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the bondage of the ivy around the throat makes it feel so ticklish, it stops the breath. it’s the euphoria that comes in death. those final thoughts, how dreamy it all feels. the last little tremors up the spine and down the button. what does it see? does it see the light everyone speaks of? the clouding darkness? or is it just like a sweet little dream. no more pain, no more dreary thoughts and tears. only the pure bliss of resting upon the earth’s soil. to decay amongst the mushrooms and flowers, it’s delicious. the skin and bones, they aren’t bitter as you’d think. it’s the cycle of becoming anew, being one of the aura that surrounds the blossoming of the body. nothing wastes, nothing rots—everything resets and blooms.
circa 2018.
So, was anyone gonna tell me about Beauyasha week, or was I supposed to find out I missed it myself....
I’m just gonna leave these here…
(AAAHHH I DONT KNOW WHAT TO FEEL)
(I CANT BELIEVE I DID THIS)
Made an actual post for the first time in MONTHS and it got 20 reposts- which isn’t a lot but I feel famous.
Like, if you said literally anything out loud and 20 people told you they agreed, wouldn’t you feel so fucking important? This might actually convince me to post shit- why not?
Worst case scenario people see it hate it, keep scrolling and forget about it- best case scenario I find people I can relate to and start gelling a bit more with my favorite fandoms
𝐚𝐥𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐡𝐮𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲
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this is a weird first post, as it isn't something i usually dwell on... but I want to take it off my chest. i have been questioning alterhumanity for just a couple of days, so it hasn't sunk in whether i should be worried about this. nonetheless, i want opinions and comments. i don't want to 'fake alterhumanity' or mislabel myself, and that's why i'm posting this.
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i don't know how long this has happened for, but sometimes i get random urges. sometimes, i so want to run. run as fast as i want to, as far as i want to, whenever and wherever i want to... but not in a 'normal' way. i want to plop down on all fours and run on my paws. i don't know if it's a want, but sometimes it feels like a need. i don't know if i'm exaggerating either, as i haven't felt like this in a couple of weeks. i usually solve this urge by doing quadrobics, but it doesn't feel like enough. i want to be able to comfortably move around on all fours. i want to be able to walk, trot, canter, run, and sprint on my non-existent paws.
this might sound weird, but i also love barking. hah. i want to be able to woof, ruff, bark, whine, howl, growl, meow, yowl and all of that shabang. that's why i do vocals. i enjoy doing vocals. i've actually taught some of my friends how to make animal noises, which i find silly.
anyhow, ill probably post a more clearer message on these 'urges' when i get one.
i have no clue if these urges are actually important and have to be worried about, but for now they are harmless and do not mess with my day-to-day life. i have no clue if these urges are just me loving quadrobics and vocals so much or smth.
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i've been hesitant on posting this, but here ya go!
if you recognize this post, i've posted something similar on a different account, but deleted it for personal reasons. but here i am again :D
i do need as much help as you can offer to figure things out, and would appreciate if you spread this post around by liking or reblogging! (not forcing. dw)
have an amazing day <3
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