi stares angrily at the phone.

You knew how scary Yoongi can get when he's angry, which you rarely see because he's normally a goofball.

"Hyung, they can't know yet. Y/N makes the decisions here. We have to follow her." Yoongi sighs, anger subsiding quickly as you rake your hands through his hair, calming him down as he turns to look at you and smiles a weak smile.

"Okay, I'm sorry. I'm coming tomorrow to see you both, won't bring anyone with me. Do you need anything?"

"Oppa, can you bring chicken, and iced orange juice from the-"

"From that cafe you went to yesterday, hyung, and bring lots of fruits, I think her pregnancy cravings are a bit overdue." Yoongi jokes as he rubs your stomach, you wanted to eat fruit all the time, you didn't know why, you just craved it.

"Sure, anything else? What about Nari, what brand are her diapers? Does she have a specific milk formula or does she breastfeed?" Jin rants off as he stares into his computer.Jin was now a famous restaurant owner, branches scattered all over Seoul. You smiled at the memories flooding in your head.

Times when Seokjin and Yoongi were arguing in the kitchen which pasta to cook, Jimin braiding your hair and calling you pretty, Taehyung, Namjoon, and Hoseok playing a game on Jeongguk's phone while Jeongguk was playing on the game console on the couch.

You blinked and came back to reality when Yoongi tilts your chink up to make you look at him.

"Y/N, I was asking if you're hungry." He says in a soft voice, searching your eyes, looking for something that says discomfort.

"Are you cooking?" He nods and you say whatever was easiest to cook. 

He kisses your forehead before walking to the small kitchen, talking to Jin as he gathers ingredients.

You leaned your head back, closing your eyes and softly sighing.

We're all gonna be okay. You thought as sleep took over you.

Author’s Note:

eager reader,

hello! first chapter in (which btw is heavily unedited) and im already so excited for more! i hope u all feel the same as i do! tbh i think yoongi and y/n were absolutely adorable in this chapter esp with little nari in the picture, i was smiling the whole time i was writing!

this fic was originally intended to be published in wattpad, but i thought about staying on tumblr permanently, so here i am!

i would like to note, this story is set in south korea, seoul so there are romanized korean words !!!

each chapter (not all of them) are set in different timelines to depict a day in the life of nari and y/n! also this fic contains very unrealistic depictions of real life situations but who cares? it's a damn fiction, whatever goes, go. ;)

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Teaser for Tough’s Chapter 2:

"Gonna let daddy cum in your pussy like a good girl? Are you my good girl?" You nod and started to move with him, wanting to release the pressure in your lower abdomen, desperately.

… Does that answer your question? Lol!

A Jeon Jeongguk fanfic, by jeonggukkiss.

Tough | mom!reader x ceo!dad!jk with a little bit of reader x yoongi | smut, angst, fluff, slow burn, slice of life ! au series

Warnings for this chapter: semi edited, nari cries :(( , y/n also cries, angsty chap, yoongi cries too D: , stalker-ish jk, graphic depictions of being chased by a whole security team, besties... im scared to tell you this... hella sad breakup, yoongi says fucked up shit when he’s mad, scary situations that requires y/n & nari to move houses, y/n experiences a panic attack, more to be added

Chapter 3

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2019

"Nari, please stop making a mess of your food." You sighed at the 3 year old, who was silently crying while trying to eat. You picked up an already wet napkin to wipe at her chin, silently praying she stops crying soon or else she'll be too sleepy for the rest of the day.

She tried to cover up a sob but you heard it clearly. Feeling guilty for scolding her, you picked her up and sat her on your lap while the television idly played.

"I'm sorry, baby, really, uncle Yoonie, Hobi, Namu and Jinnie can't come celebrate your birthday today, but, you know, at least Eomma's here." You assure her with a tight lipped smile as you rubbed her back and pushed back her hair that had fallen to her face.

"No leave E-eomma." She cries into your chest as she hugs you. Your heart broke seeing your daughter miss her uncles. You wanted to cry with her. But this was for the best. You pray that this was for the best.

It would have been better if Nari grew up without any knowledge, memories of them.

You vividly remember the fight you and Yoongi had. Last week while Nari was asleep.

"You shouldn't have told me you wanted something more if you're going to act all entitled about it!"

"Entitled?! We're in a relationship and have a daughter that's turning three next week! I'm not being entitled, I am practically acting like your girlfriend because I am! And I act like this, it's because I care about you, Min Yoongi!" You snapped at him.

"Then don't suffocate me if you care about me! And daughter?! Nari is not my daughter! Mind you, she's Jeongguk's for fuck's sakes! You're always so clingy and-and just so suffocating to be around with, don't you have a kid to take care of rather than wasting time rubbing your affection all over me?! Or are you too much of an annoying loner to do anything other than that?"

And in silence, you hear your heart break again. For the second time since 2 years ago. But this time, the pain was doubled.

"We should've just stayed as damn friends." He muttered as he looked down, breathing heavily. The whole room was filled with heaviness. Your heart felt heavy as well.

You curled your fingers, feeling the hot tears streaming down your face. You didn't want him to see how weak he made you, so you aggressively wiped them with your palms and sniffled quietly before you looked up at him.

"Yeah.You're right, I—you know what? I think it's better if we're strangers again from now on. Don't come to visit me after this or I'll leave and you'll never see me and Nari ever again. I did it once, I don't see why I can't do it twice." You kept your voice steady as you try to keep your tears at bay. He takes a moment to digest your words, then looks up and quickly shakes his head, finally realizing his mistake.

He walks towards you and wraps his arms around you, regret eating at his subconscious. He sobs as he nuzzles his head in your neck.

But you didn't react, even though you wanted to hug him tightly and never let go.

You're not a fool, you were not going to allow yourself to be a fool. You ignored the red flags the first time with Jeongguk. You weren't going to again, this time with Yoongi.

"Y/N, I'm sorry, I-I was just stressed about work and mad and — please don't leave me, please I-"

"The door's right there, Yoongi."

You haven't seen or heard from Yoongi ever since he went out the door. You then told the 3 other men — as nicely as you can — that they were not allowed to see Nari too. They were puzzled, hurt even, and wanted to protest but they didn't. They knew they had to respect your decisions.

Even if it hurts them. Even if it hurts you.

Your heart was still hurting, very much, but you did everything that could distract you. You always focused on Nari but sometimes even looking at her hurt you. Every time you looked at her Yoongi's voice crashed through your ear.

"Nari is not my daughter!"

