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When I Lost You pt 2

Sindri X Fem! Reader

What if SIndri actually had a wife and child? A wife that Sindri had believed to be dead for years because of Odin. Then Asriel, their child, starts having visions of his mother, but he’s unsure on how to approach his father about it.

Sindri sat in the middle of what remained of his old home. The cold of Midgard felt like nothing compared to the stabbing feeling in his chest. His gloves were even off. He played with the two wedding bands that he wore, one his the other hers. He had crafted both of them just before the wedding. One of the few fond memories he had left.

How long had it been since he was here?

It’s had to be at least ten years. With Asriel now fifteen.

“Dad?”

Sindri jumped slightly but didn’t turn towards his son.

“You shouldn’t be here,” Sindri said, he wasn’t angry, just pained.

“Uncle Brok said you were going to be here,” Asriel said as he sat down next to his dad. Sindri didn’t say anything and just continued to play with the rings. “What happened? What is this place?”

Sindri knew that this conversation was long overdue. He would have to tell Asriel what happened that night.

“This was…. This was our… home,” Sindri started,” your mother and I… we-we lived here… this… this is where you were supposed to grow up… but… but then the protection stave broke…B-Baldur… Odin… they…”

“I understand,” Asriel set his hand on his father’s shaking one. Sindri looked at Asriel for the first time in this whole interaction.

“If she’s… if she’s still alive she’s… she’s going to hate me… for not coming to her sooner…,” Sindri whispered.

“I don’t think that’s true,” Asriel said, he squeezed his dad’s hand. “We’re going to figure this out… together.”

Sindri used his free hand to wipe away his tears.

“Yes, together,” Sindri agreed. Asriel stood up pulling his dad with him.

The two headed back to the portal door. Brock had waited patiently for the two.

“Get it out of yer system?” Brok asked.

“Yeah, let’s get this all figured out,” Sindri nodded as they headed back home.

Back home the others had been waiting in anticipation.

“Is everything alright?” Freya asked as soon as she saw Asriel, Sindri and Brok.

“Yeah, we’re okay,” Asriel said as he sat down at the table. Sindri and Brok followed his lead.

“So Asriel now that things have calmed down the women that you believe is your mother, do you know where she is?” Freya asked. “Maybe it isn’t too late.”

“No, all I really know is that there’s a needle like plant stabbing the back of her neck,” Asriel said. Freya’s eyes widened, she quickly stood up and walked to her little study area. She grabbed a book flipping through its pages

“Is this what you’re seeing?” Freya offered the book to Asriel. Asriel examined the plant. With a grim expression Asriel gave a soft nod.

“It is,” he said.

“Then this is not good, these plants are only native to Muspelhiem,” Freya said as she closed the book.

“Wh-what are they exactly?” Sindri now asked.

“Nightmare thistle. When stung by it, as the name implies, invokes nightmares, but continuously being stung… that… that would cause an unimaginable Hell,” Freya explained.

“Oh god... my dearest Y/n,” Sindri muttered to himself.

“I think I know where she is,” Mimir now said. Kratos grabbed Mimir so that now everyone could see him. 

“You do?!” Asriel and Sindri asked in unison. 

“Aye,” Mimir nodded,” Odin has only ever kept one other prisoner there.” 

“Then it’s decided, Freya and I will go investigate,” Kratos said. 

“Please before you go, I would like to update your things,” Sindri said. 

“Hm,” Kratos grunted in agreement. 

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“No! NO! AHHHHH!” 

You watched again as both Sindri and Asriel were killed in front of you. You were helpless. No way to move, no way to stop it. 

Your vision faded away as the scene ‘reset’. 

“Please... please... stop...,” you cried. 

“You did this to them, you killed them Y/n. Tell me was it worth it?” Odin asked. 

“No... no... no...,” you shook your head. 

“All you had to do was give me what I wanted,” Odin said. He looked at Baldur once more and nodded. Once again you watched as Baldur killed Sindri and Asriel in front of you. 

“Ahhhh!” you screamed. 

This time the scene didn’t ‘reset’. Instead you heard the quite hushing of a women. 

“Shhh, its okay. Your safe now,” she whispered. Your vision focused back in. You were met with a pair of brown eyes. They were soft and caring.

There was a sharp pain in the back of your neck. 

“Wh-where...? Who...? My... Sin... As...,” you tried saying but your voice still very weak. 

“I can carry her,” A deep male voiced offered. You head snapped up only to see Kratos.

“Kra-,” you mumbled.

“Shh, shh, don’t speak, there will be plenty of time for that later,” the woman now said. 

Where was Faye? 

Why wasn’t she here? 

Why was this woman here instead?

Knowing you wouldn’t get answers now you let Kratos pick you up. 

“Let’s get back quickly,” the woman said. 

“Hm,” Kratos grunted in agreement. 

Through most of the walk you were phasing in and out of consciousness. That was until you were in front of a giant tree that looked like it was a home as well. 

“Kratos... I think I’m... good t-to walk on my own,” you spoke softly. Kratos let out a grunt as he gently set you down. He made sure you were steady before letting you go. 

“How do you feel?” the woman asked as the three of you approached the set of double doors. 

“Everything feels... weird... I...who are you...? Where is... my sister?” you asked.

