Goodbye Pavi! - Tumblr Posts

13 years ago

Di ko alam kung ano pumasok sa utak ko that i decided to 'talk' to you AGAIN?!?

I’m sorry that i can’t stop myself from bothering you. I wish may self-control ako. But this time, nawala eh. Bumida si Batman. Sorry. On the other hand, i was relieved na things are better compared to before. Everything on my side was ‘pretty normal’. Or should i say ‘abnormal’ since this is exactly the complete opposite of what my reaction would have been if i was the ‘me’ from before? Anyway, i think naconfirm ko na ang matagal ko nang gustong iconfirm. I AM NOW OVER YOU! (i hope i am right and 100% sure this time) I didn’t feel anything kasi eh. It was like me talking to an ‘old friend’… Unlike nung convo namin ni jellyeiz. This is so different from it. I wasn’t feeling giddy nor super kilig and happy. Kasi i remember when i was ‘talking’ to jellyeiz i was like super happy/kilig/shocked and it put me in a good mood. But yours was like ‘meh’… Is it coz he was more interesting than you are… I mean our convo? But we basically talked about the same thing. Idk i guess i had less feelings for you now. Better yet, i shall put it as i have no more feelings for you now :) Thank you for making it smooth and easy-peazy for me. Thank you for not making it hard for me. I guess this is finally my goodbye to you. Bye Paul! Always take care okay. And may you find your true happiness. :)


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