You shivered and blinked back to reality, realizing that your daughter had fallen asleep on your lap, her tears were drying on her supple cheeks. You sighed and leaned back onto the couch, grabbing the blanket beside you and covering you both.

This has become a routine for you both, Nari crying because she misses her uncles, you comforting her while trying to hold back your tears, her finally falling asleep on your lap. And when she was asleep, it was your turn to cry.

You finally let out a few tears, trying to reign back your sobs to not wake up the little girl sleeping. Before, you had everything under control, everything planned. How you were supposed to raise Nari all on your own. Now you regret all your decisions.

You shouldn't have let them meet her.

You shouldn't have let them visit her, or take her out.

You should've just stayed away. You should've just kept your distance.

You should've never called Yoongi in the first place.

You cry harder, remembering everything the two of you did. How every memory you had with your daughter he was always somehow in them all.

You missed him, but you weren't going to act upon it.

So you built up the wall Yoongi had broken down, built it up twice as high so that not one person can climb over it. Built it up so strong, not one person can make it kiss the ground. Only you and Nari were on the other side of the wall. And that's fine by you.

You rested your hand onto Nari's back and shushed her as she whimpered in her sleep, probably dreaming of the man she calls appa again.

She had trouble sleeping at night, she had grown accustomed to the man she knows by now as her dad sleeping next to her, with her mom on her opposite side.

"How are we supposed to celebrate your birthdays now, baby?" You whisper as you stare into space, hand combing her hair as she sleeps soundly against you.

You had planned to take her out with Janyeon and Areum today but Areum said that Janyeon had daycare today. Which reminds you...

You have to apply Nari for daycare soon.

You were nervous, she had never been around that many kids, only with Janyeon. But Nari was smart, like really, really smart. She started to understand Korean and English words at 2 because you talk to her in both languages, sometimes you even mix them both in a sentence. Although she still blubbers, she's familiar with a few Hangul characters and English letters. You taught her shapes and numbers, and so far she's getting the hang of calling out the different colors around her.

She has shown great intelligence at her age. It made you think she's secretly Namjoon's twin.

You know she can handle anything education related, but you're nervous about how she'll cope with the sudden change of environment for her. Nari's a very open person to adults, since adults were the only people she was exposed to, you didn't know about children though.

You sighed as you sat up, carrying Nari with you as you stood, you walked to the bedroom to carefully lay her down on the bed. You tuck her in and start to contemplate your choices.

Either a, you call the helper that stays with Nari on times you went out and make her watch her for a few so you can go and apply Nari for next month's daycare program. Or b, you can just bring Nari with you.

But she's sleeping right now. Stupid, you thought to yourself.

You stood up and went out the room, walking down the hallway and into the small kitchen, sitting down at the dinner table, you picked up your phone out of your pocket and searched for the helper's contact.

"Yes, Eonni?"

"Hey, I'm sorry to be a bother but, I was wondering if you can watch Nari today?" You nervously pinched and played with your bottom lip as you talked on the phone.

"Today? Really? Isn't it her birthday?"

"Yes, but she's asleep right now so I think we'll be going out late this afternoon. I'll be quick, I just need to run a few errands."

"Oh sure, I'll be right down."

The good thing about your helper was that she was always one call away, she literally lived two floors above yours.

You wait for the helper, leaving some money on the dinner table, and draping your coat on your arm as you get your purse. When she came, you exchanged a few words and laughed before you went out into the cold Seoul morning.

You walked a few blocks, crossed a few streets, and saw the playground near the daycare Janyeon goes to. And just in time to see Areum walking out onto the sidewalk. Her gaze mets yours and after being surprised, she smiles widely.

"Eonni! Are you finally enrolling Nari?" She reaches you and wraps her arms with yours, walking the same direction with you. You nod and she squeals in excitement while you chuckle.

"I've been telling you since I saw how she pointed at Hangul characters! And did you know she speaks a bit of English!? You got a gifted one!" You playfully scoff while trying to hide your proud smile as you both walk into the daycare, kids running around and screams of happiness were heard in a few rooms.

She obviously got it from me, you thought. You didn't have a whole wall dedicated full of your medals and certificates of academic excellence recognition at your parents' house for nothing.

"Hello, welcome! Are you two enrolling?" A teacher notices your entrance and approaches you both. Your sister shakes her head as she points at you.

"I have my son enrolled here already, he's in class Sunshine 2, Go Janyeon. My sister here is planning to enrol her daughter." She says as the teacher nods happily.

"Oh! That's wonderful news! Let me assist you to our director, you're just in time, we have a new program this winter." She walks you both through the colourful hallways, stopping at the only room that looked more professional amidst the child-friendly design the whole daycare had.

"Just sit there and he'll be with you in a minute." She opens the room and points to the two chairs in front of a desk. You both comply and sit. After a few moments the director comes in.

And my, was he something.

"Good morning. Welcome to Seoul Central Daycare, or in our words, a galaxy that holds the brightest stars of the future. I heard you have a star to enroll here?" The director greets you both in a deep voice, with a smile as he sits onto the chair behind the desk.

He reaches for your sister's hand to shake it and then turns to you, stopping a bit to stare at your features, before reaching for your hand, shaking it slowly with a soft smile.

"Yes, I actually have my son enrolled here, Go Janyeon, if you know him." Your sister starts. She figured you would be clueless how to handle these kinds of situations, it was your first time handling something that helped shape Nari's future, so she had to talk and she took first charge of the situation.

"Ah yes, that cute one has the most stars this week on his goodie chart, the daycare teachers love him." The director chuckles before letting your sister continue.

"Actually, my sister here wants to enroll her daughter, she's three years old, and she's very gifted." She nods at you and you smile, again holding back the proud look you had.

"Oh? And her name is?" He turns to you and once he looks at you, he smiles again.

"Her name is Cha Nari, and I'm her mom, Cha Y/N, it's a pleasure to meet you sir..." You trailed off, not knowing what to call him.

"Park Seojoon, but I prefer Seojoon, if you will, and the pleasure is all mine." He sneakily sends you a wink before smiling. You felt your eyebrows raise in surprise and you awkwardly smiled, looking down a bit as you were caught a bit off guard.

Woah, that was smooth but why do I have the sudden urge to laugh, you thought.

"Gifted you say?" He asks you, his smile never falling. Your sister notices the exchange and catches on to what the director was doing.

She stands up quickly, making you both look at her.

"I'm really sorry, but I have to go to do important errands, I'll be back to pick up Janyeon later. You can handle it from here on out, right Eonni?" She asks you as she heads for the door. You nod and she smiles and winks at you before she's out.

