Genderfluid Struggles - Tumblr Posts

i hate being photographed on purpose, like, 'let me take a picture of you'. just. don't do it. please. and i won't believe you if you say i'm beautiful or that it's nothing to be ashamed of, because you don't bloody know. i've been having some serious doubts about myself recently - still am. so just. don't. i don't like it because it makes me feel so horrified that i can't see my own face, and i will doubt you as well because who knows if you make me look more feminine in your photo, and i would literally start crying because of it.

i. am. not. a. woman. right now, i am not a woman.

so please. just don't.

"if you don't love me at my men's then you don't deserve me at my women's"

an actual quote i heard today and can't stop thinking about it