“My name is Freya,” the woman responded.

“Freya...? Like... the goddess?” you questioned. 

“Yes, but I am not here to cause any harm...,” Frey said. You nodded, feeling what she said was true. 

“And Faye... Faye passed away a few years ago,” Kratos said. Your heart shattered... how much have you missed?

“Was it... Odin...? I swear to the gods...,” you said.

“It was not, it was all natural causes,” Kratos said. 

“I see...,” you mumbled.

“We should head inside, I’m sure the others are quite anxious to see you,” Freya said. You nodded softly. Kratos pushed open the doors open

Your bare feet were cold against the smooth tile floor.

“So did ya- Well I’ll be damned.” 

You looked over to see Brok, he had a look of astonishment and relief in his eyes.

“Tell me, did you find her?”

You knew that voice. You pushed your way through Freya and Kratos. Sindri stood there in front. Your legs grew weak as you fell to your knees. 

Sindri stepped towards you in shock. 

“Is it really you?” he whispered cupping your face in his hands. Tears fell from both of your eyes. You took in a deep breath and set your hands on top of his. 

“Yes,” you croaked. Sindri wrapped his arms around your neck, he pulled you close holding you tightly. You held him just as tightly. 

“I never thought this day would happen,” Sindri cried. “I thought you were dead. I’m sorry, I’m so sorry.” 

“Shh, shh, it’s alright, you didn’t know,” you whispered. You pulled away and looked Sindri in the eyes. Sindri sniffled and set your forehead on his. He rubbed circles on your cheek. 

“Mom?” 

Your heart dropped as you pulled away from Sindri...

“Asriel?” you whispered. Asriel nodded as he stepped towards his mother. 

“You recognize me?” Asriel asked. You couldn’t help but let out a chuckle. 

“Of course I do,” you said as you out stretched your arms to him. Asriel choked up a sob and ran into your arms. “You’ve gotten so big. Tell me how old are you now?” 

“Fifteen,” Asriel said. 

Fifteen years? You’ve been gone fifteen year? 

You sniffled as you pulled away. You held Asriel’s face taking in every detail you saw. He had Sindri’s eyes no doubt, but then again his eyes were the same colors as yours. 

“My beautiful baby boy,” you whispered, “I am so sorry, I promise I am not going anywhere this time.”

“It’s not your fault mom. Dad told me... You did it to protect us,” Asriel said. You shook your head yes, holding back a sob. You looked back over at Sindri.

“You did a good job,” you said.

“I tried,” Sindir sniffled as he hugged both of you tightly. He was happy to have his wife back. 

“Come, I’m sure you have much to tell me,” you said as you pulled away from the two. You stood up slowly. 

“Sorry to interrupt but take this Y/n, it’ll help with the after affects of the nightmare thistle,” Freya offered you a cup with a dark blue liquid. 

“Thank you Freya,” you hummed as you took the cup from her. 

“Uh, hi, I’m Atreus.” 

You looked over to see a boy the same age as Asriel. 

“Atreus, hello, I haven’t seen you since you were a baby,” you smiled. Asriel gently grabbed your hand and brought you over to the table were Atreus was. 

“Huh? You mean-?” Atreus started. 

“Yes, your mother was so excited for me to meet you, of course at the time I was still pregnant with Asriel,” you said as you and Asriel sat down. Asriel held your hand tightly, you knew he wasn’t letting go any time soon.

You talked for hours with Asriel, Astreus, Sindri and sometimes the others would join in. 

Asriel had started leaning against you. You could tell he was starting to get tired. 

“Come on, lets get you to bed,” you hummed. 

“But... I wanna keep talking...,” Asriel mummbled.

“We will have plenty of time to talk after you rest,” you said. 

“Can you... tuck me.. in?” Asriel asked. 

“Of course,” you hummed. 

Asriel brought you to his room. 

“I see you don’t take after your father’s cleanliness,” you laughed softly. 

“Yeah... I don’t let him in here,” Asriel chuckled. Asriel pulled the covers back as he almost instantly flopped into bed. You smiled softly as you pulled the blanket over him. 

“Sleep well my baby boy,” you whispered and planted a gentle kiss on his forehead. “I love you.” 

“I love you too mom,” Asriel hummed. You smiled as you stepped out of his room. You headed back downstairs. Sindri was the only one left. He was sitting at the table. 

“Are you okay my dear?” you asked as you sat down next to him. He looked at you with tears in his eyes. 

“I’m... just so happy you’re okay,” he whispered,” that you’re here. that you’re alive. And... I’m so... so sorry... I didn’t... we didn’t. I’m sorry we couldn’t get to you sooner.” 

“Do not apologize, I didn’t even know where I was,” you said as you gently grabbed his hands. “It’s going to be okay, we’re going to be okay.” 

“I know,” Sindri hummed,” I’m tired, are you tired?” 

“Very, lets get to bed, and tomorrow we can have a fresh start,” you said. 

“Yes, a fresh start,” Sindri agreed. 

stupid gow A.U’s #5:

A.U where both Brok AND Sindri swear to Hel and back and it is very distressing for Kratos bc their noisy loudmouths start rubbing off on Atreus REAL QUICK!