You turned back to the director but he was already looking at you, a fond smile on his face. You blushed, embarrassed, and then you cleared your throat.

"She's a very smart girl. Last year, she started picking up on the Korean and English language, and she recognises some Hangul characters and English letters, she's very good at memorization. Right now, I'm slowly teaching her how to identify colors. She's a curious girl, and is open and enthusiastic to learn one new thing every day." You say in a faint smile, feeling proud of how Nari was progressing every day.

"I see, and when can I meet this angel if you are going to enroll her here?" He asks as he places his chin on his palm, staring at you in awe.

"Uhm, when she starts daycare? I guess?" You shrugged and smiled confusedly at him.

Why is this man flirting with me? I'm literally just trying to enroll my daughter. The voice in your head exasperatedly comments.

He chuckles and leans back, his arms reaching down his desk and he pulls out a pen and paper. He writes down something on the back of it before speaking.

"Here's an enrollment form, the school banking information is in there, Nari's information, a copy of her health records, an emergency contact, a copy of her birth certificate and other requirements are stated there, it's fine if you pass this form and the requirements on the day you enroll her. If you have questions, numbers are on there as well." He passes you the paper.

You picked it up from his hold and thanked him before folding it neatly and placing it in your white tote bag. You stood up, him following suit.

"Ms. Cha, I would like to meet you again, not professionally, if that's possible." He rounds over the table to finally stand in front of you.

Huh?

Your brain short circuited for a bit.

You still for a bit, staring at his chest. He was so tall, taller than Namjoon, you could say, your head only meeting just a bit above his chest. You looked up and saw his eyes already piercing yours.

You stare at him and your knees straighten up, feeling just a tad bit intimidated under his gaze.

"You don't think I have a husband?" You ask him in a fake joking tone with a raised brow, hiding the annoyance in your tone, he tilts his head to the side before chuckling softly.

"Cha Nari, Cha Y/N, same surnames, most mothers use their husband's name on their child but I figured already. And you came here with your sister when most moms come here with their husbands or no one at all. I think it's safe to say that I'm asking a single mother for her friendship." He smiles and holds out his palm.

You smile and nod.

Where...

Does he get the audacity?

You were not one bit swayed with his attempts to flirt. You're a tough cookie to crack. He's up for a challenge.

"You're very smart." You pressed your palm into it intending to shake his hand but instead he brought it up to his lips, kissing your knuckles softly as a farewell. You chuckle lightly, a bit repulsed by the director's actions.

I swear if I don't get discounts on Nari's school fees, I'm gon—

"Do you give all your clients this kind of greeting?" You interrupt your own train of thought with a fake high pitched laugh as he lets down your hand and walks beside you out into the hallway.

"Only you, ma'am. Hard to believe, I know, but I'm a very professional person." He winks down at you. You scoff and shake your head laughing. He then stops in front of a board that was filled with one by one sized pictures, you look closely and see that it was pictures of mothers, their names and their kids' names under the picture.

Pick-Up Person Board.

"Now don't be surprised. We have this board here for safety reasons, this board determines who picks up the child after school. If the mother wishes to change the pick up, she can request to add another picture. Do you mind if I take one of you today? Since you're already here." He proposes as he whips out his phone.

You nod and he told you to stand by the white wall next to the board. You fix your hair a bit and stand up straight. You smile at the camera for a few shots, he was adjusting every angle so your face was seen beautifully.

You genuinely laughed when he started to playfully angle himself and shoot like a photographer to a model.

"You're a natural, Ms. Cha!"

"Pssh! You! Are! Crazy!" You continued laughing at him while trying to stay still, but your face was all wrinkled in a happy giggle.

He's not all bad, I guess, comes commenting your conscience.

When he was done he stood up and you learned from his shoulder on your tiptoes, trying to view the pictures but his height was making it difficult for you. He laughs and shows you the pictures.

"You look beautiful, don't worry." He says as he swipes on the screen. You scoff again, his compliments having no effect on you. Turning off his phone, you both continue to walk.

You stop at the glass doors of the daycare and you turn to him. He smiles down at you in a fondness you can't decipher.

"I'll be waiting for Nari, and you, Ms. Y/N." He says as he opens the door for you. You laugh and walk out the door before turning to him again.

"Expect us to come soon, Mr. Seojoon." You wink, flirting back subtly just for the fun of it, before bowing and turning back to walk out the daycare grounds.

"Mhm, confirmed, she has you whipped." The guard at the side of the glass doors shifted his eyes between you and the man still staring at your walking form.

"Damn right, Wooshik, that woman is a living goddess." Seojoon speaks like he ran a marathon. No woman had that effect on him, not even the mother of his 5 year old son that he's divorced with.

"I'd say, when I saw her walk into the gates, I was shocked to find out she's a mom. I mean, she looks so young!" Wooshik adds as your walking form has disappeared further into the streets of Seoul. Seojoon leaned against Wooshik's guard desk and sighed.

"Her sister said her daughter's a gifted one. I think the kid's got it from her."

"Hyungs!" Called a new deep voice. They both looked at the direction the voice came from and waved simultaneously.

"Taehyung!"

Wooshik calls over the newcomer. The younger one came through the daycare's gates and stopped in front of them. He was carrying a grocery bag. He smiled and did their usual handshakes and hugs before going back to where he stood.

"You should've arrived sooner. There was a goddess who came by a little earlier before you." Wooshik nods his head at Seojoon, who was smiling at his phone.

"Goddess? Who?" Taehyung laughs as Seojoon practically swoons over his phone, fanning himself. He turns the phone to Taehyung, whose smile dropped and a shock expression now on his face.

"Her name's Cha Y/N. And she's by far the most beautiful woman I've ever seen in my life." Taehyung stares in shock at the elder's phone, he mindlessly drops the grocery bag he was holding

"Taehyung, you okay buddy?" Wooshik asks at the younger, who continues gaping at your smiling face.

"B-But— how? When?" He stutters out as he grabs a hold of Seojoon's phone. He studied your picture and swiped, seeing more of you, laughing and smiling.

"I told you, man, she was here earlier, enrolling her kid or something." Wooshik shrugged and turned to Seojoon.

"She was here to enroll her kid, and she said that the child's gifted, very smart from what I heard." Seojoon says, a smile never fading from his face. Taehyung nodded in silence, still and even more shocked. He picked up his grocery bag, and bid goodbye to his hyungs. Before he left though, he shouts by the gate of the daycare,

"Hyung! Do you think you can send me that picture?"

