Ellie Willaims - Tumblr Posts
up no more
“i don’t wanna wanna be up no no more oh
i don’t wanna wanna be up up all night again.”
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a/n HI GUYS! sorry this is so short i wrote this in like 10 mins lol. ive been trying to write smth that relates to tzuyus new album but i cant, i also have 3 tests this week so ive been rory gilmore, enjoy :)
warnings not proofread
| it was 2:09 am. you woke up from a deep sleep, just tossing and turning. you were an insomniac, and these episodes happened quite often to matter what. if you went to bed early, took melatonin, you’d get this episodes about twice a week. they always annoyed you, because you would know what would happen next. you’d scroll on your phone for 2-3 hours with bursts of energy, then get a wave of sleepiness and fall back asleep, until you slept in late. you would always wake up with a migraine you couldn’t get rid of afterwards.
ellie heard you wake up by you moving around in the bed. “whats wrong baby?” she asked you in a sleepy voice.
“another episode.” you told her. “ill be fine, go back to bed.” you didn’t want to wake her up just because of you.
ellie than rubbed her eyes and say up. “come here.” she told you, patting the upper pillow.
you sat up as well, with your head on her shoulder. she wrapped one of her arms around your shoulder, while using her other hand to play with your hair and giving sweet kisses on your head. “shshsh… go back to sleep. im right here.” she whispered.
“im trying.” you told her. “try harder.” was her only response.
she then rested her face on your head, trying to attempt to help you fall back asleep. “you know why you’re up? hm?” she asked.
“i’m not sure, maybe im unconsciously anxious.” you spoken.
“there’s nothing for you to be worried about. i’m right here. i wont let anything happen to you.” she said, as it eased some of your worries.
“just close your eyes and clear your mind baby.” ellie said, continuing to play with your hair and rubbing your head.
her touch was everything you needed to slowly fall asleep. and her kisses were warmth and comfort to your body. before you knew it, your eyes got heavy and you went back to sleep.
“goodnight sweet girl.” ellie whispered to you, then falling asleep next to you, making sure to not leave your side.
hold me like this, hug me right now
no matter how hard I try, no
this is so me
girls after saying they don't give a fuck
(she gives a fuck)
Listening to the front bottoms sometimes is like hanging out with that friend that is objectively having a harder time than you but is taking the time to give you a hug and a pep talk anyway but kind of doing a bad job but they're trying and that's what matters and they smell like stale cigarettes
