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5 months ago

obsessed with the scene in the wire when Julian says that him and Garak have been having lunch together for 2 years and Jadzia goes "but you aren't really friends." like what qualifies a friend to you jadzia. what.


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5 months ago

garak, plastered: I hate you quark I hate your liquor I hate this station everything sucks and my mother never loved me I

julian: *appears*

garak: 😱✨🥰💖✨🥺💍✨dOCTOR BASHIRRR WHaT A pppLEASANT SURPRISE✨💖😍💞✨🥺💖✨


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5 months ago

Been thinking about The Wire again, specifically about that one moment when Julian hands off the bottle of kanar to Quark by putting it behind his back. That move was smooth as fuck and Quark was right there and ready for the toss, so to speak.

So what that tells me is that they've done this before. When patrons get too sloshed to the point that Quark thinks they need a doctor he calls Bashir to come and do alcohol intervention/deescalation. This is a practiced move between the two of them and another tiny (unintentional) window into the lives of DS9's residents during the quiet times.


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5 months ago

everything in the whole world is erotic. except for sex. sex is too on the nose. 


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5 months ago

OK, hear me out:

In The Wire, Julian has to use his emergency medical override to gain access to Garak's quarters.

But! In Improbable Cause, when Garak is giving Julian directions to find the secret compartment (in which resides the isolinear rod for consumption), he says "If you go into my quarters[...]".

Which! Implies that some time between Season 2 and Season 3, Garak has given Julian free access to his quarters.

In this essay I will


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5 months ago

Gentle reminder that the only thing Julian needed from Tain that he couldn’t get (more easily!!) from the nearest Cardassian hospital, was the identity of “Elim”


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5 months ago

still thinking about julian's just like... anubis-ass weighing of garak's heart in the wire. and him judging it unworthy of oblivion, even while said heart squirms and kicks and screams every step of the way as he gently pulls it away from the crocodile's open maw. sick and twisted honestly. something something surrendering to mercy not because you believe yourself worthy of it but because you trust who it came from more than yourself. ok fuck me I guess I have to live then: the elim garak story


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5 months ago

“I forgive you. for whatever it is you did.” is such an insane line.

like imagine going your whole life believing that you’re only worth as much as you’re useful, doing things you know deep down are horrible just to serve the interests of a man who won’t even acknowledge you as his son and then after he exiles you 2 years later you find yourself on your deathbed, all your crimes finally caught up with you, the young doctor who at this point you believe could not have a more different experience of life than you decides against everything you’ve been taught about yourself that you’re worth saving.

and no matter how much you tell him you’re horrible, how wretched you make yourself look in front of him, he doesn’t care. he doesn’t care about your past. you’re forgiven. you’re worth saving, just by virtue of being alive. and he’s not saving you out of pity or even kindness, he’s doing it because he genuinely believes that. and for the first time since you were a small child, perhaps even ever, you feel like you have intrinsic worth.


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