And then back in the dorm.

"I'm telling you, hyung! It's her!" Taehyung follows Jin around the place, screaming at the eldest as Jin tries his best to ignore him.

Everybody was wondering what's got into Tae, they had never seen him so panicky and loud unless it's his usual nonsense or something really important.

"Taehyung, she's gone. As far as I know, she left Korea. Stop believing lies." Jin simply and calmly answers the younger with a lie while he cooks. He knew what Taehyung is saying is true. But this is the best for all of them.

"Jin-hyung! Ugh! Why won't you listen to me! She—" A ding from his pocket cut him off. His eyes widen as he fumbles around, and picks up his phone.

"It's her! I'm telling you it's her!" Taehyung screams just as soon as the three other men come inside, Yoongi and Jeongguk still asleep. Jimin laughs and sits down on the dining table, waiting for breakfast to start.

"What are you on about, Tae?" Jimin asks as soon as Taehyung stands at the head of the table, looking like a CEO ready to start a board meeting.

Taehyung got out his phone and placed it onto the table.

"I found Y/N." He says as a matter-of-fact as the others went to look into his phone. Jimin gasps and picks up the phone.

"What the fuck?! Is this really her?!" He asks as he stares at the picture on his phone. The woman who was smiling beautifully at the camera. Namjoon and Hoseok looked into the phone and then looked at each other, a sheer panic expression painted on their faces.

Jin turned around and cleared his throat just as soon as Yoongi came into the kitchen, followed by Jeongguk.

"Why is it so fucking loud this morning?" Yoongi grumbles as he walks over to the coffee maker.

"It's Y/N!" Jimin shouts. Yoongi stills and almost dropped the cup in his hands. From the corner of his eyes, he saw Jeongguk's head perk up at the mention of the woman. Yoongi turned around, cup forgotten on the counter.

He, Jin and Jeongguk approached the table. And they all leaned over to look at Taehyung's phone.

Everyone in the dorm was stuck in silence as they stared at your picture, a beautiful smile painting your face as you stared at the camera.

Another message came in, it was from Seojoon again, and it was a video. Jimin clicked it hurriedly and your face popped into the screen.

"You're a natural Ms. Cha!"

"Psssh! You! Are! Crazy!" You laugh as you try to smile at the camera but fail as you giggled loudly.

Seojoon Hyung: Isn't she the most beautiful person you've ever seen? I'm in love >.<.

A small chuckle was heard in the room, breaking the thick tension and silence. They all looked up to see Jeongguk smiling coldly.

"She's still here." He says as he watches you laugh into the camera.

It was so strange for him to hear your voice again. He didn't know what he felt. Anger? Regret? Sadness? He couldn't tell. But he prays he never sees you.

He prays your paths never cross each other again.

Or else he might not be able to stop himself.

"Seojoon? The one that owns the daycare down south?" Namjoon asks as he saw the message. Taehyung nods.

"He said she'd enrolled her kid there."

"She has a kid now?!" Jimin screams in shock. Jeongguk laughed in an obnoxiously loud way and the whole room quieted.

"She's a mom now. Wow. Happy birthday to me then." He shrugs as he walks to the counter to get his morning cereal.

Yoongi's eye twitches in annoyance. Hoseok, Namjoon and Seokjin looked at each other warily.

But they knew they couldn't say anything, they had to respect your choices. Yoongi quickly whips out his phone as well and makes a quick text.

"Okay, uhm, let's just eat breakfast." Jin says as he turned off and took Taehyung's phone from Jimin and handed it to the owner.

"But Y/N—"

"Clearly doesn't want anything to do with us. Leave her be, Taehyung." Yoongi cuts in sharply. Taehyung bowed his head and Jimin shut his mouth.

They all missed you, wanted to see you, ask how you were doing. Jeongguk too, though he didn't want to admit it.

It's better this way.

Yoongi: Wear a mask every time you go out. Pollution is getting worse these days. It's safer that way.

You read the message Yoongi sent you and sighed. You picked up the mask you had brought with you and wore it, covering your nose and mouth with it.

It was the first attempt of his to reach out to you. But you were disappointed. You expected more from him. You weren't surprised though.

"Guys! I'm home." You call as you step into the apartment. Taking off your shoes and coat, Nari comes from her playroom screaming.

"Eomma!" She happily jumps at you and you catch her. You laugh as she fills your face with kisses. The helper follows behind her.

"Thank you for watching her, lunch next week? My treat." She smiles and hugs you warmly in response.

"Sure, Eonni, happy to watch her anytime. See you again Nari!" She bids farewell as she steps out of the apartment. You pick up Nari and walk to the couch. It was lunch time now and you hadn't cooked anything yet.

"Nari-ah, what do you want for lunch? Mommy hasn't cooked yet." You ask her as she runs around the living room.

"Chicken! Chicken! Chicken!" She screams as she runs around in circles. You laugh at her, knowing later she'll be tired and sleepy after she eats.

"Go grab your shoes and coat, baby. We'll eat out." You tell her as you got up to grab yours. She follows you to the coat rack and shoe rack, she steps on the baby step stool to reach for her stuff while you reach yours.

"Need mommy's help?" You looked down at her as you shrugged your coat on again. She shook her head and continued to put on her sneakers, only calling for your help to tie them.

You grabbed Yoongi's beanie that he left on the rack and put on Nari, and a black mask to cover her nose and mouth, solely because she gets allergies from the cold.

You strapped on her bag that was filled with her things and went out with her into the wintery Seoul.

You hold her hand as she skips along the sidewalk next to you until you stop at the chicken place you both go to. You led her in first and closed the glass door behind you.

"How many people?!" Shouts the waiter at the back at your arrival. It has always been like this, they cook in the back and you have to shout out to get their attention.

"Two please!" You shout at the waiter in the back as you waved at her, notifying where you'll be sitting.

There weren't too many people today, probably because the weather's freezing. But Nari enjoyed winter, she loved snow even though it caused her to sneeze all the time. She loves being out when it is this time of year.

"Here you go, the usual?" Your waitress comes with lemonade and glasses before asking. You nod at her with a smile and she nodded. It was only a while you had waited and next thing you know your food was here.

You and Nari ate noisily, she sat in her high chair next to you and played with the crayons the staff gave her. You both laughed and you comfortably talked to her how you would to your friends, it was your strategy to help her learn both Korean and English.

"Nari, what part is this?" You ask as you hold up a thigh part from the chicken platter. She giggles and grabs it from your hands before munching on it.

