Every Time I See Halloweeny Stuff I Feel Really Sad Which Is So Weird For Me Bc Like I Love Halloween So Much - Tumblr Posts

halloween is like my favorite thing and i love the entire month of october. like i was so fucking exited this year im always super excited but like it was pretty much the thing i was most exited for this year like i had a shitty september and ive generally been feeling pretty shit and im having surgery the day before. its a toenail removal (my second one- isnt that fan fucking tastic m) and i wont be able to walk for at least a week after and it was so so painful for at least 2 months but like its booked in the half term 5 days before i go back to school (im doing gcse mock exams pretty soon so i kinda have to go in) every time i see halloweeny stuff i feel really sad which is so weird for me bc like i love halloween so much im full on crying now and its before midnight so thats 5 this sounds so overdramatic but having surgery was the most painful thing ive ever gone through and having to do it again was literally my worst fear like a few months ago i was crying at the thought of having to do it again and now its rlly happening and on such a bad time for me im so so sad and im rlly scared theres so much stuff you can do to get rid of this without surgery but none of them have done it if anything its worse now vent post in the tags personal rant