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What’s wrong with you, freak.
Get a life.
No one needs you.
Give up,
You’re never going to amount to anything.
Forget the nice things people say to you,
They’re all lying.
Will you ever do anything that’s meaningful?
Why do you try?
Everyone is struggling,
You aren’t special.
You just want attention.
You’re such a faker.
Leave everyone alone.
They don’t want you.
No one cares.
Get it through your thick skull,
You are useless and replaceable.
It’s all I hear anytime I try to sleep.
Anytime I’m alone.
Anytime I’m with others.
Anytime.
But I don’t want to hear it.
I don’t want to give up.
I don’t want to forget what people say.
It is true.
I’m not useless.
I’m not replaceable.
I’m not ashamed.
I’m not forgettable.
I’m not broken.
I’m me.
I’m passionate.
I’m unique.
I’m proud of myself.
I’m perfect as I am.
I’m human.
I’m how I’m supposed to be.
And to those voices in my brain,
It would be incredible
If you kindly shut up.
Shut
Up
Shut the fuck up.
Nothing here is familiar
None of the noises
Voices
Faces
But one is familiar
Well not familiar
Though I know it better than my own
Or at least the sparkling eyes
Adorning it are
It’s probably the thousandth time
I’ve been magnetized to those eyes
Each time I see them
The face is never known
But they always feel like home
The eyes always glow
With laughter and light
As well as
Sadness and spite
I meet those eyes for the
Second
Fifth
Fourteenth
Sixty-Eighth
One Hundredth
Three thousandth
Ten millionth
Infinity
Time
Eyes always the same
On one person
Who always changes
My Happy Ever After
Fairytales are fiction
People don’t have fairy godmothers
To turn their woes to weds
Princes don’t hold dances
Where they suddenly meet their love
Bibbidi bobbidi boo
Just simply won’t do
Happy endings don’t exist
Love isn’t a fairytale
But then I saw you
They say that princes
Aren’t charming
But what about princesses
Can they prance around the floor
With all eyes tracing their steps
Can a princess meet this peasant
And live a love so enticing
What am I talking about
Surely there is no way
This story ends without tragedy
But when I’m near you
The lights are brighter
My shoulders feel lighter
And it couldn’t feel any righter
Than being beside you
Seeing your smile enchanting me
Like each of the spells you cast
I thought fairytales couldn’t be real
But now it seems
That I might just get to see
The book closing with a
Happy ever after
Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Teen Wolf (TV) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Scott McCall & Stiles Stilinski, Lydia Martin/Stiles Stilinski, Lydia Martin & Stiles Stilinski, Lydia Martin & Scott McCall, Stiles Stilinski & Malia Tate, Lydia Martin & Scott McCall & Stiles Stilinski, Scott McCall/Malia Tate, in the background on that last one Characters: Stiles Stilinski, Scott McCall (Teen Wolf), Lydia Martin, Malia Tate Additional Tags: Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Post-Season/Series 06, Post-Teen Wolf (TV) Season 6B, Post-Nogitsune Stiles Stilinski, Body Horror, Body Dysphoria, talks of nonconsentual body modification, Stiles Stilinski Needs a Hug, Scott McCall Needs a Hug (Teen Wolf), Lydia martin needs a hug, how is that last one not a tag, canon typical body horror discussions, Dissociation, i need to discuss stiles's body not being his body, Hurt/Comfort, Emotional Hurt, Stiles Stilinski-centric, mostly on that last one, i also discuss scott mccall with the weight of the world on his sholders always, Good Friend Scott McCall (Teen Wolf) Summary:
Stiles Stilinski just wanted to write his college philosophy paper; he didn't want to be forced to confront the fact that his body wasn't his own.