"Tae part." She laughs with her mouth full trying to say thigh but you stilled as you heard the words fall from her lips.

Tae. Taehyung.

You shook your head, it's probably a baby thing, saying things out of nowhere. You paid it no mind. You continued to eat like your daughter hadn't said your old friend's name that she doesn't have any knowledge of.

"Nari, do you wanna go to school? New experiences, honey. Learn new stuff and maybe even play more?" You brought up the subject as she sips her sippy cup where you transferred the lemonade.

"Play mommy?" She asks you as she looks up, her big doe eyes and lips glistening. She looks so much like Jeongguk. She was so beautiful.

You nod and brush her hair. She smiled at you with barbecue sauce all over her mouth. You laughed and wiped them off with a napkin.

Little did you two know that someone was watching you out the door as you both ate.

"It's her. It really is her." Taehyung whispers as he stares at you in awe, noting how much you've changed.

"She got prettier." Jimin gushes as he stares at your face, noticing how much you've matured in the last few years. Taehyung nods in agreement.

They had both followed you here. Jin sent them out to get take out for lunch. They were on their way to a dimsum shop but stopped when Taehyung saw the familiar color of your coat when you rounded a corner. All thanks to the picture Seojoon sent him.

And when you leaned back to call at the waiter, they finally saw her.

They saw Nari.

"Oh my fuck! Tae! There! That's her kid!" Jimin pushes the other as he jumps, pointing at the cute baby, face messy from all the barbecue sauce.

Nari looked up from her chicken and saw the jumping man outside the shop. She laughs cutely and you look at her confused.

"What's so funny, baby?" You ask her as you follow her line of vision to the outside, but nothing was there.

"Jump!" She says as she continues to chew on the chicken meat. You chuckle at her wild imagination as the waitress brought more rice.

You spoon fed her the rice, knowing she was just going to snack on the chicken and ignore the rice. Just exactly how Jeongguk does. She picked up his traits more than yours.

"Nari, after this, do you want to go to the park?" You ask her as she chews more. She nods and smiles at you, teeth stained brown from the sauce. You laughed and continued to eat.

"We have to tell Jeongguk." Jimin says to Tae as they went into the dimsum shop. Taehyung stares at him weirdly and falls in line.

"Why? They broke up years ago, Minnie. There's no point." Taehyung shrugs Jimin's proposal without a care, following the line to the counter as the shorter man follows beside him.

"But, did you see how old the kid looked? Probably about 3 or 2 years old." Jimin continues. Taehyung looks at him, curious about what the older man was trying to say. He cocked a brow and beckoned him to continue.

"What if it's his kid?"

Taehyung laughed loudly, startling the people in line with him. Jimin smiled apologetically and kicked Taehyung's shin lightly, making the younger stop from laughing.

"Jimin, don't be stupid. She can't be Jeongguk's daughter. If it was then she would at least reach out for child support." Taehyung says as he crosses his arms on his chest, looking at the shorter man.

"I don't even know anymore, Tae. You know what, let's just go order and go home." Jimin nods, shutting down the idea quickly as they rounded up the counter.

"Come again soon, you two!" Said the waitress as you and Nari walked out the restaurant, hand in hand. You waved and walked forward, Nari skipping alongside you.

As you rounded the corner towards the bus station, you suddenly saw so many people in front of the street you were about to walk, each having a different item in their hands. Cameras, lights, mics and reporters and many more surrounded the area and you pulled Nari up to carry her, scared to lose your daughter in the sea of people.

You pull both of your masks up and walk silently, trying to stay camouflaged in the crowd.

"Mr. Jeon! Happy birthday! May we have a minute of your time?!" You heard a reporter shout far behind you.

You gasped in shock and like your body had a mind its own, turned around to the other side of the wide street to see a man, clad in a formal suit and tie walking out the building, the reporters swarming the area as security tried their best to distance them.

Jeongguk.

He looked... pristine. Like a protected gem. His hair was slicked back as he nodded and smiled charmingly at the reporter, who tried hard not to swoon.

He looks up for a second, feeling something off, before he skimmed the area and then, all of a sudden,

His eyes met yours.

You squeak before hurriedly dashing off, trying your best to run with Nari in your hands. It was a good thing you weren't wearing heals today. Or else that would be the cost of your downfall.

"You! Hey! Who—" You heard him shout distantly but before he had the chance to run to you, his face was being shoved in microphones and cameras.

You ran and ran, feeling your knees burning from running while carrying Nari's weight with you. But you didn't stopped running.

It wasn't long until you heard multiple footsteps behind you, so you tried your best to confuse them with your directions, rounded all corners and avoided familiar crosswalks until you reached your apartment complex, noticing how the footsteps behind you seemingly so distant now, they lost you somehow.

You ran straight to the stairs, ignoring the people in the open elevator that stared at you. You placed Nari gently on the ground as you reached your apartment door.

You fumble with your pocket for the key and opened your apartment door. You ushered Nari gently inside and quickly followed, locking it and peeping through the peephole. You closed the curtains and turned off the light, you were suddenly grateful you put the shoe racks inside the house or else the people outside might know you're home.

Nari stared at you curiously, wondering why all of the sudden her mom had run back home when you were both supposed to be going to the park. But she just watched you, she's very smart to sense something was wrong and kept quiet.

You looked down at her and sent a panicky smile, putting up a finger against your lips as you signaled her to be quiet.

You then heard a group of distant footsteps from outside your door. You quickly looked into the peephole just in time to see a group of men looking around outside your door.

You stifle a gasp. With fear coursing in your veins, you quickly hold on to the lock of the door. You then see the tallest of them pull out his phone and look like he dialed a number, he didn't bring it up to his ear though.

"Did you find her?"

"My apologies, Mr. Jeon. We lost her. We also asked the building's staff if they had a tenant under the name..." You froze at his next words.

"Cha Y/N."

They knew you. They knew who you were. And they saw you with Nari.

They were trying to find you.

You distinctly heard the other voice on the phone sigh.

"That's fine. Seoul's not that big for me to search. And she can hide all she wants, I'm going to find her sooner or later." The person on the phone chuckles and the guard agrees.

"Yes, sir. We'll try our best to find her. We've already got the area scouted." Your eyes widen in shock. You looked down at Nari now silently playing with her dolls in front of you, not seeming to want to leave your side.

How were you going to go out now?

It was a good thing that your apartment was under your sister's name, Go Areum, it saved you at this scary moment.

You peeped the peep hole again and saw that the men were now looking at your door. You refrain from squeaking in fright as you remembered a person can only look through the peephole from the inside. You prayed silently to whoever was up there for a miracle.

