Everybody Wants To Be My Enemy - Tumblr Posts

Oh dang I forgot to follow you lol

Shaking and crying I thought we were locked in😔💔💔

Well, this.

"When my back is to the world that was smiling when I turned"

"Your words up on the wall as you're praying for my fall"

This lines remindes me Skizzle's fate so much. Like, when he turned his back to someone , he considered, was his friend, this someone killed him. His second death (as the first one, btw) is fall damage. Ironically, isn't it?

I really believe that Skizz still was very kind and didn't want to harm his friends or anybody else. It was very painful for him to threat his friends. Skizzle had dreadful moral combat with his inner self. But he had no choice. The bloodthirsty was too high, he couldn't resist. And when Etho offered him a new life, Skizz refused. Because he didn't want to trust them again. They left him when he needed help the most. Skizzleman saw enemies in friends. And the one thing Skizzle saw, when came to SnowCastle, is that his friends are already don't trust him and ready to fight. At this point, Skizzle thought that his allies were better without him. They've betrayed his trust. ("Oh, the misery, everybody wants to be my enemy" P. S. this line is relatable to every red life)In other hand, he has Mumbo. Skizzle didn't want to left moustache friend in the same lonely situation he had been. His heroic feelings kicked in. But now, he wasn't fighting for goods of server. Now he isn't a hero to all of this people, who left him behind. Who took him for granted. Now he's a hero for one, who haven't done anything to him yet. For Mumbo. His dilemma hasn't stopped at all. On the contrary, it has found new strength. No matter how hard Skizzle tried to justify his actions, his inner self hasn't stopped blaming him for being a 'villan'. This gigantic feeling of guilt, bloodthirsty, desire and unwillingness of teaming up with his friends, constant regret were driving him crazy. His lack of fighting skills and willingness to fight were making a fool of him. At the end, he reunites with his best friend Impulse to kill Ren, the one who killed him at first.

"If you get me back, I totally understand that, dude.... My butt is yours, Skizz, you can take it if you wish"

But even this line was a lie. Didn't take a lot of time to Ren completely forgot his promise. ("Everybody wants to be my enemy") . Skizz died in a dreadful moral dilemma, pain, agony and feeling fully betrayed.

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This picture represents how I saw this dilemma. The heroic feelings of a "good" Skizzleman fighting his RedLife self. Little did he know, he won't win this battle.

(and also I just adore this moment, when Powder hits her future self, it's so deep and meaningful)

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And this is all I've got to say, my dudes:D

Remember, guys, this whole post is only how I see this character in Last Life, it's only how I feel. If someone agrees with me, that's awesome. Of someone doesn't, it's still awesome! I love to have a long dialogue about some interesting theme, and I adore llistening other's opinion.

Have a great day, guys, aaaaaand bye ヾ(＾-＾)ノ

(This took me far too many time to write this)

Those who call me an enemy, I welcome them