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[16:27] there was a time where it was okay and you didn’t mind but, hearing about the same thing over and, over again especially as the girlfriend is hurtful. the subject? kiyoko shimizu, the girl your boyfriend kept gushing about to you not evening remembering that you were his girlfriend.

“kiyoko-san looks amazing, her body is so sexy,” ryu gushed with his hands locked together and you were wondering, ‘what does kiyoko have that i don’t?’ thankfully she wasn’t there today or else you wouldn’t be able to hold yourself back but... unfortunately everyone else in gym heard that and were sending you pity looks.

“ryu...” he hummed giving you your cue. “let’s break up okay,” everything froze as it went silent especially the boy in front of you who looked at you in disbelief as you held up a smile. “eh?! wait why?” his confusion made your heart ache and hands tremble but you couldn’t back down.

“it’s for the better so don’t worry, I’ll be out of your way and gone,” there they were... the words you’ve wanted to say, actually you were nearly out the door when a hand grasped your arm. “let go ryu... this is for the best so don’t try to hold on to something that we lost.” the words made you be released and you glided out the door, ignoring the pretty female passing you and out in to the streets heading to the park. it’ll be okay. you’ll be okay. it was expected.

“how did it go?” you turned and laughed before erupting into pitiful sobs, launching yourself at the person. “it went as I thought tooru... he didn’t even try... he knew that I was just a distraction for him...it hurts..” you were shushed and soothed. your love for him was real. his was not and that hurt.

[17:32] it was silent outside the gym where two fukurōdani students stood and, the atmosphere was calm but had a sad undertone to it.

the day was the day where the third years left which made other students upset as there 3rd year friends left them. the silence was broken the second you opened your mouth, “akaashi.. you should tell him before he leaves you know,” the Male in front stiffly nodded but you sighed.

“i know it seems hard but it’ll hurt more if you don’t say and you’ll regret it! akaashi I’ve known you since our last year of middle school so I don’t want to see you hurt! so... please akaashi go because i know you’ll regret it soon and there’s a 50/50 chance he’ll say yes,” you gently spoke trying to hide the tears that began to build from the small emotional speech and thankfully it seems like you got across to him because he ran to where bokuto was.

the second he left your view, you collapsed on to your knees, ‘damn it!’ was what you thought as chocked sobs left you because of your big heart, kindness and wish to see others happy that itself broke your own heart. the day when you met akaashi in middle school from the moment your began your first year at high school was when you grew feelings to the pretty setter but, he loved another and that other was also your friend who also shared the same love. kōtaro bokuto, you were truly happy that he got the happiness he deserved along with the love from the pretty setter and, you couldn’t bring yourself to be mad because it wasn’t his fault neither was it akaashis as both deserve pure happiness and sure they’ll be able to find it together.

“gomen heart... it seems like I was too kind to others before breaking you...”

the next time you saw them, they were both happy and akaashi thanked you for helping him but it made you happy yet it hurt although you just smiled and waved goodbye before walking away with tears dropping on the road as you didn’t see the fast machine speeding but they did yet they couldn’t do anything as your body was thrown away. that day was the day you left with a unmended heart but left others with an aching one. bokuto and akaashi had named their adopted baby after you and let them know as they grew that you were the purest person along with a kind heart that was accompanied by a warm smile that made everyone feel calm and warm. to them, you were a blessing and they’d never forget you especially akaashi.