"Kim Jisoo, you should leave before we get sued for trespassing on paid and protected properties. But keep the place under surveillance." Says the voice from the phone. You sighed in relief and continued to listen.

"Yes sir, follow through, boys." He says and ends the call. He signals the men to leave, making him the only one left in front of your door. He looked down the hallway.

"Cha Y/N, I know you're here. I'm going to find you." He silently says in the empty air, taking a moment to study every door in the hallway, before turning and leaving.

You sigh and finally slumped back to the wall. You breathe in heavily as you start to relax.

"I have to make a plan." You look at the floor before you look at Nari. You had to get her out of here, it wasn't safe for both of you to stay here now that Jeongguk knew your whereabouts.

Jeongguk was not going to stop, especially since he sent those men after you. He must've had a reason why he wanted to find you.

You shut your eyes as you thought of a plan to get Nari out the building without you coming out with her. You think and think until a plan finally finalizes itself in your head.

You pulled out your phone from your coat and dialled his number, even though it was against your will, you had to. To keep Nari safe.

"Yoongi oppa?"

"Y/N? How are you? Do you need anything? How's Nar—"

"Oppa, I'll answer your questions later, but please, I need your help." You shakily say as you feel your hand tremble from the nerves.

You glanced at Nari starting to lay on the floor again, wanting to sleep from being full and having her energy spent from all the skipping she did earlier. You held up your phone to your ear with your shoulder as you picked up Nari and laid her on the couch.

"Sure, anything, what is it?"

"Can you come by and pick up Nari, bring her to my sister?" You say as you went inside to your room and brought out a duffle bag. You started out by getting Nari's clothes, all her belongings.

"What!? Why? Are you leaving again? Y/N, if this is about our argu—" You sighed, cutting him off.

"No, this is far more important than our argument. Please, oppa, just help me." You were on the verge of crying as you rashly folded Nari's clothes into the duffle bag, making sure everything fit so you can pack more of her needs.

"Then— fine, I hate it when you're being secretive. What time should I come by? I'm in the studio right now so it might take me 2 hours?" You heard his fingers clicking a keyboard.

"Perfect, just as long as you come. Bring no one with you, make sure no one can recognise your face. Act subtle." You advised him as you started to pack a few toys that your daughter can't live without.

"Fine. Y/N?"

"Yes?"

"I'm sorry."

"I, oppa... Just— just come, please." You ended the call before your tears escaped your eyes. You sobbed as you then brought the duffle bag to the living room, packing up Nari's diapers and bottles. You squeezed everything inside the duffle bag.

You couldn't bring the wheeled luggage, it was too eye-catching. So this will have to do. You can bring the luggage out once Nari wasn't in the apartment.

You took your phone again and sent a text to Areum.

Y/N Eonni: are you free today?

AreumUgly: Yeah, what's up

Y/N Eonni: Meet up with Yoongi and take Nari to mom and dad's

AreumUgly: Why what's wrong, you were fine this morning

Y/N Eonni: I'll explain later , can you do that for me?

AreumUgly: Sure sure, just text me the deets.

Y/N Eonni: okay, thank you. I promise to explain everything later.

You finished packing the duffle bag, but you weren't finished with your plan. You checked into the living room to see if Nari was still sleeping, which she was.

You then went back into the bedroom, crouching under the bed and pulled out the box you promised to never open up again years ago.

"Just this time. This. Time. Only." You say to yourself as you open the lid and see what once was your obsession.

Hair products. Different dyes, tons and tons of large bottles of hair dyes. There were a few extensions, but that won't help you.

You looked at your healthy, brown hair and sighed. You had to completely change your hair since it was the only thing they saw of you.

You picked up a large bottle of bleach considering your waist-length virgin hair, a 30 volume developer, and an almost grey shade of lilac hair dye.

This was the best option.

Jeongguk knows how your hair looks in different shades of blond and red. But not this. You've never tried lilac.

"Just today. After this, you go back, Y/N." You warned yourself as you pulled on the gloves.

You changed into an old tattered shirt and looked at the time. You then started to bleach your hair, wasting no time as you hurriedly applied the product down and up the length of your hair.

It's true when they say old habits die hard. You were coloring your hair like how you would three years ago.

You coloured everyone's hair. The boys' more especially, they loved having their hair color changed ever so often. Your sister had also become your muse back then. You loved it when you were bleaching and dying a person's hair. It was your kind of talent.

After you had set the bleach in for 20 minutes in two sets, you then proceeded to color your hair in the dyes you chose. After letting that set for another 30 minutes, you went and rinsed. You weren't surprised with how well the color lifted on your hair, it was grown out and was free from chemicals. You blow dried and brushed your hair and looked into the mirror, observing yourself.

Honestly, you admitted you could've done better, the lilac wasn't that lively so your hair looked all smokey gray with just a tint of lilac. But vanity wasn't important here.

Escaping from Jeongguk was.

You brushed a hand through your hair, sighing as it laid in front of your eyes. You were trying to escape your obsession with hair dyes because you had almost fried all of your hair off from dying it too much all those years ago.

You went into the living room, seeing Nari still asleep on the couch, you didn't take off her coat since Yoongi was taking her out again. You put on a beanie on yourself, as the cold chilly winter air was starting to seep into the apartment.

It was 3 in the afternoon when Yoongi knocked on your apartment door. 20 minutes after his arrival he was out the door with Nari, the duffle bag on his shoulders. 30 minutes after his arrival, he and Nari were probably in his car and you were now packing the luggage, filling it with your clothes and more of Nari's needs, folding everything into tiny pieces for more space.

You got your white tote bag and checked to see if all the things in it earlier were still inside before you slung it over your shoulder.

It had all happened so fast.

After you were done, you changed your normal brown coat into a jet black one. You changed into black slacks and a gray turtleneck, before taking off the beanie and putting your hair into a low ponytail, letting your long fringes frame your face at the sides.

You knew Jeongguk still thinks that you hate your hair up considering how much the guards knew so much about you, of course he must've told them how you always looked like.

But you were one step ahead. Jeongguk may be a CEO, business wise, but you were a mother, streetwise. You were the smart one when it comes to being sneaky, well, you're actually just really smart in general.

You were closing the lights and were about to leave the apartment, luggage in tow, when you heard a ding from your phone.

AreumUgly: got Nari

AreumUgly: *photo attached*

It was a photo of Nari and Yoongi inside your parents' living room. Nari and Janyeon were sitting on each of Yoongi's thighs as your father had his arm over the man's shoulders and your mom was smiling in the back as she was holding up a pot.

AreumUgly: Eomma's cooking dinner when we got here, you should hurry

Y/N Eonni: On my way

You stepped out and locked the apartment door. You checked your surroundings before you walked, wheeling the luggage you had and went inside the elevator.

You got out of the apartment and made sure to act natural.

The sun was setting as you walked, giving you its remaining light to make you feel safe as the sidewalk was still a bit crowded. You waited on the bus stop, adjusting your mask as the bus rolled in.

You sit on the singular seat, not wanting to be next to people.

Every moment since you walked out your apartment, you were walking on your tippy toes, observing everything and anything before moving cautiously.

You were alert, more so than usual. Ever since you became a mom, you always have to be up on your feet.

You leaned your head onto the bus' window, watching the scenery outside. You wished your life could just magically go back to normal.

Just you, your daughter, and no Jeongguk.

But fate said none of that. Here you were, a newly dyed-haired single mom on her way to her parents' town, running away from her CEO ex-boyfriend who was the father of her 3 year old.

"Y/N! My child! Oh goodness! What happened to your hair?!" Your mom rushes to you as soon as you walk in the living room. She runs her hand through your hair, looking in disbelief at your now smokey lilac hair.

"Please sit down, Eomma, I'll explain everything." You pulled in your luggage. Yoongi noticed your presence and stepped in quickly, taking the heavy suitcase from you.

You thanked him quietly, you knew he was stealing glances at your hair, but he didn't question it.

"Eomma! Hair!" Nari screams as you step into the living room, rushing to you.

She pulled you down by your hand and started to run her hands through your soft silver locks, making you chuckle. You pulled her into a tight hug, kissing her forehead as you wrapped your arms around her tiny frame.

"You're safe now, baby. Mommy missed you, though." You pulled back and pouted playfully at your daughter, making her giggle and kiss your cheek.

You smiled tiredly and stood up as Nari went back to play with Janyeon in his room.

"What do you mean safe? Y/N, what's going on?" Your father asks you as you finally sit on the couch. You sighed and looked at the two toddlers, making sure they were busy with playing.

Yoongi sat next to you while your parents and sister sat in front of you both.

"Jeongguk, he knows I'm still here." Yoongi's brows jumped and he leaned in.

"How?" He asks softly, noticing how shaken up you were.

You feel your eyes glisten with unshed tears, and when Yoongi puts his hand on your thigh like he always does, that's when you burst into tears. He quickly wraps his arms around your shaking frame and comforts you.

"Nari and I went out to eat for lunch, then when we were walking, you know the wide s-street where all the large corporate buildings were?" You try to say as you hiccup, Yoongi's hand rubbing your back. They all nod and wait patiently for you to continue.

"There were press everywhere, apparently J-Jeongguk was there t-too, he saw me and N-Nari, so I picked up Nari and ran. He s-sent guards a-after us, so I-I ran through different streets and I avoided crosswalks, when I lost them, I ran b-back to the apartment, but they arrived as soon as I locked the d-door." You sobbed into Yoongi's shirt, feeling the man press a kiss onto your head as he shushed you.

"That's why you wanted Nari out of the building." Your sister says in realization. You nod and sniffle before continuing.

"One of his guards called him and they spoke literally in front of my door. He told t-them to have the building under surveillance. They were roaming o-outside my hallway when they mentioned my name." You slowly calmed down as Yoongi continued to ease your shaking body.

You wrapped your arms around his waist and leaned down to wipe your tears onto the sleeve of his shirt, knowing he wanted you to do it. That's how he knows you're calming down.

"Did they see what you looked like?" Your mom asks, making you shake your head as an answer.

"No, but they know my hair color and what my coat looked like." They all nod, now knowing why you had suddenly changed your hair, and why you weren't wearing your favorite brown coat.

"Oh my Y/N, you must've been so shaken up. Let me make you tea, okay? Try to relax. You and Nari can stay here as long as you need." Your mom stood up and kissed your forehead, you nod and watched her go to the kitchen.

You felt Yoongi's arms tighten around you, pulling you closer than before. You looked at him and saw him looking down on the floor.

"I'm going to kill that bastard." He says in gritted teeth.

"I'm bailing you out if you ever do." Your father quips angrily, making you and your sister let out a laugh a little. You leaned back as your father stood up as well, following after your mom to finish making dinner.

"I'll go check on the kids, you should calm down first, Eonni." Your sister says as she left you and Yoongi both on the couch, going into the kids' room and closing the door after.

Yoongi leans back with you, now resting on the couch as his arms are still wrapped around you. You sighed and closed your puffy eyes as he ran his hands through your hair, admiring how the color suits your complexion completely.

"Your hair suits you." He says softly. You smile and leaned closer till your forehead was now onto his shoulder.

"Really? I thought brown was my superior hair color?" You say in giggles, finally calming down as your breathing returns to normal. He airily chuckles.

A moment of comfortable silence looms over the both of you, before he speaks again.

"Am I forgiven though?" He says as he leans back to look into your red eyes. You studied his face a bit before nodding. He sighs in relief and smiles at you.

"But we're just friends now." As soon as you said those words his smile faltered. His brows furrowed and he looked at you before laughing.

"You're kidding. You're still my girlfriend, you're just getting back at me." He said and he shook his head, laughing airily again.

You felt your eyes glisten again, your silence making him look at you in all seriousness, disbelief and heartbreak written all over his perfect face.

"Y/N, no. Please no." He said as he saw that you were serious.

He felt his heart shatter into a million pieces.

You shook your head as tears fell down your cheeks once again.

His own tears cover his cheeks as well as he sobs, shoving his face into your shoulder as you both cry. He shakes under your hands, body rocking as his sobs escape him.

You pull him back, seeing his face red and blotched with tears. You wiped them with both of your hands before he caught yours in his, intertwining them.

"Y/N, please don't do this to me. I can't lose you. I can't lose both you and Nari. P-Please, I love you and I need you both. Y-You're my family, I—" His own sobs cut him off, making him bury his face into your shoulder again.

You shush him, crying silently as you comfort him the same way he did to you earlier.

"You were right, oppa, it's better this way." You comfort him, holding him as he shakes his head.

"I wasn't mad at you, baby, I was just s-stressed from work, I-I didn't mean to take it out on you, I didn't mean to say all those, I'm sorry, Y/N. P-Please, don't leave me." He cries into your shoulder.

"Oppa, I still love you even if we're not together. You're someone I know I can count on. I trust you. You're my best friend." You assure him as you rub his back, not wanting to cry anymore.

As much as it pains you to do this, you knew you had to. It would save you and Yoongi from future heartbreak. You love him, wanted to be with him and marry him, probably have more kids. You can see a future with him. But this was the right thing to do.

Focusing on Nari was your top priority. Maybe when the time was right, you and Yoongi could have a chance.

And if that time comes, you hope you're ready to love him with all of your heart again.

"Y/N, I love you. Don't do this to me." He begs you as he looks up from your shoulder, shaking hands coming to hold your face. You shook your head and smiled at him, feeling your heart ache.

"You know I love you forever, whether you're my best friend or my boyfriend or even my enemy, right?"

He nods and leans his forehead against yours, shutting his eyes as he cries silently.

"You know you're still an important person in my life?" He nods again.

"That will never change, Yoongi."

Your parents watched you both from the kitchen, your sister was also watching you both from the crack of the door.

They love Yoongi and treat him as if he was your husband, a member of the family. And seeing you both like this, it broke their hearts.

It broke yours.

"Eomma, sing?" Nari asks as you finally lay next to her on the bed in your old room. Yoongi lays on her other side as he drapes an arm around her torso, cuddling both of you to him.

He didn't want to drive all the way back home, your family also insisted he stayed here for the night. It was also technically still Nari's birthday, so you let him.

You scoot closer, wrapping an arm around her torso as well and you sighed. You closed your eyes and started to pat her thigh, lulling her to sleep just like every night as you started to sing.

"Hoping for more good days

If you believe me then say one, two, three

If you believe then say one, two, three

Hoping that everything will change when we say..."

You trailed off, waiting for Nari to say the next words. When you heard nothing, you opened your eyes and saw that both Yoongi and your daughter had their eyes closed. You smiled and kissed their foreheads before lying back down and closing your eyes.

"You're still the singer I fell in love with." Was the last thing you heard from Yoongi before sleep took over you.

Ring! Ring!

Came from your phone making you jolt awake. You looked at your wall clock near the door. 3:12 midnight. It seemed fairly dark outside, the moon was the only light coming from the window.

You were annoyed, disturbed from your sleep, because of being a light sleeper, it peeved you. You untangle yourself from the two sleeping people, grumbling as they were moved. You looked at them and saw that Nari was now all snuggled up into Yoongi's chest and Yoongi was hugging her.

Well, that's one good sight to see waking up. You smiled and leaned over to the bedside table.

You picked up your ringing phone without looking at the caller id, grumbling as you tried to wipe the sleep off your eyes.

"Who is this? Don't you know that it is very rude to call in the middle of the night? People have to sleep, you know." You snapped at the phone.

"Y/N? Is Yoongi there with you?" Jin's voice rang through your ears as he talked. You then quickly apologized and said yes.

"Y/N, listen carefully, if you're at the apartment, you have to leave now, Jeongguk—" Jin's voice got cut off as another contact was now calling your phone. You sighed in annoyance.

Why is everyone calling in the middle of the night?!

You click hold and answer before talking.

"Hello? If this is someone I know, I'm trying to sleep, can you gu—"

"I'm going to find you Y/N." An oh so familiar voice talks, cutting you off in complete silence. You almost dropped your phone in shock.

"Who are you? How did you get my number?" You tried not to stutter and remain calm. You knew who it was, you just wanted him to think that you didn't know any of his plans yet.

"Still naive you are, I see." He chuckles. Your nervousness was now replaced with anger, but you didn't let your emotions get the best of you.

You gripped your phone in your hands as you open your mouth to speak.

"Listen here, kid, I don't know who the fuck you are or what kind of prank call you're doing, I'm a mom and I could beat the literal fuck out of you if I wanted to but I'm smarter than that. If you ever try to harm me or anyone I love, you're gonna have to face me and my lawyer in court, dipshit. So stop calling me, you fucking weirdo." You snapped at the phone and ended the call before he had the chance to answer.

You looked at the screen and noticed Jin already ended the call and just sent text messages. You sighed in exhaustion, feeling the adrenaline flow out of you as quick as it came. You ignored them, planning to read and answer them all in the morning.

You laid back down on the bed, and as soon as Yoongi's arms wrapped over your torso, you quickly fell asleep.

Meanwhile, Jeongguk was in his room at the dorm, sitting on the chair of his desk as he stared at his phone in pleasant surprise.

Who would've known you had it in you to be a bad bitch?

He rarely ever heard you cuss before, he only saw you angry twice and it was a scary sight. When you were around them or when you two were alone, you have always been an innocent good girl.

Maybe he had underestimated his knowledge about you. He was the naive one to think that after all these years you wouldn't have changed one bit.

He was so wrong. He was now starting to doubt himself, doubt his plans to find you and bring you back. But he knew one thing for sure.

He wasn't going to stop. He was going to find you, no matter how long it takes.

And meet the little one that he so badly wanted to know who's the father of.

Author’s Note:

supportive reader:

AAAAAAA IT IS FINALLY TUESDAY SO HERE *gently puts chapter 3 onto your dashboards* ok so the next chapter will be in a more past timeline so no yearly flashbacks to Nari and Jeongguk's birthday ;(

but I hope you all enjoyed seeing Nari's past birthdays in the meantime :)

Jeongguk acting like this is creepy but uhm a bit hot? Wtf im so fcukedup anyways

so sorry for the unrealistic hair color scene i know that achieving a light lilac hair tone in one day is nearly impossible with virgin dark hair but since it's fiction i say whatever happens happens heheheehehheehheheheheheheeh

Also So Sad we aren't going to see YoonY/N anymore

:( or are we? O.o

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golden daddy | jjk

Summary: Jungkook’s tired of you seeing him simply as your best friend’s brother, so he decides to show you exactly who he is. Best friend’s brother AU!

Pairing: Jungkook x Reader

Genre: Smut

Word Count: 6.3k

Warnings: masturbation, use of sex toys, exhibition, dirty talk, mutual masturbation, overstimulation, cumplay, daddy and baby girl kink, penetration, dom!Jungkook, sub!reader, rough sex, cunnilingus, slight degradation (use of slut), spanking, anal play, squirting, creampie

A/N: Hey there demons, it’s me, ya girl, fucking around and updating twice in one day cause im w i l d and have no control. Let me know if you enjoy it, let me know if you hate it too idk i need feedback (and friends ᵘʷᵘ). It’s half 3 in the morning cause i’m a mess™ and so this is barely edited rip

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